posted May 11, 2013 10:32 PM
Well I decided to give some input a shot.So you mentioned you have a lot of creative ideas but have trouble seeing them through. I can see why this would be the case, you have quite enough fire, water, and mutuable planets that would prove to be the case. However, with a lot of mutuability this could be part of the struggle with not being able to finish projects. Not to mention plenty of Capricorn (ruler of Saturn) namely Saturn itself and your ascendant making you very restrictive of your persuits as well as mars falling in your 12th where your likely to keep your drives hidden or go unused.
So far what I'm trying to communicate is I can understand why you must be struggling with yourself at the moment. I'm in no way saying that you're a lost cause! You have plenty of fire planets to get things done! One possible suggestion I have for you would be to reach out to a Scorpio friend or aquaintences that may help give you the push you need when working on projects. I see that Scorpio rules your 10th house and is a fixed sign, one may help help you in finishing the things you start...or simply just give you the motivation in doing so. I also see that you have mercury in 1st(?) house. You're likely to be a very gifted speaker or writer and might want to try an endeavor in this department. Or perhaps just write out your current frustrations to help overcome them.
You also mentioned something about getting hurt by a gemini. I can see where the attraction had fallen, he was probably very motivating to you falling in your 5 or 6 house of creativity or daily affairs. I imagine an aries or Leo or Cancer might be better suited for you in the long haul. But who's to say? We fall who we fall for and there's a lot to consider when determining compatiability. Doing some volunteer work as well might help give you some inspiration and drive that your seeking, I think that would make your sun, moon, mercury very happy. I see your houses mostly sextile the rulers (so its not as though you have too many easy flowing aspects making you lazy) and it looks Luke you might have a fire trine, thus I think you should pull through this in time, the sun will be transiting in gemini in no time and you'll be at it again
P.s. I know my chart reading capabilities are still a little new but I hoped this helped!!