posted November 11, 2012 12:25 AM
bday was a few days ago. I actually hate the "celebration of bday" and it is actually just another year closer to death. It should be a non day (like columbus day), just another day in other words. I will never celebrate it.26 sucked - I got cancer spent all year (nov 2010-july 2011) with that. Fiance left me. Got lyme disease. Hella confusing year, no clue about life.
27 was rough - in a poor paying job till Feb2012), trying to find my energy back in a new city. Start of new year (Feb2012) got a new job (#2) but was unfairly let go a few months later.
28 - first few days I am wondering if things will look up for this year. I am in an even better job than #2 but still unsure of career.
When do I find my niche? Is my current job (teacher) going to lead to something better?
Love? (or do I just want to play and have fun now)? Girl I am currently sorta seeing is so sweet, but not sure..
When I was 14 my principal (of all people) accused me of being a "ghost". Been trying to shake that image ever since, socially speaking. I have my moments of social brilliance but people actually need to wise up and give me a chance, otherwise I have internalize that it is their loss (and nothing to do with me), still.. But that stuck with me longer than it should have...
the ghost comment, socially.
Lindaland
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posted November 11, 2012 12:25 AM