posted September 05, 2013 01:54 PM            

But I am unwilling to do make this offer one-sided. Who wants to look into one of these for me will get a 5-card wheel done

1) am i gonna be lucky sorting out a publisher any time soon? will any one of those I sent my PDF to over the past couple of weeks accept it?

2) the writing project: how is it gonna go? will my synopsis attract interest and will this lead anywhere?

3) where the hell is my life heading? i am feeling like i'm on rails without knowing where they lead and guess what no junctions....

4) what's at the end of candy crush? [joking, this is not one of my questions]

I prefer 3 different persons, one per question. I prefer people who have done a reading for me previously.

Also the thing with hermetic is it's overloaded w symbolism, I really want questions about complicated situations, feelings, tensions etc. more than anything

posted September 05, 2013 03:14 PM            

you know i'm using playing cards these days, but that is okay because they speak of a timeline future included. so i did the star for you.

and
.................QH
...........KS..............5D
................4S.....7C

First the 4S, you are asking because you are a still at a peronal low emotionally speaking, the way it had fallen on the KS, this is still because of your heartbreak at your old ex. But i have to tell you, i did a reading for you a few months back i shyed away from as i was using the jokers, and back then 9s and black joker...now i can see you really are trying to get out of there.

so the 4 of spades, you are still at a low, you are still feeling 'locked in' with this, but i know you are resilient on the inside, and it'll show when u least expect it. As 4 of spades is 'low but there is the potential for recovery'.

Moreover the 5D is saying you are also asking because you are aware of where you are on a emotional/psyche level an want to know if a change to the better financially will make it happen that finally there is 'life' in your life again after the very bad past episode. you are trying to look at the bright side financially and why not, more money you go out you meet new people and hopefully the past (it never gets lost) but will be behind you and not inside you for a change. looks like you are really hopefully of a change to the better financially, 5 isn't a big number though, but you still feel like u'll be okay with it.

now the thing making this situation worst or aggrevating it, and making you ask again KS, unfortunately this is your ex. i don't know if the hurt of getting cut out all of a sudden is a low handed way on the guys part to control us that we can't move on for a long while (happened to me, and i know it's not the other guys fault all the time...sometimes it's life sometimes is other people and you not getting a chance at all, which isn't fair, but life isn't, i just don't let a bad situation turn you bad to, and know not many people cross onto this path, but just 'take your life back' so u head where you want to be career wise, location wise...life wise, when money is settled i guess....)
so yeah it's like the more you try to get him out of your mind the deeper this memory digs into your being, a picture card after a 5 of diamond is someone you find magnetic and keep getting attracted to.
so i can hear you ask 'where is the light at the end of the tunnel in all this then?'

next card the advise, or two way card,
7C This card acknowledges you are trying to get finances in order, but are feeling troubled and locked in by two thing the opposite sex and your finances. you are trying hard to think of work or bury yourself in it.
This cards advise is to take care both of your physical and mental health, for now, there is definitely trouble from the opposite sex (i don't know who though), but there is hope, as this is talking about something being successful workwise. Still it asks you to relax a bit, and take care of your health, business sucess will come when business success comes, and your a cappy so it'll come.

Finally, and this gives me hope for you, after this relaxing, yet money is sorted (again the 5D was above the 7C you may be getting a small amoutn, but one that'll make you happy because)

Outcome,
Queen of hearts, you will be happy once again. this is you, you will be a happy girl, and who knows i usually see this card for people in a relationship a stable one. but also this could be your mum, you'll feel happy and tell her something, and she'll give you loving warm advise, and you'll feel things are good once again.

posted September 05, 2013 03:26 PM            

thanks.... you didn't leave your question, i'll read for you tomorrow

well, i didn't get dumped. unlike everyone else unfortunately i have never been dumped in my whole life. my mother is just my mother. she's cool and we're close, but it wouldn't make me happy or anything, like nothing massively joyful if you know what i mean

yes i want to sort out my money situation

posted September 05, 2013 03:32 PM            

................KD R
.........7C R...........9s
.............QH......9d

interesting these picked up from where the other deck left off!!

QH is you, you are a woman who is nice but had a very unhappy love affair (well duh)
and then 9s, you are asking your q, because you are still suffering from that.

