posted December 16, 2012 05:29 PM            

Could someone help me please understand my past life?

It is important to know what i did wrong.

Thank you so much

posted December 17, 2012 05:55 AM            

The initial impression most prominent is a female life, and the first impression I'm getting is her being hysterical and shaking her head saying no, because she was supposed to leave her family to live elsewhere as a wife, and she shut down to everything, becoming uncommunicative and distraught. Feeling like her family is happily wanting to 'cast her out' and she can't understand it, as all she wants to do is stay with her family - she has no desire for husband, or new home, or eventually children at this stage - however she is only quite young, 14, I think, and she had only recently begun menstruation - she felt like her world turned upside down - happiness to misery all of a sudden, and no one listening to her and all seemingly very uncaring. Lives a long life, but I can come back to it - it feels interesting, well, to me anyway.

posted December 18, 2012 04:23 PM            

When you have the time please do come back

posted December 21, 2012 07:56 AM            

So perhaps if someone can read a draconic according to how it is normally read, then they can feel free to contribute.

The place of the life was Roche a Fresne in Belgium, well I got the word Fresne, but actually thought Bulgaria was being indicated as the country. I'm pretty sure its right now because another word Compogne was available to me, and these names are in Belgium in Luxembourg, I think.

The girl's name is difficult to get as well. I think it is a type of Pauline and may be Poleyna and last name Flem, so Poleyna Flem, and she did not retain a married name. The birth date is perhaps 1876, and then she emmigrated to England to her married sister already there, and then she died in 1970 in somewhere in Leige, Belgium, because Pousset and Clouse, both are in Leige, but I think she died in Clouse. She had returned to Belgium in 1952.

She liked cats, plumes in her hat (bird feathers), and she wore a stole and I think it was a marmot fur ( a stole is like a scarf/shawl thing but in this case its made out of fur).

She was a spy. Maybe that is why this is so difficult to get info out of, its been so painfully tricky to get anything, and just when I almost give up, I get some other breakthrough. And I can't work out what happened to her husband at this point.

Going back to the 14yr old Poleyna in the first posting, she was very distressed and unhappy for several months. It was not unusual for girls to marry from this age, and part of why it was arranged so early is that the 18yr old suitor had to choose a wife in order to inherit an estate as this was part of the stipulation in the will. Frederic, I think he was called was going off to some military thing. Poleyna was the only one he would choose, and his mother was eager to see the inheritance sorted. Poleyna's parents, were not as affluent but they were musical and they had nice friends and the father was a respected member of some men's club. They thought it would be Poleyna's best offer as she was marrying higher and she would be well off when Frederic inherited once the marriage was made.

She did not want to go, she still played with dolls, had tea parties with her dolls and her friends, and made up dances and songs with her friends. She liked her home, and her parents had nice things and good food. She had two dresses made each season every year, and her father bought her presents like beautiful writing paper and good quality ink.

The families eased off as they realized she was strong willed and was acting in a way that was unbecoming. They courted the whole family with dinner at restaurants, nights at the theatres, and picnics. Poleyna became used to Frederic and they married when she was between 15 and 16. I can't work out what her married name was. So pretty much a normal life until 32 when the husband was shot in the leg accidently by a friend when they were out shooting birds.

Then things seemed to go down hill from there. He developed an infection because the wound hadn't been properly cleaned and there was still some shot in his leg. Then he got really sick, and went into septic shock and died. Eventually Poleyna took her three grown up children, 20, 19, and 17 with her to England and settled for an annuity, and the estate went back to the husband's family.

In about 2016, she was enlisted as a spy via her brother-in-laws connections. She never remarried, but had a couple of big relationships. When the war was over she travelled to China with political friends and spent a lot of time down in Singapore, then lived for some time in India in Rajpur in the Punjab, and became a kind of correspondent and took photos and did articles for magazines and papers around the world. She lived there until 1933 then went on some trek in the himalayas with one of her sons who came out to join her in India, and the group of trekkers was quite large. They had been inspired by stories of Shangri-la. However, 1933 would be cutting it fine as the book about Shangri-la wasn't released until that year, but maybe it is still right.

Whilst on the trek she became quite ill and spent several months in an infirmary with a suspected bout of TB. She took years to recover. In world war 2 she was living in Switzerland, and then lived in France after the war. In 1952 she returned to Belgium. It seems such a famous life but I'm unable to get her married surname that she must of retained - however, it all seems very vague regarding her name - I feel so skeptical about the names, and I think its weird that I get all this info seemingly and then it can't be always correct about times, dates and places. It makes me not believing of it, but I wonder why I get some specific indications of places and lifestyles that seem to work and be tangible.

posted December 27, 2012 05:29 AM            

I don't see a connection in a past life, but you may have.

This guy is difficult in this life and its tided over from his previous lide. The life that comes most prominently forward is male and he was a transient circus worker. He did not have a prominent part but did things like stock up animal food, unload supplies, and serve food on a circus train, which was also generally an entertainment train and could have brought prostitutes with the performers.

