posted February 19, 2013 10:30 PM            

First, thanks for even reading!

Not sure if I should post this here or in somewhere else. So, here is the story: I have been really attracted to this person for a at least a year--and at first I don't think I really understood just how much. At first it was just a little crush perhaps? Maybe admiration? We spoke to each other off and on of course, as classmates in grad programs do.

But, over the last few months, this attraction has seemed to magnify exponentially. I cannot be near him because when I am I feel like I am flying. For instance, I was next to him in class and I felt like I was high for at least a week afterward.I didn't know what was wrong with me! I couldn't focus or anything. And when I saw him again (as I had seen for a weekly basis in class for a year) I felt magnetically drawn.

Meanwhile, I am just going on with my life and recently I had a lot of issues with family etc back home which was heartbreaking. So when I returned to school, the last thing on my mind is this person.

But within just a short while it comes back--again and again. He's been in my dreams since Oct. Just the sound of his voice touches me. (I cannot believe I just wrote that-- O_O.

I don't know how this happened. I was really torn up about it last week. I am completely surprised by this. I'm in my late 20's so it's not like I don't have some sort of wisdom or life experience. But, I have never felt like this about someone.

Are there angel readings or tarot readings that can delve into this? I don't trust myself to ask this question. I have my own deck, but I may misinterpret.....I need to understand how this even happened in the first place!

Ugh, I hate to leave such a cliche message on this board. Never thought it would be me!

posted February 20, 2013 02:19 PM            

Wow, you really took initiative--very blunt questions! I wasn't expecting that.

Thanks for your input--I appreciate it.
(Let me know if I can ever do a reading for you!)

Those are some interesting cards pulled---The World twice? Plus The Chariot---I definitely understand your interpretations. I went through some meanings of both cards. Feelings are such hard things to sift out.

I would be shocked to find out if he felt any thing about me--especially something like The World, since I don't expect anything.

posted February 20, 2013 03:26 PM            

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Originally posted by lotus_flower:
aclibrasagsun,

Wow, you really took initiative--very blunt questions! I wasn't expecting that.

Thanks for your input--I appreciate it.
(Let me know if I can ever do a reading for you!)

Those are some interesting cards pulled---The World twice? Plus The Chariot---I definitely understand your interpretations. I went through some meanings of both cards. Feelings are such hard things to sift out.

I would be shocked to find out if he felt any thing about me--especially something like The World, since I don't expect anything.

When you have asked questions like this about someone you are attracted to, have they been accurate?

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posted February 21, 2013 11:47 PM            

I feel like all my feelings are on display. This is definitely not a good look for me!

I wish I could take some initiative in this situation, but I'm not sure how to.

Just in case anyone wants to know! LOL