What is aggravating you more and brining this 'problem' to the light, is your 7C reversed, it's your money troubles, you are trying to reach for something wonderful and it's just the opposite is happening you are feeling.

the advise card of 9D, says just to be patient and watch out as anger and sadness hinder a person more. if anything the card shows two young ladies, one looking away sadly, and the other with a joan of arc at the stake thing going on. and there is a black cat somewhere to (though i love these lol)

it is clear you are still in pain and burning on the inside. and it is making feel more like that....i guess if you pray this card is just telling you to pray. if you want ask others to pray for you to from the heart (or else what is the use of praying) don't think of all what caused you pain, look away from it, even if that to has pain in it, and for a change one of your protectors not the devil will come and sit next to you in bed (i know bcoz this part also happened for me, he even sighed for what he knew and what i didn't during my 'dark ages')
so yeah pray. even if you feel they don't get answered who cares....some things are soothing for the soul even if they are invisible, i'm not religious but i love Corinthians, it's one of the things i did find helpful (to love when you feel no one loves you is a triumph of sorts, even if only i say so)
here it is

okay now done with the balbla result of this
the KD Reversed.....this is a sneaky man who i think will try to use you, if you appear weak in front of him, this guy could have 'money' power, and will try to scheme and plot for what he wants to get out of you. but the fact that he is plotting, tells me you're going to be a smart girl, and be one step ahead of him, so no worries, now that you know to watch out from any guy who'll want to play the 'money' game.

again 2 9's both upright, tell me you will have some success to do with a business matter, possibly your book.

okay this is for now, i can't resist it's a new/dark moon day in my sign and i'm hoping this augurs well for all of us....ALL OF US.

much luv, hope you liked the readings

posted September 05, 2013 03:34 PM            

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Hey

thanks.... you didn't leave your question, i'll read for you tomorrow

well, i didn't get dumped. unlike everyone else unfortunately i have never been dumped in my whole life. my mother is just my mother. she's cool and we're close, but it wouldn't make me happy or anything, like nothing massively joyful if you know what i mean

yes i want to sort out my money situation

NO I AM NOT A TYPICAL CAPRICORN BECAUSE I HAVE NO INTENTION OF BEING UNCOOL

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but ...but...i like Capricorns lol.

oka will ask the question tomorrow, as right now still trying to figure out where my mind is....

posted September 05, 2013 04:04 PM            

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Originally posted by MetalAphrodite:
I'd like to sign up for a trade. I can try to read for your questions after class tonight or tomorrow.

My q... I guess I would like to know what steps I should take to make my relationship balance out for both our needs? We're very different and it can be really frustrating trying to understand him and for him to try and understand me x__x.

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posted September 05, 2013 04:09 PM            

or did he start coming to you after realising i was hopeless for his kinda purposes? i havent felt him since i was 20, must have done a good job sending him walking.

yeah i did enjoy what you did for me, perhaps quite a bit to take in though....

posted September 05, 2013 04:47 PM            

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@ NoRainNoRainbows: eh well does the devil normally sit by girls beds or something?

or did he start coming to you after realising i was hopeless for his kinda purposes? i havent felt him since i was 20, must have done a good job sending him walking.

yeah i did enjoy what you did for me, perhaps quite a bit to take in though....

plus yeah post your Q at some point, I'd love to take a look

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ah i didn't mean devil. the 'devil' in my case was this person i thought of as a friend so i actually went shopping and had lunch with it...(she is the main cause of it with me)
but to the person who came to my bed early at dawn at times
it was a guardian of sorts, i saw him in details, don't ask why i'm sure he was Swedish,(maybe bcoz of all the Swedish guys who came into my life during that phase and tried their best with me being hopeless and blind to their gestures)

though he was wearing something like medieval monks of the Mediterranean areas, and would come and sigh, or hum while playing with the belt that kept his clothes together.
it's like he understood i knew my experience rested on a minute where i wasn't brave enough to act upon that voice/intuition/HS to go to a certain place at a certain hour, for fear that i'll anger a friend, cause trouble here or there,
and the result is i went within(yes eat,pray, love is a great book....the majority of humans cannot afford to leave anything and go traveling to other countries though!!so can't go outwards, we stay inside) the journey within, i did my own prayers as structured ones aren't for me....bleh, but he hummed as if he knew something better about life and things that i did, and i'd fall asleep only after feeling his presence on those lower than low days, or nights.

