posted April 13, 2013 12:21 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
for Hana

you/situation- wheel of fortune
crossing- 8 of wands
bottom- 2 of cups
left- 3 of wands
top- 8 of swords
right- 8 of cups

seven of discs- six of discs- six of cups- 9 of cups

Well it definitely does look hopeful!!
You basically want to speed up the process. I have a "can we just get to the good part" feeling. But at the same time you know things can't be rushed. So I'm think there was some type of relationship that you were feeling out and seeing how things would play out and it didn't go to well...or at least wont. There's a fear and uncertainty holding you back. Once you can move past these feelings you can go on to the seven of discs. Obviously it's very passive but it'll give you the time you need to find what you truly want. Like see what's out there and make sure you don't settle, and pick the right guy for you. You may even have 2 guys to choose from or someone will be generous with their love for you (doting). Either someone from your past or someone that filled you with innocent joy, like remembering how it was when your first fell in love. With the 9 of cups as the outcome it definitely seems like you will get what you wished for.

BUT first you Must get rid of those fears, and uncertainties. Give them a voice. Say them allowed to someone or to no one and just leave them out there to be released. The universe will take care of that for you.

Let me know how this sounds to you. Sometimes I get carried away and go with whatever mojo is flowing through my mind and since this is online I wonder if it's actually making sense.

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I think I know what you mean about the insecurities. One, I think you're right about the two guys. Three readers have been picking up on that for me (or they say it's Libran energy but that makes me think of a decision, the scales, the theme of "2", plus I have Gemini ASC. Another duality theme.)

Two, I have trust issues and I don't know where they came from but I'm always on guard with people. I think it's maturing to the point that I can let that go. And I have insecurities about my body, my performance, etc. I need to just let those go too and not judge myself too harshly.

Three, yes there's that relationship I was trying not to rush. It's not going how I planned it but it's not terrible. I was honest with him and in turn that made me feel better and lighter, so I'm hopeful about whatever is coming my way at this point.

posted April 15, 2013 08:58 PM            

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Originally posted by Twirl:
Thanks Little!
Good you chose to stick with it!

And for your interpretation; yeah... That sounds about 'spot on' unfortunately, lol. This: 'you tend to overlook the flaws expecting others to be naturally good' is very true also. I normally get away with that placement (in the end), but perhaps also because Jupiter has my ass ;-) (or it makes me have an extra positibve outlook, lol - I have closets filled with 'pink glasses'.
I have a good network, I'll try to use that more. Getting stability is an annoying struggle.

Thanks Little

EDIT: One more question perhaps... Do you see me travelling and/or moving abroad soonish? (I frequently 'move about' country wise & like to stay put for about 6 months, but haven't for the last few years).

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I can see why you're getting the itch, Uranus which is your 9H ruler is transiting your 11H (hopes, wishes) but transiting Saturn is squaring your natal saturn rather closely so I kinda get the feeling that you may have delays on traveling because saturn usually makes you stay in one place.. I'm not the best at transits...actually I've not very good at all. I will do a brief to see what the cards say..

Will Twirl travel or move abroad before the end of 2013?
3 of swords- 5 of cups- 3 of wands

Ok...weird... My feeling is that you may be able to do this via some type of business trip or something work related. Did someone cause you some type of distress? Maybe held you back from traveling as usual? There is obviously some type of deep pain connected to this question, or it could be the anguish of not being able to travel. So there maybe some unfinished business emotionally/mentally that you need to take care of before you travel.

I'm sorry that this wasn't much clearer.

posted April 15, 2013 08:59 PM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
I think I know what you mean about the insecurities. One, I think you're right about the two guys. Three readers have been picking up on that for me (or they say it's Libran energy but that makes me think of a decision, the scales, the theme of "2", plus I have Gemini ASC. Another duality theme.)

Two, I have trust issues and I don't know where they came from but I'm always on guard with people. I think it's maturing to the point that I can let that go. And I have insecurities about my body, my performance, etc. I need to just let those go too and not judge myself too harshly.

Three, yes there's that relationship I was trying not to rush. It's not going how I planned it but it's not terrible. I was honest with him and in turn that made me feel better and lighter, so I'm hopeful about whatever is coming my way at this point.

