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Topic: I need a reading
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Hera
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From: Aries fantasy land ^_^
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 26, 2013 01:39 PM
  
I just found out something that changes a lot my perspective on someone. Basically I never thought I would look back. I closed that door months ago, despite the fact that I looked back, I never opened it again. This could be a message for me or it could mean nothing. Either way it is such shocking news. I would have never imagined this could happen. I need to know if this means something for me, for us.. or is just random coincidence. I know this may not make any sense but I cannot share more. Does this mean.. we can have our chance now? Or did I make the right call in Feb and I need to keep the door shut?? ------------------
This girl is on FIRE LOVE, because what else is worth living for, and dying for?! Sandpaper kisses on a cheek or a chin
That is the way for a day to begin.
Sandpaper kisses, a cuddle and a purr
I have an alarm clock that's covered in fur! IP: Logged |
Hera
Moderator Posts: 7504
From: Aries fantasy land ^_^
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posted August 26, 2013 01:50 PM
I am friggin' shivering. He basically.. messaged me through the ether. I think! I don't want to read with any psychics, I just don't trust them anymore. I know they predicted it isn't over and that he'll be back. I hate my own stupid reaction. My heart is pounding. I have no clue what this means and the horary I just did gave me an unreadable chart!!!! Of course, never ask while in this state, I should wait for calmness. And this could just as well mean nothing. My door remains closed. He is unaware that I can still see him, FEEL him. He can't see me. I made sure of it. IP: Logged |
Hera
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From: Aries fantasy land ^_^
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 26, 2013 01:53 PM
I need to know... was that for me, did he have ME in mind when he wrote it? And does this change things for us, does this mean we could eventually be together?I need a Tarot reading, please. A card for the 2 questions I suppose will do. I don't trust my own hands to pull any. As if I could stop from shaking or babbling about this.. IP: Logged |
Hera
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From: Aries fantasy land ^_^
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posted August 26, 2013 01:54 PM
And please tell me NO. I need to hear a no. I.. cannot go back like that, it still hurts..IP: Logged |
Twirl
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From: Europe
Registered: Mar 2013
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posted August 26, 2013 01:55 PM
Hi  Just pulled a quick card for you. No, I don't think this means a new chance. Were there some arguments in the past - 2 very different opinions? I don't think it is possible to get on the same page now. Feels as there are no options to get together. If this makes any sense to you.
Edit: Was there long distance involved?
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Hera
Moderator Posts: 7504
From: Aries fantasy land ^_^
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 26, 2013 02:02 PM
Thank you Twirl, yes it makes sense. We were both uncompromising at that time. We never argued out loud, it was more like a cold war. No, this wasn't long distance. It makes sense that there are no options because this really does not change the way things are, just my perception of him. I only want to know if the song was for me. It felt like he regretted it didn't work out. This was the message I thought I received but could have misinterpreted and be about someone else. I have no way of knowing for sure, he is no longer in my reach.
I thought it was for me because the song is connected with an alias of mine that I used on one of the networks that we had in common at that time.
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Jessica2407
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From: Saturn
Registered: Sep 2012
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posted August 26, 2013 02:11 PM
@Hera,Knight of swords - 6 of cups. Yes, I think it was him. Just my 2 cts. IP: Logged |
Twirl
Knowflake Posts: 1800
From: Europe
Registered: Mar 2013
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posted August 26, 2013 02:13 PM
Welcome
I'm afraid the message of the song was also not for you. Think your imagination might have taken a flight there. I'm sorry  Edit part 2: Was it something to do with never having a good chance from the start/missing solid ground from the beginning? Something along those lines? IP: Logged |
Hera
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From: Aries fantasy land ^_^
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 26, 2013 02:16 PM
No, don't be sorry. I needed to hear this. I wanted to hear this.
Thank you, Jess, as well!
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Jessica2407
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From: Saturn
Registered: Sep 2012
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posted August 26, 2013 02:19 PM
I felt nostalgia, sadness, a heavy heart...
