posted May 11, 2013 04:06 PM            

you/situation- 4 of discs
crossing- 8 of swords
below- queen of pentacles
left- knight of cups
above- 6 of cups
right the wheel

page of cups- ten of swords- 9 of swords- 7 of swords

Ok clearly there is a lot of mental activity going on and I feel like it's about making the right decision. You may have to let go of a childish dream? Or perhaps you're afraid of not accomplishing...something is holding you back. Money is a bit of an issue. Not sure if you were raised well off but it seems you seemed to be secure at one point and wish you could have that back. Because of the cups it may also be romantic security and I'm curious to see if anyone comes back into your life? The knight of cups maybe? To me he's wishy-washy, promising more than he can give but it's romantic and at time the illusion is nice.

I think here you need to let go of your fears and tap into your inner resources, which you have plenty of. This is what is holding you back. All these doubts and questions in your head. They've become this reality where you see nothing positive. You have plenty of strength and resource to tap into if you would just tell the little voice to shut it. Perhaps let go of that old way of thinking or even old possessions. We often don't realize the power they can hold.

Also...I can't shake this feeling of someone coming into your life...the knight, 6, wheel then page... and there is so much mental fear!!! believe in yourself woman!!!

posted May 11, 2013 11:31 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
Ok clearly there is a lot of mental activity going on and I feel like it's about making the right decision. You may have to let go of a childish dream? Or perhaps you're afraid of not accomplishing...something is holding you back. Money is a bit of an issue. Not sure if you were raised well off but it seems you seemed to be secure at one point and wish you could have that back. Because of the cups it may also be romantic security and I'm curious to see if anyone comes back into your life? The knight of cups maybe? To me he's wishy-washy, promising more than he can give but it's romantic and at time the illusion is nice.

I think here you need to let go of your fears and tap into your inner resources, which you have plenty of. This is what is holding you back. All these doubts and questions in your head. They've become this reality where you see nothing positive. You have plenty of strength and resource to tap into if you would just tell the little voice to shut it. Perhaps let go of that old way of thinking or even old possessions. We often don't realize the power they can hold.

Also...I can't shake this feeling of someone coming into your life...the knight, 6, wheel then page... and there is so much mental fear!!! believe in yourself woman!!!

Ok that's what I got for now...

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Haha, well, I'm definitely trying to believe in myself more and more, but it's hard. I wasn't born well-off, quite the opposite actually. I sort of had to claw my way to get where I am, so I get REALLY freaked out when money gets tight. I've been pretty preoccupied with that lately... because I'm actually going after a childhood dream. I am afraid of a lot of things too... I'm trying my hardest to be positive and think good things. Interesting you think somebody's coming. Who knows? I feel like a lot of things are coming around the pike for sure. A lot of fresh starts: I'm moving to a new town about an hour away next week, I'm graduating with my Masters in September, hopefully getting a job. I have issues with control, so it's really hard to just let the Wheel do its thing, you know? Anyway, thanks a lot of for this. I love how it's saying the same damn thing all of my other readings have in the last 5 months. The Universe absolutely will NOT give me a glimpse into the future past what I need to do with myself... and I know it's a life lesson I've got to learn, lol, but it's just like omg COME ON!!

posted May 11, 2013 11:56 PM            

Ok, so for the next few months I see you trying to keep a tight watch on your financials, really watching what you bring in versus what goes out.

I also see you having a lot of creative juice. Do you write? I see a lot of communication being sparked for you.

And the opportunity to travel will present itself for you, most likely mid july. All signs point for you to take it.

Love wise- I do see someone coming in with the offering of some romance. I see you being flattered, but not completely into this person, as you will have many other things on your mind. The next couple of months are all about you finding your footing..I hope this makes sense...

posted May 12, 2013 05:12 PM            

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Originally posted by beccathelion:
Haha, well, I'm definitely trying to believe in myself more and more, but it's hard. I wasn't born well-off, quite the opposite actually. I sort of had to claw my way to get where I am, so I get REALLY freaked out when money gets tight. I've been pretty preoccupied with that lately... because I'm actually going after a childhood dream. I am afraid of a lot of things too... I'm trying my hardest to be positive and think good things. Interesting you think somebody's coming. Who knows? I feel like a lot of things are coming around the pike for sure. A lot of fresh starts: I'm moving to a new town about an hour away next week, I'm graduating with my Masters in September, hopefully getting a job. I have issues with control, so it's really hard to just let the Wheel do its thing, you know? Anyway, thanks a lot of for this. I love how it's saying the same damn thing all of my other readings have in the last 5 months. The Universe absolutely will NOT give me a glimpse into the future past what I need to do with myself... and I know it's a life lesson I've got to learn, lol, but it's just like omg COME ON!!

Thanks so much. Can I return the favor?

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I'm going to state the obvious and say that you're likely not getting a glimpse of the future because you're not ready for it yet. These are the pressing issues that you need to deal with first. Like the love reading you did for me, which makes a lot of sense, how can I expect to find and be in a happy healthy relationship if I don't work on the issues that hold me back from expressing my love?