Thank you Littlecloud! Made me feel better about the future.

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posted April 16, 2013 01:22 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
I can see why you're getting the itch, Uranus which is your 9H ruler is transiting your 11H (hopes, wishes) but transiting Saturn is squaring your natal saturn rather closely so I kinda get the feeling that you may have delays on traveling because saturn usually makes you stay in one place.. I'm not the best at transits...actually I've not very good at all. I will do a brief to see what the cards say..

Will Twirl travel or move abroad before the end of 2013?
3 of swords- 5 of cups- 3 of wands

Ok...weird... My feeling is that you may be able to do this via some type of business trip or something work related. Did someone cause you some type of distress? Maybe held you back from traveling as usual? There is obviously some type of deep pain connected to this question, or it could be the anguish of not being able to travel. So there maybe some unfinished business emotionally/mentally that you need to take care of before you travel.

I'm sorry that this wasn't much clearer.

If you're up for it I have a question.

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I get it completely. I had to cancel a trip with my friends recently which made me feel like the 3 of swords and made me address the heart if the matter first (thank you saturn, for your annoying responsible approaches ;-) and apparently I'm still sulking. There was another one planned right about now, which was also 'cancelled for now'. Business trip would also fit the bill, because that was the plan when going abroad (2 more plans) I usually combine travel with work. Interesting to read '3 of wands' as a business trip also!!
Thanks Littlecloud!

posted April 16, 2013 11:03 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Bump

I have more questions

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Cool me too

posted April 17, 2013 12:03 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
My question is will RL and I have another chance at being in a romantic relationship? I've given up hope for the most part, but I have such a soft spot for him.

Oops!!! That 3 of wands is actually pents. I put wands by accident but interpreted as pents. The possible two guys to choose from I see from the 6 of pents (environment). It seems to have come up when reading for love about having to choose or share your attention. The 3 pents and the 7 pents both say to me waiting for the right moment, watching how all the cogs and kinks fit together before making a choice. Does that answer your question?

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posted April 17, 2013 12:23 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
I'm not sure Unfortunately I'm not that skilled of a reader. I can try and ask about it in a series of 3 cards if you like. Just know that you should take it with a grain of salt. Maybe a bucket lol. I've never really done that type of reading before...

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posted April 17, 2013 12:30 AM            

6 of Cups - 3 of Wands - 5 of Wands rx - 4 of Wands

Yeah, definitely! I think you two need to have an open discussion first, maybe set boundaries but overall it looks like the tension that was once there may be fading and you two will settle into a peaceful coupleship. I think there's a lot of people in between you that's kind of proving to be an obstacle, so maybe try to just keep things between you two only at first? I think the 6 of Cups is a great sign. You two do have soft spots for each other and it has the potential to grow. You'll stay friends at the least.

posted April 17, 2013 12:42 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
I'll give it a try, it's the only way to learn so be my guinea pig!!

Ask me no more than 3 questions and I'll set 3 cards per question in 3 rows. We can go from there, maybe some stroke of genius will hit me.

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Okay, so the first one is what did J feel when I told him the truth the other night?

The second is about the second guy's personality.

posted April 17, 2013 01:24 AM            

Queen of swords- knight of cups- priestess

Not too good I think. I'm thinking he may have felt like a fool for letting his hopes get up and is now a bit withdrawn. Reflecting, trying to find a balance between his mind and what he longs for.

Below that I asked if there will be a positive outcome for the two of you and pulled

moon- ten of wands- 10 of cups

I want to say that yes, but only if you two find some way to equalize and share what's on your minds. Is there a fear of losing something you fought for here? You two obviously care for one another if you're willing to go through this stress. Perhaps this burden is more mental? Based on fear?

What is the personality type of the second man Hanarama will have to choose from?

3 of wands- 2 of swords- strength

So I think he's definitely a guy that likes to take action, maybe even risks, not afraid to try something new. But he holds his heart close to him and doesn't give it away easily. Lots of sexual energy and passion. I'm thinking venus in capricorn? They don't give away their heart unless they know they will have a return on it.

posted April 17, 2013 01:42 AM            

Also, the "truth" I was speaking about is I told him I liked him. Perhaps you picked up on my feelings? He ended up texting me after that but my ability to read him is sporratic, so ... I asked.

