posted June 10, 2013 03:38 AM            

Okay so I know I've asked five million times if this guy used me. Twirl and EmpressMendez did a reading for me, in addition to those mentioned below, and they said that he hadn't used me, just that he was still in love with an ex-girlfriend.

When I first met him, I asked for a reading and what the readers said was that he'd want an exciting relationship not something serious. And that one reader said that she saw him as being involved with someone (but then again this was a week after I'd first met him. So that doesnt mean he was involved with that person while he was dating me, and also it would've shown up in the two readings I asked for while we were dating). Also that we would get very close even though there would be a ton of insecurity/erratic energy going on between us as well. This was all true. Later after we had broken up, i asked for another reading and someone said that there was another girl who was an ex girlfriend. I also got another reader who i asked about 3 weeks after we had broken up, who said that he was really into me, that he does actually have feelings.

I asked him why he hadnt missed me, only missed me the first 2 weeks after the breakup, and he finally confessed that it was because he had been hanging out with an ex girlfriend after we'd broken up and that made him not think of me.

So a kind person just did this reading for me. She's intuitive and said that she felt we were soulmates (not from tarot but from her intuition). I also asked a psychic who has really good feedback about accuracy on ebay and he said we were indeed soulmates since we had dated in many lifetimes before but that it never worked out in any of those lives because we're meant to have an intense friendship not a romance. (I agree with him that it felt more platonic which i realized after...even though it was so confusing since the physical connection was amazing)

Anyway here is the reading that nice lady did for me

To me it all makes sense -___-
Especially him seeing me as Knight of wands (a relationship for excitement. Not to say that he's using me but that he wants excitement out of it MORE than commitment, even though he wants commitment as well. He basically doesnt want the commitment, unless it is also going to be/stay exciting.) Because when i broke up with him he told me he left bc i didnt tease him! hahaha thats what he said! And he said that not teasing him is not exciting. even though he said hed eventually have come back if i just did my own thing and didnt text him.

Okay about the moon..I highly doubt that he was cheating on me while we were dating though. Idk it just doesnt feel to me like he was.

But I dont understand how he desires from me "reliability, someone he can build something with" but also sees the relationship as knight of wands at the same time?

Can someone kindly look at the two phrases in bold below, and clarify those two?

1: What you reveal about yourself: 2 of Wands* (true, see description below)
2: What he reveals about himself: 5 of Pents (true, he's revealed himself to be disappointing)
3: How you see your partner: Queen of Pents (true)
4: How he sees you: 4 of Swords - a refuge, a person who heals (i agree)
5: How you see the relationship: Lovers - (ay ay ay)
6: How he sees the relationship: Knight of Wands (double ay ay ay..and true imo)
7: What you desires of him: Queen of Wands - warm heartedness, passionate, sensual (true)
8: What he desires of you: Knight of Pents - reliability, someone he can build something with (CONFUSED ABOUT THIS) I guess he wants me to be more stable and loyal? Definitely havent been that towards him---broke up with him three times bc of the general erratic energy between us that always leaves me feeling distant from him/insecure
9: What it's all about: THE MOON - a clandestine affair? (CONFUSED ABOUT THIS, does it necessarily mean he was cheating on me WHILE we were dating?)
I think that it makes sense that the relationship would be all about "The Moon: Illusion, fear, anxiety, insecurity, subconscious" instead of it meaning that he was cheating...because the relationship certainly feels like all those adjectives. That is the energy that is activated between us....illusion, subconscious, up and down feelings, insecurity, not sure what kind of bond there is between us if platonic or not, not sure if i can trust him etc. this certainly fits very well "the Moon appears in a reading when you are not sure of your destination, or even of the path you are travelling but you travel nonetheless."
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*From Ceri's book in regards to TWO OF WANDS!:
"You have sent a message to the person of your dreams. This is a hazardous enterprise for it`s uncertain how this thrust will be received. You do not know very much about the one who has stolen your heart, not even wether he is single or deeply involved in another relationship. But you will dare this adventure, confident that the enterprise will succeed. New lans and connections promise to work out." (definitely true for me lol)

posted June 10, 2013 07:23 AM            

The Moon can also point to a deeply soulbased connection, but one that might be hard to grasp.

Of course that is only one way to see it, maybe some other people can add their perspective.

About the Knight of Pentacles; I`d say it means he wants to feel like he can rely on you. Not necessarily as a lover though; but even a friendship needs a certain kind of stability. About knowing what it exactly is you two have.

posted June 10, 2013 09:06 AM            

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About the Knight of Pentacles; I`d say it means he wants to feel like he can rely on you. Not necessarily as a lover though; but even a friendship needs a certain kind of stability. About knowing what it exactly is you two have.

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posted June 10, 2013 10:41 AM            

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6: How he sees the relationship: Knight of Wands (double ay ay ay..and true imo)

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posted June 10, 2013 04:27 PM            

Okay thank you all for your kind help

I'll drop this now.
We are just going to be friends, so it's not like it matters anyway.

The psychic who told me in all those lifetimes we were meant to be platonic also said he was the kind of person to move on briskly. That to me is the Knight of Wands. Plus, that girl told me when i asked for a reading when i had just met him that he'd be up for a passionate love affair, but not a totally serious commitment. To me the knight of wands does represent him. He got mad when i didnt want to give him a goodbye kiss when we'd broken up (might also have to do with the fact i yelled at him over text?) and didnt want to go to his house at 9pm, where we'd be alone. Obviously he is still here, texting me everyday, and yes ive gotten all these readings that say he isn't using me. I believe he likes me, just that he moves on quickly like the psychic said. Obviously he is the knight of wands/sees our relationship as that.