posted March 03, 2013 08:32 PM            

Thanks a lot for both feedbacks FireMoon. This really helps me out a lot!! I truly appreciate it.

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Originally posted by FireMoon:
Ok so update- super accurate reading EmpressMendez. I found out today (through facebook, how considerate) that he is now in a relationship.

I just feel really dumb and part of me wants to just crawl into a hole and never come out lol but on the other hand at least I finally know for sure and can actually move on instead of just sitting around wondering

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posted March 03, 2013 09:51 PM            

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Originally posted by EmpressMendez:
I'm sorry to hear that . Well, at least now you can focus on someone else that you deserve <3.

Thanks a lot for both feedbacks FireMoon. This really helps me out a lot!! I truly appreciate it.

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No problem!! And thank you

posted March 05, 2013 04:31 AM            

Thanks for your reading! I think your reading fitted my original Qn on the job.. Bad news at first, then good news, then bad news again!

posted March 05, 2013 08:02 AM            

You're welcome & Thanks for the feedback

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Originally posted by Fleurdelis:
@EM

Thanks for your reading! I think your reading fitted my original Qn on the job.. Bad news at first, then good news, then bad news again!

I'm still keeping my fingers crossed on the next one. I hope I hear some good news, and the sick girl is just me falling sick I'll keep u posted. Thank you.

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posted March 08, 2013 12:22 PM            

The first card I drew about your feelings towards him is the 4 of of Pentacles. A man is shown on this card in what appears to be the middle of a forest. There are trees surrounding him with orange leaves on them, which may indicate Autumn as far as seasons go. He has a very suspicious look on his face, which makes me feel like he's attempting to hide something from someone. He's trying to sneak off from somebody as to not share his valuable jewels and coins. He has a bag filled with them, and some coins are seen spilling out from this bag. He's really trying hard to keep these valuables from spilling out, but it seems the bag is too small to hold all of them inside. Even without anyone around him, he still seems highly suspicious that someone might be following him.

The following card is Lovers. Here we see a woman wearing a white gown, and a man wearing formal clothing. They are both kneeling down while holding each other's hands. There's an angel like being, a female wearing a green gown that is very long and 'flowy' [that's not a word, but you know what I mean]. It's a soft green color, and it has white daisies on it. She is holding the couple's hand, and there are two white doves flying above her head while holding a pink scarf behind her. She's also wearing a crown, when I take a look at her she reminds me of Empress for some reason. The couple is looking at each other in the eyes.

As far as feelings go, it seems like you may be a little scared to express what you're truly feeling for him. You don't want to 'spill' things, so to speak, because you seem a little guarded & are afraid to opening yourself up to him. It seems like you do feel something deep towards him, but at the same time I see that you are afraid of the feelings. You might think that the feelings aren't real, or that you will (or already have) make the wrong choice if you do decide to allow yourself to openly express, or show your feelings to him. Even though you are feeling this way, I believe he can still sense it from you because your feelings 'spill out of the bag' when he's around. Now, Lovers to me is often about choices. It has often came up to show that there's a decision to be made between two women/men. Are you having thoughts about another man, maybe? Do you have a bit of trouble letting go of a past relationship/man? This might be the reason why you may be scared to fully express your feelings, or to 'commit' to him. Even though I asked what you felt for him, sometimes Tarot gives us an answer that we have to know about the situation as a whole. Lovers next to 4 of Pentacles may also simply mean that you're just unsure of what you feel, and you're having a hard time deciding if it's love, or something else. This is why you're trying hard to keep things 'controlled', or 'inside' in a sense, but I feel that even though you try hard, they still show . I hope that makes sense, lol.
Are you afraid that he may not feel the same towards you?

Now the third card answers how things will progress. I drew the Queen of Wands, which shows a woman with aurburn hair. She has it up in a bun with red and yellow strings wrapped around it. She has a beautiful smile on her face, and looks quite happy where she stands. She's holding a wand, and her dress is an orange/yellow in color - her eyes are blue. She's standing inside a gate, and there is a field behind her, but only corn-like plants can be seen. The skies are a calming blue in color, and some clouds can be seen. The Queen of Wands to me means that she has full control of herself, and what she wants in her life. I believe this translates as things will remain active between you both. I believe there's an attraction towards you from his part, and he seems into you. It may mean also that the ball is in your court. You decide how things will unfold between you both. I believe you have the control to push things how you wish them to be. So in short, it's up to you and your decisions - things will remain active, fiery, intense, and fun/flirty if you decide to go down that path. Just know that it's all in your hands . Just remain optimistic, and confident and you will surely nail this one .

You feel that he doesn't share (4 of Coins) the same feelings/decisions/choices (Lovers) towards you. I'm sorry if your question wasn't answered. It was kind of a confusing q. for me to begin with . Sorry if I'm off...

I hope this helps. Let me know if it makes sense, or not. Brutal honesty is welcomed .

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Hi,

thanks for the offer.

I`d like to know what I *really* feel for a guy and how things will continue?

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posted March 09, 2013 10:11 AM            

I appreciate your efforts and the reading very much. And you were not off AT ALL!
It resonates deeply with me, yes, I totally can see it.

I didn`t ask about his feelings for me, cause I was having a reading by Lisa from lovedovetarot blog on exactly that; what you said about his posible attraction to me, is pretty much what she said as well.
Also the fact that I am worrying too much. And simply should go there. That I am the main block in the path, which I can see.

" which makes me feel like he's attempting to hide something from someone. He's trying to sneak off from somebody as to not share his valuable jewels and coins"
For some reason that made me giggle, as it sounded atiny bit naughty. I have no clue how I got that impression though.

However yes, I am very much like that man being depicted. Trying to hide my feelings. Even the sneaking off part fits. I am so elusive around him, it is frustrating even me. lol

I blame it on my Neptune on his MErcury and being square his Mars-Jupiter-conjunction

"It seems like you do feel something deep towards him, but at the same time I see that you are afraid of the feelings."
Yes, I think that is definitely true.

But lately it becomes more difficult to keep it all inside.

"Are you having thoughts about another man, maybe? Do you have a bit of trouble letting go of a past relationship/man?"
That is always an issue for me. Yes. Does not have to be a real man, sometimes it can be just an emotional remain, and yes, I`d think so.

"Are you afraid that he may not feel the same towards you?"
Yes, of course. And then again I am also afraid that he indeed MIGHT feel the same towards me. And I am not sure which one would be more difficult to cope with for me.
He is quite a challenge for me.

"I drew the Queen of Wands, which shows a woman with aurburn hair."
Actually in late summer, early autumn, my hair has an auburn shade.
But my eyes are green.