That happened (that he came) i think because i was hopeless, had no one to speak to, i just prayed to no one in particular anymore but not only for myself, for the soul of my guy, as he was troubled when i found him, and he was troubled when he ignored me, and i had the key in my hand to end all that the day he disappeared. i actually went to his place to give it to him and 'ma'am he went to the aiport this morning, no number no email no nothing!"

those i did tell the story, did not understand as it happens but not to many, usually to one person in a circle of friends, so those around didn't understand the daily nervous breakdown that was slowly building up into a big one every little whiles.
and yeah it carries on, and you are on your own is what it took me at least two years to realize.
you either take life back into your hands (to me i just did that this year to be honest with you) know that the pain will never go away but accept it and carry on with it, or stay in place, as everyone else moves on. which isn't fair, and i never want to resonate on that vibe again...ever!
so did the first thing when i finally realized what is going on.
for starters we deserve much better than this whole thing.

okay off the soap box before i say too much, but i guess i did come to the point in life where i have no questions, just watching it....but i do have a question now that i said that:
Question
will life send me as much goodness and things to be happy in the future, as it did pain in the past. ie will i get on top of things both financially and love wise even though a lot of time has been wasted?i'm not so optimistic but worth asking i guess.

Thank you

posted September 06, 2013 06:26 AM            

I don't understand this whole dialectic of humility. Honestly. I just don't. I didn't want to end up in a position to be humble, I didn't deserve it and like HELL am I ever going to act humble and feel humble. Not the bowing kind, not the humble kind. Perhaps an aberration but feeling in a position to feel humble makes me feel worse. As I said previously, there are people who are no better than me and they have never been in a situation like mine. Even though they could do with a thousand lessons in humility. They should be in hell, not me. And I am not bloody bending. I am not being bloody grateful to idiots I don't care about who want me to be their girlfriend and who allegedly want to cherish me and be kind to me. I screwed their kindness and their whole beings/essences. I don't want to be humble and to be the settling kind. This is my battle for the possibility of beauty and especially my idea of beauty. And yes I will die for my idea of beauty but I will NOT be humble. Because for one being humble is just... not too beautiful ya know

Which is why I am not dating all that second rate rubbish that asks me out and make a point about not spreading for them so they know there is a point. And they will live. Let them perform reality checks and learn to be humble. Seriously, justice should exist, this is my way of implementing it. Which is why I love alluding to someone I used to love who created an unfillable void. This makes them uncomfy, because no one ever loved them that way. A massive platform for lolz, a very massive one

posted September 06, 2013 06:44 AM            

but interesting this girl (Btw a mummy now...she plotted the whole thing after all, so of course she'll be where she wanted to be and i'm here not whatever...bleh) who caused me my experience that is like yours, would flip madly when i date people who are of my same class, and level in looks.

then she'd try to set me up with weirdo's ...ugly ones...who hang around bars, looking for call ladies, while telling me my standards are too high, she was also jealous as economically i do come from a way much more well off family, but i never flaunted that or cared about it to be honest, but now the picture is clearer to what she was trying to do:drag me down, and she succeeded for a while....
so i think what you are trying to say, is that you see through people who pretend they are wishing you well when the opposite is true. you are smart enough so makes sense. However i did have good friends to who tried to set me up with really nice guys, who were sweet and good looking, but that experience...well it's just a killer, until we finally climb out of that hole.

if you want just tell people your private life, as that is what dating is, is your own business and no one elses...also the card warns you of a king of diamonds, rich guy who will try to shceme his way through to you, so you have good reason to be suspicious. but also there are some good guys out there (who like me are probably spending most of their time indoors wondering when things will happen haha)

don't be humble if you don't want to, but also don't be proud, or you may attract people who may want to hurt you for the illusion of where they think you are, like this girl did to my life(they don't know how hurt you are on the inside, or the further damage they are plotting) and honestly who needs more of that type of person in their life? basically just protect yourself, in whichever way you find possible, and you don't need further proof that there are some bad people out there....if you keep acting pround in their face, while they pretend to be the opposite regardless of who they are on the inside, you are just falling into their trap, or letting others help them with what they want, which usually isn't happiness for others.