He sometimes disappeared and would wander around, visiting family, camping, slinking around more populated areas, seeing what he could 'find'. A bit of a gypsy or a transient worker kind of guy.

When not moving around, he had lived where there was a fast and rough stream on a significant slope and he was actually born on the side of this stream by a young mother of about 15-16yrs old. She was careless and from a harsh and hard living family.

She still lived with her parents but was hardly ever there and just left the baby there to be mainly raised by the extended family. She was basically a wild teenager.

The boy's name, that is, the name of the past life to this male chart, is Revirez and the last name sounds like cat-orz, but when I seek other views/angles/perceptions on the name, I think the first name might be alternatively spelt Rephyrs and the last name perhaps, Gatos. The location has severely cold winters and mild summers with the very occasional really hot day that usually ends in a thunderstorm or rainstorm. Its in the 'black mountains', which I think is possibly the Balkans as it feels like this is correct and I googled black mountains, and though there is a few, the Balkans felt right. And it feels like a junction betwee countries and it is seeming like Bulgarian, Romania and Serbia so I think it is up in that little nook on the map between the three and on the slopes of the balkan mountains. 'But the grandfather had only been there for about 20-30yrs and he met the grandmother in that area, so the grandmother already lived there.

There is something about the boy Rephyres being given a horrid trick as part of initiation into the male way of life, and this was when a bear bit his arm, it almost feels like a lion, but I think it was a bear, and the elder men laughed, but the bite was a terrible experience and he had small puncture wounds and considerable bruising, as well as an almost dislocated shoulder/collarbone. And when I was looking at Gypsies in Bulgaria, the Gypsies that had a traditional craft of bear training, felt significant. These Gypsies were called Ursari, because Urs means bear in Romanian or something, but you were born in Romania, so you would probably know that. But I think he was only related to these Gypsies on his grandmother's side. His mother's father was a true Balkan man possibly originally descended from more into Serbia or whatever it was called at the time, as the boy was born in 1901, and his grandfather in 1856. And the boy's actual father was a young guy of 17 and he has very little lasting essence feel, like as had no knowledge of himself and he didn't live long, in fact I think he fell into like an icy crevice whilst pulling timber or fir trees on a heavy and cumbersome sled.

The boy grew up and lived till 1953, he had bought a car and it froze inside in its parts, he tried to push the car to get it going or something, and it too, slid off the side of a slope with him half in it, I think he was trying to somehow stop it from going off the side because he didn't want to lose it,but he tried for too long and fell separately but terribly from the car, it was just so icy, and there was absolutely no grip or stopping once near the edge and he hit rock as he fell.

By that time he was more in Romania half way to Hungary, so possibly around Petrosani and he worked in a factory a little but also made money in a few rackets on the side, like black market businesses, possibly just alcohol and cigarette 'running' and other contraband kind of stuff like stockings, foreign sweets like caramels, and maybe some kind of smoking substance, which may have been cannabis or something similar.

He became cold to other people's feelings after his almost heartless childhood, as there were too many times when the people around him thought it was part of life to learn the hard way, so they would set him up for some downgrading and upsetting experiences to teach him how to deal with life and life's hard knocks but it made him very hard and lacking in warmth. He became the type of person to maybe even do away with someone if they had something he wanted.

So, I don't know if people even had cars at that time in Petrosani but it seems that he did.

I don't know for sure but is it possible that this feeling that you have of knowing him from a past life is because he has a familiar physique or appearance. Does he have a similar feel about him to maybe an older brother of yours and some cousins.

posted December 27, 2012 05:55 AM            

"Does he have a similar feel about him to maybe an older brother of yours and some cousins." no

I was asking if i had an encounter wit him in a previous life, because of his moon, kiron in my 12 th house.
Also our North Nodes are conjunct, and my junon conunct his north node.

Here is the chart.

posted December 29, 2012 04:17 PM            

My question:

posted December 29, 2012 08:01 PM            

You are AC=saturn and moon
Past lifes=12th house, lord of the 12th house is also saturn(as you identify with past lifes-good)

Saturn is in your 10th house, did your ever saw astrology as a career?
In your 12th house is mars. Mars is the lord of the 10th house.So mars and satrun are in mutual reception.
Saturn square mars, but is an applying aspect.
Moon is in your 6th house of day to day things.Do you read charts quite often, right?
Moon is not making any aspect with saturn(not good) and oppose mars.
Moon is moving towards saturn(good).
Moon is her sign(good) but in a cadent house(not good, you sometimes feel insecure about the readings).
Saturn on the other side is in a angular house(good), but peregrine(not good)
To make a total:
not good=3
good=4

I think most of your readings are acurate.
It was a little diffiult as you and 12th house have the same ruler, so that i used moon=you.

posted December 29, 2012 09:30 PM            

Yes, I am definitely insecure about my readings. I am a full-on Virgo, but have Moon in Gemini. I think the combo can make me skittish in general because the meticulous side of mercury is challenged by the rushing Gemini influence.