posted April 17, 2013 12:46 PM            

I have a 10th house in Capricorn with moon /Jupiter/Venus conjunction (these two very tight) and Sun in Saggitarius, as well as mercury and Neptune and these two conjunct midheaven in 0 capricorn.The lord of midheaven, Saturn, is in 8th house scorpio.

North node conjuncts part of fortune in taurus 2nd.

So why I am never happy in any job that gets to me?? I feel low self esteem, I think I will never be good enough in any job and I am so clumsy, never contribute with anything, nobody will respect me.

I dont know what my skills are and which one I can put to good use. I feel so bad. I sometimes got well paid jobs but I feel that was luck and not really for a job well done or something I felt I could do well.

Also I dont have this business/management skills books of astrology says. By the chart characteristics of 10th, 8th and 2nd, shouldnt I have them?

I am a good director if I have a creative play/some creative, but I hate/cant coordinate people to deliver things in time (I cant even make myself deliver things in time at work).

I like painting, creating clothes, drawing, singing (I suck at fiction writing though XD ).

Thank you!

posted April 17, 2013 10:16 PM            

You really should include your birth data or a chart if you're serious about getting some assistance with this.

posted April 23, 2013 07:51 PM            

I thought would be enough the career details.

My chart is here