posted September 06, 2013 04:20 PM            

first of all it might interest you to know that allegedly this is the deck Mr C pinched many things from

Present: DEath: the Child of great transformation
Past obstacles: Universe: The Great one of the Night of Time
Hidden influences: Temperance: Daughter of the Reconcilers
Future influences: Knight of swords
Synthesis: 10 pents: Lord of Wealth

Now one by one

I don't like this Death, it seems to focus on its ruinous aspect. Decomposition is at work, at any rate in this spread. Phoenix rising we can see in the background. Basically it's making me feel as if this wreckedness/wretchedness has taken over, maybe you are starting to recover from it and leaving it behind, but can we really shed the whole story, discarding it as if it had never happened?

The Universe: you have been There There and so you're feeling kicked out of heaven, away from which nothing seems significant.

Temperance: maybe this experience is moulding you as a person, I don't know. Or maybe you're seeking spiritual comfort. I'm getting a really crooked message out of it. Like everyone essentially gets moulded involuntarily. New filaments are melted into your spirit. You cannot be what you used to be anymore. You cannot be the person who dwelled in heaven and contemplated whatever there was.

Knight of Swords: But somehow you're not really run into the ground. Like you're finding all sorts of vehicles to go after whatever it is you will be seeking. Intellectual effort seems to be a major theme, a certain alertness. Very well-spoken is what you're also likely to be, use that to your advantage.

10 pents: financial security/comfort in all areas of the life of the body and your social life. this seems a more realistic goal which you will be successful at going after. You will have no problems as far as paying your bills is concerned and being able to afford what you want. Also not being attacked by anyone at all, no one will really hurt you. Probably a healthy lifestyle, as I always suggest with Virgo cards. Smoothies, veg, falafel, protein intake, whatever makes you feel good and has a soothing influence is highly recommended.

This kind of made me shiver, so I don't know

Please let me know what your thoughts are? I am not 100% sure about Temperance, but this is the vibe I'm getting and the idea was to test to what extent I tune in with these cards

posted September 06, 2013 05:24 PM            

REply part 1

WOW, LORD! as usual you are spookily accurate!! i will answer everything for you so you know how so!

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Originally posted by andstuff:
[B]Ok @NoRain, let's go

first of all it might interest you to know that allegedly this is the deck Mr C pinched many things from

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Present: DEath: the Child of great transformation
Past obstacles: Universe: The Great one of the Night of Time
Hidden influences: Temperance: Daughter of the Reconcilers
Future influences: Knight of swords
Synthesis: 10 pents: Lord of Wealth

Now one by one

I don't like this Death, it seems to focus on its ruinous aspect. Decomposition is at work, at any rate in this spread. Phoenix rising we can see in the background. Basically it's making me feel as if this wreckedness/wretchedness has taken over, maybe you are starting to recover from it and leaving it behind, but can we really shed the whole story, discarding it as if it had never happened?

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With my crazy Neptune squaring everything but the kitchen sink, all is possible. but you are right, today is no longer yesterday, if you know what i mean, and i'm not the same anymore. but i am picking myself at last, and it has taken years. if people haven't told me not to express it at first and then to 4get it from the start after it all fell down because i listened to everyone but me, maybe things would have been different...i do feel like i am coming out of a shelter in a now ruined city if this is the same. But am still alive. Just the 'city' isn't what it used to be, and is 'dead and destroyed and will never be the same again' maybe not even rebuilt.

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The Universe: you have been There There and so you're feeling kicked out of heaven, away from which nothing seems significant.

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Temperance: maybe this experience is moulding you as a person, I don't know. Or maybe you're seeking spiritual comfort. I'm getting a really crooked message out of it. Like everyone essentially gets moulded involuntarily. New filaments are melted into your spirit. You cannot be what you used to be anymore. You cannot be the person who dwelled in heaven and contemplated whatever there was.

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posted September 06, 2013 05:31 PM            

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Knight of Swords: But somehow you're not really run into the ground. Like you're finding all sorts of vehicles to go after whatever it is you will be seeking. Intellectual effort seems to be a major theme, a certain alertness. Very well-spoken is what you're also likely to be, use that to your advantage.

