posted September 02, 2012 06:14 AM            

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Originally posted by EmpressMendez:
@11nahyt

Wow!! How does that feel? =o

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posted September 02, 2012 07:10 AM            

I feel the same way. Moon sq Pluto is intense and people always ask me why I'm angry. It's natural for me, I can't help it. Especially when someone tries to belittle or disrespect me. Now that I'm older I learned to control it and let go of my "anger issues" a lot more. I guess meditating and reading about spirituality has helped a lot.

Before I would snap at the drop of a pen. After I became a mother things have changed immensely, lol. I hope you're able to cope with it some day . But yes, I can relate to everything you just said..wow.

posted September 02, 2012 10:10 AM            

OOh lots of fire personal planets! Leo sun, aries moon produces a dynamic, spirited, intense, very outgoing and a warm person. I think you are very courageous and pursue your goals with a lot of passion. You may notice that you can be impulsive at times, and you may like to take a leadership role in many things. Now, you have sun, venus and chiron in the eighth house. It is said that those with a stellium in the eighth house prefer extreme or sometimes stressful environments, so perhaps with those fire placements on your side, you probably prefer to push yourself or place yourself in situations that are uncomfortable to most people. 8th house placements also cause a person to be spiritual (sometimes even paranoid..) You may have experienced pain due to loss/bad experiences at an early age but experienced some healing by delving into spiritual matters.

Anyway, whatever your past may have been, excitement is probably a major theme all throughout your life!! Ruler of the 12th house in the 12th makes one fear loneliness, so I assume that you try to surround yourself with company most of the time. You probably have a very strong will with that mars opposition pluto! Mercury in the 9th house shows someone who in intellectually interested in philosophy and foreign cultures. You also jupiter in the 9th house, which probably emphasizes your philosophical nature. And of course, the ruler of the 1st house is in the 9th house, which makes you quite the visionary. You will also travel a LOT in your life, or at least deeply desire to do so.

Your ninth house is strong and has a lot of connections to the rest of your chart. The ruler of your tenth house, the house of careers, is in the 9th house, which means that your career will be tied to foreign lands, moving to a foreign land, traveling and or philosophy. Those who have this placement tend to have a great ability to teach others their career (but perhaps an impatient one at times ) You will have great success in your career, and will be able to rise to prominence rather quickly, especially in a land other than your place of birth.

Moon in the 5th house can give a deeply romantic nature, which your fiery self probably gets a great kick out of. Watch out for an intellectual partner with that gemini descendant, who will very much appeal to your philosophical and analytical mind. The ruler of the 7th house is in the 9th house, so you may meet your partner while traveling or outside your native country. If this is not the case, the person will come to you in an institution of higher education. All in all, foreign connections and philosophy will bring you great fortune in your life in many ways.

posted September 02, 2012 07:16 PM            

Here's some feedback on your reading.

Yes, I am indeed dynamic, spirited, intense and very warm. However, my outgoing-ness heavily depends on the company at the time and the environment, as often times I am quiet. I attract stressful environments and uncomfortable situations are my life, but I dunno if I prefer them lol. But they are necessary for spiritual growth in the long run, can't complain. As far a leadership, I dislike being told what to do and not a fan of bossing people around (though I can be overly demanding) but I like organizing others. As I become more reclusive, my paranoia is more significant. It gets so bad to were I consider shutting down my facebook, lol. The early part of my life was focused in pain and loss, in relationships and family and in identity. All very true.

I have a hard time keeping good company, most often I am alone. My will is strong, but sometimes misdirected to unattainable goals and detrimental situations as well as people, and I can become obsessive in getting what I desire. I LOVE TRAVEL. There is nothing that makes me happier than being far away from home. I can certainly ponder different philosophies and stick to certain morals in favor of others. All true here, too.

I am actually studying for an education degree. Although I am not superbly fortunate, I feel most of my life's fortune will be into the work I put into my career. So that makes me happy to hear.

Now romance is an area of my life I am extremely low on luck in, lol. And the worst part of it is that I don't give up on love or the pursuit of it, no matter how many times I've been abused or hurt. I have always been attracted to intellectual and smart men, but also the flip side of Mercury is flighty, and so I have attracted more than enough flakes in the romantic sector. I am very attracted to foreign men, or simply those of a different culture or race or age.

You did a wonderful job of deciphering my chart. I could resonate with your reading.

posted September 02, 2012 09:34 PM            

yea i do have all those you mentioned.

"I guess meditating and reading about spirituality has helped a lot"

now that you mention about reading about spirituality and how that has helped you, i can attest to that as well. reading about astrology, and about energy, spirituality, just reading in general has helped (something i hated to do when i was little, because i wasnt allowed to read whatever i was interested in)

"By the way, did your parents fight a lot?
My mother is actually an angel. Idk why my moon is afflicted. She's a pushover, definitely (I try teaching her how to have some "character" and not let others walk all over her. She has learned a lot from me, lol). However, my dad is something else. He snaps quickly and he's very moody. I can't sleep either -sigh..(neither can my dad)."

posted September 02, 2012 10:24 PM            

I can't say anything bad about my mother other than she's a pushover (which I hate because everyone tKes advantage of her!)?

My father is moody, but he actually "tries" to get on my good side. No sexual abuse from him. Idk why I have moon sq pluto it doesn't relate to my mother at all. However, each is in its ruler (pluto in scorp and moon in cancer) so idk if that factors in, plus the other soft aspects the moon makes. My mother is definitely no where near moon sq pluto, but I am moon sq pluto my emotions get out of control (could also be bipolar). I don't play the "victim". Just used to be volatile as far as moods go.

Moon sq venus in my case is more like a tomboy aspect to me, lol. That's the first thing that pops to my head because my mother is not prissy/femenine neither am I. And my mom is actually shy, but at the same time nice/social and likes to help way too much. I hate the fact that she's always helping someone and that someone ends up taking advantage and free loading off of her.

posted September 02, 2012 11:15 PM            

As a lil girl, I always attracted the boys without wanting to. Mind you, I used to dress like one of them so I'm not sure what they saw in me! Lol

Even now my best friend no matter what is my children's father :3. Despite our differences, we stil consider each other best friends before lovers, hehe.

posted September 03, 2012 12:07 AM            

As a lil girl, I always attracted the boys without wanting to. Mind you, I used to dress like one of them so I'm not sure what they saw in me! Lol

omg this is sooo meee LOL! i've ALWAYS had issues with women. like i could walk down the street and get dirty looks from women i didnt even know LOL.so i never cared to make female friends.. i remember when i was little and i always managed to attract the boys,even GROWN MEN, regardless of my boyish clothes.to this day i still ask myself what did those men and boys even see in me? maybe my attitude? cause i was not the type to smile at compliments, instead it annoyed me or ****** me off and id get all rude sometimes LOL. i was sooo uncomfortable with attention from the opposite sex,and i still am to an extent. growing up,the idea of dressing like a "girl" my worst nightmare. i never wore a dress nor skirts until i turned 20. and i too always loved and preferred to hang out with the guys. the only girls i've gotten along with also had strong mars or pluto in their charts. easy going, soft feminine girls make me cringe lmao. and they dont like me either. today i too am still somewhat of a tomboy. but i am now also in touch with my feminine side. i now enjoy dressing up and putting makeup (very little though), i love to by shoes and purses all that good stuff. but it's still very apparent that i am no girly girl. just definitely womanly.