I know a Sag guy with an Aries moon and Venus in Capricorn! But he seems not to want to talk to me anymore .I don't know. He's doing that "retreating" thing, whatevs.

posted April 17, 2013 01:53 AM            

also interesting....I guess you could be represented as the queen of swords but the priestess would say that he's still in reflective mode. Maybe he's not sure how he feels? 4 months is a while, but everyone has their own way of dealing with things...maybe there's a pas hurt in his life? who knows...

posted April 17, 2013 02:45 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
I'll likely post a couple more questions tomorrow. I'm a bit tired right now and want to get it out right.

also interesting....I guess you could be represented as the queen of swords but the priestess would say that he's still in reflective mode. Maybe he's not sure how he feels? 4 months is a while, but everyone has their own way of dealing with things...maybe there's a pas hurt in his life? who knows...

As for the other guy, you muuuust keep me updated!! lol

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Well, I was also very blunt with him and so maybe it's best to just say he had mixed feelings about it. Actually (and this will sound extreme) I'm wondering if he's a sociopath.

posted April 17, 2013 10:51 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Hrm...why a sociopath? I truly hope he isn't, I had the misfortune of dating one and trust me you don't want that.

ok so my questions...

Should I tell CDW that I want more? I'm not even sure what more is...but I would like to see him more and I've become more emotionally attached. Anything on his possible reaction to this?

Also if we'll be romantically involved in May?

I need an objective opinion

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He seems uninterested in my life. We can have conversations that aren't about either one's life, fine, otherwise it's about his life...but my life he just doesn't know what to say or what. And then there's a lack of sensitivity for my feelings (or maybe there is, but I wouldn't know it because he's held back.)

Yours: 6 of Pentacles - 9 of Pentacles - The Fool

To me, this looks like it's headed towards having that kind of conversation anyway. Like it will inevitably come up. This looks like an escalation, and CDW may ask you to move in? I get a fresh start or feeling free. Either way I think be honest because that's what will set you free. You're trying to be practical about the situation because you see it's not balanced, but I think after some time apart you both will realize you're happier with each other.

Does that make sense?

Will you be romantically involved in May?

Ace of Wands - 7 of Wands rx - 10 of Wands rx

posted April 17, 2013 11:15 PM            

As for your readings, well I don't think we're moving in lol Maybe he'll ask me to spend the night, that's the closest thing I can think of that relates to what you've said. It's also something I've never gotten to do. The second one seems interesting and if we do end up talking, the logical conclusion would be walls coming down. Well ok that's not always the case. I'm the 'other woman' with him so I've been questioning a lot of our 'relationship'. The only reason I went along with it was because he seemed to express a sort of fundamental distaste for his relationship. By that I mean they are things that can't be fixed by talking about them...

posted April 18, 2013 03:12 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
I cringed when I saw the 3 swords and 5 of cups. They did confuse me a bit but yea a man being involved would make sense for the 5. The 3 of wands I also read as a return on investment (which can be anything), business/partnership also correlated to my deck as well and since you weren't more specific I decided to throw in my tid bit of intuition.

If you're still up for it. My question is will RL and I have another chance at being in a romantic relationship? I've given up hope for the most part, but I have such a soft spot for him.

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No need to feel that 'cringing'. It was just related to travel (luckily, lol). 3 of swords I definitely felt and it wasn't pleasant... I'll update you if I have to go abroad for business

Saw the question was already answered (busy thread! Lol).
Might be up for more over the weekend
Thanks again!!

posted April 19, 2013 09:29 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
I always cringe when I see 'bad' cards like that together.

I do have a question about choices, more school stuff and money. I was accepted as a transfer student to another school but I'm in a financial poop hole. I'm blocked off from opening up a bank account so getting a loan or scholarship would be very difficult maybe impossible. Should I stay where I am for another semester or really push to transfer in August? What are my options here? Is it possible to get funding somehow?

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