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Hera
Moderator Posts: 7504
From: Aries fantasy land ^_^
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 26, 2013 02:21 PM
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Originally posted by Twirl:
Edit part 2: Was it something to do with never having a good chance from the start/missing solid ground from the beginning? Something along those lines?
Yes. We never got a chance for various reasons. Big egos is the most important; he was closed; I dated his best friend; we wanted different things at the time and neither would budge. I know it's most definitely for the best. But he still gets under my skin, apparently, even randomly like today. IP: Logged |
Hera
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From: Aries fantasy land ^_^
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 26, 2013 02:24 PM
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Originally posted by Jessica2407:
I felt nostalgia, sadness, a heavy heart...
Keep us updated.
Yeah, that's the song. But I think Twirl might be right. I don't think it was for me. At the time he was shut and refused to feel anything for me, basically turned his back. Then I turned mine and that was the end of it. I know there were other women, I never thought he was serious about any of them because he was unable to FEEL, refused to feel. Or maybe just refused to feel about me/us. Either way, I am calmer now. IF it would've been for me, that would have been mayhem. lol This is good news. He always brought the most raw and primal emotions out of me, who needs that back?! IP: Logged |
Jessica2407
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From: Saturn
Registered: Sep 2012
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posted August 26, 2013 02:30 PM
^^ awww, sorry if was so bad for you.You got to forget all about it now. (HUGS) IP: Logged |
Hera
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From: Aries fantasy land ^_^
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 26, 2013 02:33 PM
NN conj Venus in composite chart, opposite Sun.
The opposition happened on my natal Asc/DC axis.
It hit me hard, yes.
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Jessica2407
Moderator Posts: 3727
From: Saturn
Registered: Sep 2012
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posted August 26, 2013 02:36 PM
Go back to being on fire girl and keep rocking!Forget about him~~! IP: Logged |
Hera
Moderator Posts: 7504
From: Aries fantasy land ^_^
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 26, 2013 02:41 PM
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Originally posted by Jessica2407:
Go back to being on fire girl and keep rocking!Forget about him~~!
 Thank you, Jess!  I feel relieved to be honest. Had it been for me, I would've wanted to go back and I know I shouldn't. So it's all good. Gonna take a shower and wash all this off. Thank you both, you helped me when I needed it, badly! If I can help you back with a horary or whatnot, just whistle! IP: Logged |
NoRainNoRainbows
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Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 26, 2013 03:38 PM
Also very fast reading Hera, but agree with Twirl and Jessica, just put this episode behind you. Got
3 and 5 of clubs, and then king of spades. the first two are saying you are a smart girl, but your mind is restless it's going all over the place your need to do something. The 5 of clubs is asking you to go out and make new friends, maybe through a sport you enjoy, and that you are feeling this way coz you already feel like getting out of this phase you are in. Finally the king of spades is him, he's in the past. if you were married this would have been your divorced husband, but again the cards are telling you not to think of the old, the middle card is your advise card, and it's asking you to do something about your need to re-innovate your life. Why do i keep getting the feeling of sport, or nature walks would be great for you, if you could do them as a group activity. okay this is it, i think you have what it takes to find yourself someone brilliant and new...but this guy just start seeing him as an ex, no more, or else it won't end up that happily. IP: Logged |
Hera
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From: Aries fantasy land ^_^
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 26, 2013 04:23 PM
Thank you for your insight, NoRainNoRainbows! Hmm I need to effin' kick all the swordsmen from my life already! There's one too many. I am indeed going through an apathetic period. August was such a tough month for me. I do feel like making changes yeah, including being more active physically.
I find it amusing and strange that you would get "sports" in regards to this situation BECAUSE there was a sport I wanted to try but I knew he was into it and didn't want to bump into him (when I closed the door, I made it sure it stays shut, removed any possibility of contact). I wanted to try it so badly, I sincerely think it would do me lots of good. But I don't know where he goes to practice and yeah, I do NOT want to see him again. There's only a handful of places for that in our city.
