posted August 11, 2013 02:22 PM            

please help me sort this out..am almost freaked out

i always wanted to hv kids and be a mum... i hav a friend who lost his wife more than a year back while giving birth to their son .

this lil year old kid is so cute that my heart goes it to him.... i hadnt even seen him since when i feel a pull towards him . is it coz feel the poor sweet baby deserved happiness or is it something karmic , i cant decide ..but so badly want an honest answer (

now though we rarely talked , out of the blue , this guy has proposed me . he is nice ..cz he is a friend since long.... and i always felt comfortable with him (bt we were frnds then) ... other than that , there is nothign like lvoe or something .

BUT THE WEIRD PART IS , MY HEART TELLS ME TO SAY YES JST COZ OF THE BABY ...

and i hv heard all the stories of step mums not being treated well by families n kids
it will b almost impossible to convince my own parents as well.

I dnt know where is it going next..... but i never imagined (nor do i think my frnds or family do or did)that i wil choose to b a step mum

plz plz help me out...is there a step kid in my chart ? i wanna know if i m really gonna go ahead with this decision jst coz of the baby ? thx ! .... my 11th house shows pluto..n i dnt knw wt that means !

b/w , am a leo..n the kid is leo too... his father is capri....