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Topic: 2 others born the same day as me have died under tragic circumstance...
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starlightisalright
Newflake Posts: 2
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Registered: Sep 2012
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posted November 22, 2012 02:28 PM
  
Hi,
I have tried to post on astrology forums before, but inevitably these have been passed over. Unseen? Ignored? Not specific enough of a question etc. Regardless, this has been the case.I have a very difficult chart. As said in the title, in my attempts to understand more about my chart, I have discovered that two individuals born within hours of me, have died under tragic circumstance.
A woman, Emanuela Ferro, a student was murdered by her stalker in 2001, who then killed himself. A man, Erik Rhodes, a gay pornographic actor, died from a heart attack at the age of 30 (this past summer) after publicly battling depression and drug use. Why am I sharing this? Because I am not going to follow their fate. But I have lived a hard life and its still suffocating me. I have my good days, yes, but I'm stuck in a frequency I can't seem to find my way out of. Any input, insights, anything, would be extremely appreciated, and needed. I know I am meant for more than this. I have something in me that is yearning to be free. I feel I know too much. I feel I don't know enough. I'm a walking contradiction, but I am a flying spirit with wings itching to soar. I believe to be wise beyond my years for various reasons, but this seems to be a hindrance. Nobody in my life knows how to help me. Be there for me. Most people have left me, or I have left them. I am being very raw and candid, something which is hard for me to do. Please help. I truly thank you =) link to my chart as i am unsure how to post it here. if the link expires my details are:
Feb 8, 1982 3:15 Toronto, Canada
http://www.astro.com/tmpd/cojbfilesFnz4x-u1321367128/astro_24gw_109_floatin_20121122.68222.1829.gif?8397 IP: Logged |
Sorcha
Knowflake Posts: 666
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Registered: Mar 2012
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posted November 22, 2012 04:35 PM
I'm very sorry to hear that you are having such a difficult time. I would post this in Personal Readings in order to get a response. I'm on my phone right now so I can't really give you a detailed reply right now but I do see your stellium of Mars, Pluto and Saturn in the 4th squaring your Venus in the 7th and I assume that's what you're referring to in your post. I also notice that Uranus has been transiting over your MC. That feeling of wanting to break free is shown by that aspect. I will come back when I am at home and can look more closely at your chart and hopefully one of the mods will move this to personal readings in the mean time  But just because others with your birthday have passed away, it doesn't at all mean that you will. Lots of people have the same birthdate but very different experiences. IP: Logged |
lalalinda
Moderator Posts: 2741
From: nevada
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 22, 2012 11:30 PM
Hello starlightisalright! Welcome to LL  Your chart has expired, re-post it after I transfer this to Personal Readings  ------------------
"For all those who believe, expect a miracle.”
Linda Goodman 1925-1995 IP: Logged |
Aqua86
Newflake Posts: 11
From: Antwerp
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted November 23, 2012 10:45 AM
what's your email?IP: Logged |
Lonake
Moderator Posts: 8827
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 24, 2012 12:04 AM
Point is these people made bad choices, had bad genes, whatever. You're still here with us, so no matter what was in the past you have to give the future all you've got. Responsible behavior and looking out for yourself, trusting your intuition will do much to keep you alive.
Apart from that every chart has a tension aspect, or more, that when triggered under a hectic circumstance can bring a lot of strain and this sometimes means death. That's neither here nor there cos you're still here. It's not appropriate to live in that state of fear.
If it's a situation like you say where you're v.much alone then use your resources because you're being tested. Why? Well I'd like to see the chart but it expired, plus a better way to post it is to save it to your comp then upload it to imageshack and share the link for 'Forum'.
 Love to you IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 23336
From: Saturn next to Charmainec
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 24, 2012 05:35 PM
Welcome! You have your own destiny apart from anyone else. Your choices affect it...yours and yours alone.------------------
"Fall down 100 times, get up 101...this is success." --ME IP: Logged | |
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