posted December 25, 2012 05:51 AM            

It started long time ago when we first met and were really little. We very very rarely saw eachother but always flirted. Then a year ago i went to a class and he was in the same one. We are both quite flirty, so naturally the class was filled with the banter only a Sagittarius and a Gemini can make. We would sit by eachother and make jokes and whisper and put or hands on eachothers thighs or hold hands. Then summer came, class ended. We would still see eachother sometimes, not really though. His sister is my friend sooo yeah lol. Well then, on the fourth of July we madeout at the beach, there was a party there. On the way home he kissed me more, touched my face, played with my hair. It was such a perfect night!! I realized a little after that that i was probably a little in love with him. That wasnt the plan. He is a bigger flirt then i am! I cant like him. But his Venus in Scorpio makes it nearly impossible for me to resist him. Because why not kiss him right? One day ill be married and glad i did. Exept all visions of my future involve him. Even if i see him flirting with another girl and he makes me see red, he still is there in my heart. I kind of hate him for being the one man who has ever made me jealous. No man has ever done that. Anyways, we still kiss sometimes and flirt. But i dont know, i was ok for awhile, i thought i had totally got him out of my head and heart. But suddenly i just NEED him. Every song i hear screams of him in some way. I just dont know what to do i dont think i can marry anybody else. He is like a sun. Everything he does, or touches he just brings light too. And his smile. I have a horrible memory, but yesterday his smile randomly was clear as day in my mind. It was staggering. And beautiful.

Ok sorry. That turned into a bit or a rant/feelings dump. I didnt mean to!! But what im asking is, well first i need to know how he feels about me. Does he see a future for us? Is there a future for us? Should i do my best to leave him alone and forget him? Should i fight for him? If so, how? What are we meant to be? Oh, his name is Josiah. And i am Rebekah. Ok pretty sure you guys have the gist now

Thank you thank you thank you so much, even if you just read all that!! I love Lindaland i already feel kinda better just talking. Finally someone i can just tell! It would be a little weird to talk about this with his sister, wouldnt you say?

posted December 28, 2012 05:13 AM            

I felt like doing this, so here's what

You want a future with him, I can see this image chasing you, but at the same time it's like the outcome is uncertain (wheel). It has been super slow and you're feeling like you've made zero progress. The problem with him is exactly what you're scared of - this eternal playing around, eternal independence, no wish to settle down. The page of swords as the root makes me think that he is slightly cold, reasons more than feels, not really interested in feelings, perhaps not looking for them either. Having said that - he either is or will be extremely attracted to you, like you will all of a sudden start channeling some intense sexual magnetism he won't be able to resist. 3 cups promises tons of fun you're gonna have together, the queen of wands is your fiery self, the charismatic one that can handle anything and make the most of any situation. He might be simply too young to appreciate love and affection, who knows if he will ever learn their value

posted December 30, 2012 05:24 PM            

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Originally posted by Gem-Gurl:
I am astounded. I have never ever seen a more accurate reading, ever. All you say, every word, is exactly true. In the dark of my mind, i do see our future. But it isnt a real, tangible kind. Because i dont think we will ever pass the playing around, high school step. So the future doesnt... like i dont see anything, you know? I want one, but if i cant even invision one, how can it become reality? And yes he is very young, young in heart too. He does have a coldness side to him, i believe. I can picture him having one, and from what his sister says, he definatly does.

Ok your reading help magnitudes i wont totally ban feelings for him, i dont think i can. Bu t ill be guarded as only a Cancer moon can. And then with feelings guarded, the rest of me can have the time of my life!! Ill passion the hell out of him, and get married to someone smarter, then when im old, i shall have the memories of him. But ill of course love my hubby more. But you know, just memories . I cannot thank you enough AndStuff!! Thank you so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so soooooooo much!!!!!!

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Hey just wanted to thank you for the feedback

Best of luck with everything