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NoRainNoRainbows
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posted August 26, 2013 05:19 PM
tennis by any chance lol? (not the reading am just guessing)but i don't think it is fair that u don't do what u like because of him. Just go to the places u really feel like going to "feel" is the key word. if u do happen to bump into him, just go 'oh hi, how are u?' very casually and just go and enjoy your own business.
don't let him stop u from enjoying yourself, and definitely take that sport up once again for your physical, emotional and possibly romantic health  IP: Logged |
Hera
Moderator Posts: 7504
From: Aries fantasy land ^_^
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 26, 2013 11:26 PM
Haha it's not tennis I had in mind, though he plays that too. I have my money on Aries rising for him. What I had in mind was less sweaty and more uncommon. The problem with seeing him again is that he would awaken all these dormant feelings. Clearly after yesterday I am not 100% over him. If I reacted like that over a song, imagine what would be like meeting him in person.. And I could handle if the attraction were one sided. But I also know it will only take one look for him to be back on my tail. You don't know how he gets when you say NO to him! So idk if I will take up that sport. But I do have smth in mind.. IP: Logged |
Jessica2407
Moderator Posts: 3727
From: Saturn
Registered: Sep 2012
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posted August 27, 2013 01:45 AM
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Originally posted by Hera:
Thank you, Jess! I feel relieved to be honest. Had it been for me, I would've wanted to go back and I know I shouldn't. So it's all good. Gonna take a shower and wash all this off. Thank you both, you helped me when I needed it, badly! If I can help you back with a horary or whatnot, just whistle!
Of course anytime for you Re the horary: hmmm, may be later I'm thinking of making one but is that okay if I send it to you by email? IP: Logged |
NoRainNoRainbows
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posted August 27, 2013 05:28 AM
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Originally posted by Hera:
Haha it's not tennis I had in mind, though he plays that too. I have my money on Aries rising for him. What I had in mind was less sweaty and more uncommon. The problem with seeing him again is that he would awaken all these dormant feelings. Clearly after yesterday I am not 100% over him. If I reacted like that over a song, imagine what would be like meeting him in person.. And I could handle if the attraction were one sided. But I also know it will only take one look for him to be back on my tail. You don't know how he gets when you say NO to him! So idk if I will take up that sport. But I do have smth in mind..
Lol Golf then?? haha something requiring swinging arms....if you have something else in mind, then go for it to. it'll help you in so many things taking up a sport, specially one that you liked from before/ (lol king of swords....i have an idea what happens if you 'dare' a No for him lol) IP: Logged |
Hera
Moderator Posts: 7504
From: Aries fantasy land ^_^
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 27, 2013 06:57 AM
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Originally posted by Jessica2407:
Of course anytime for you Re the horary: hmmm, may be later I'm thinking of making one but is that okay if I send it to you by email?
Sure thing! IP: Logged |
whitewitch111
Knowflake Posts: 715
From: Hillsboro, OR, USA
Registered: Jan 2013
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posted August 27, 2013 07:00 AM
Hey Hera I wonder if you'd be up for an exchange, I could give you a palm reading. I want to know how Sebastian is feeling about this situations. It's under horary help-how is Sebastian feeling right now?
If you'd like to, let me know thanks IP: Logged |
Hera
Moderator Posts: 7504
From: Aries fantasy land ^_^
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 27, 2013 07:04 AM
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Originally posted by NoRainNoRainbows:
Lol Golf then?? haha something requiring swinging arms....if you have something else in mind, then go for it to. it'll help you in so many things taking up a sport, specially one that you liked from before/(lol king of swords....i have an idea what happens if you 'dare' a No for him lol)
LOL not golf either (why is that even a sport? lmao). Okay, I will say that is *some* form of martial art, but I'm not saying which!  We both have Mars-Saturn aspects and enjoy having complete control over our minds and bodies. Haha, when I first met him though, he was more like the Knight of Wands and pursued me quite relentlessly while I kept saying no. Then he switched to K of Swords, which marked the beginning of the end for us. IP: Logged |
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