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10 pents: financial security/comfort in all areas of the life of the body and your social life. this seems a more realistic goal which you will be successful at going after. You will have no problems as far as paying your bills is concerned and being able to afford what you want. Also not being attacked by anyone at all, no one will really hurt you. Probably a healthy lifestyle, as I always suggest with Virgo cards. Smoothies, veg, falafel, protein intake, whatever makes you feel good and has a soothing influence is highly recommended.

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This kind of made me shiver, so I don't know

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posted September 06, 2013 05:32 PM            

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Please let me know what your thoughts are? I am not 100% sure about Temperance, but this is the vibe I'm getting and the idea was to test to what extent I tune in with these cards

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You are very talented. btw if you do offer paid readings later, don't start with free...business 101 (i worked in a bank and my degree in this) people like it when you go cheaper not more expensive. so start with a price and offer freebies, or lucky draws, or surprise discounts for your frequent customers...goodness is that the ten of pents at work already???

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It's really as if a life was viewed from high above, as if it was part of a pattern on a carpet. Creepy.

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then transport took time, even though the voice asked me to take a taxi, but by the time i got there....i saw an old 'flame' someone i had a crush on and who hd a crush on me...he was holidaying with his mum and dad and took them to taht specific beach. (Same girl in previous story, didn't approve...and did her best to make look silly...but with money coming back in the line, this augurs well for my 'future plan)

so yeah i don't know who this person who sees things from above and then comes to me is, but this is how it was...or maybe you had an out of body experience and saw these things that happened with me? we do have the same life path.

posted September 07, 2013 07:14 AM            

So you think I should do this for income? Thanks for tips btw, I have no clue about business

posted September 07, 2013 07:27 AM            

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Originally posted by MetalAphrodite:
I'd like to sign up for a trade. I can try to read for your questions after class tonight or tomorrow.

My q... I guess I would like to know what steps I should take to make my relationship balance out for both our needs? We're very different and it can be really frustrating trying to understand him and for him to try and understand me x__x.

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Ok as a preamble. Princesses are Pages I think, just in case

Present: princess of cups
Past obstacles: ace of pents
Hidden influences: princess of swords
Future influences: 2 cups
Synthesis: 5 wands: lord of strife: Saturn in Leo

Is money in any way between you? Is career or another money-related aspect standing in your way? What I feel is that you're trying to deal with things on this immanent plane, use a rational approach to obtain results.

Would you be the Princess of cups and he the Princess of swords? What are your myers Briggs types? Are you F and is he T? This is where the clash seems to be. He doesn't speak the language of tenderness and you seen to be there waiting for him to speak it to you. And he can't use it to communicate to you. The IT one, is this him?

posted September 07, 2013 03:38 PM            

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Originally posted by andstuff:
Ok as a preamble. Princesses are Pages I think, just in case

Present: princess of cups
Past obstacles: ace of pents
Hidden influences: princess of swords
Future influences: 2 cups
Synthesis: 5 wands: lord of strife: Saturn in Leo

Is money in any way between you? Is career or another money-related aspect standing in your way? What I feel is that you're trying to deal with things on this immanent plane, use a rational approach to obtain results.

Would you be the Princess of cups and he the Princess of swords? What are your myers Briggs types? Are you F and is he T? This is where the clash seems to be. He doesn't speak the language of tenderness and you seen to be there waiting for him to speak it to you. And he can't use it to communicate to you. The IT one, is this him?

I would recommend tenderness, but of a more tangible kind. The kind of tenderness guys long for because they are guys. Your guy seems to covet it and yet can't make it known, even the fact he's coveting it. Be unobvious about it. I feel one day this tenderness will be flowing both ways as soon as he feels ok about exposing it to you. Just convince him gently he's totally safe around you and that you have this space all to yourselves where no pain is possible

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I'm an INFP and he's an ISTP. My I/E and P/J traits are very developed, as is my shadow type ESTJ.

I want to meet him and could probably even pay for it to happen, but I feel that this is a cost he should be responsible for. I have a lot of priorities on my plate and not enough money to throw around. I figure if he can't plan this then he is not stable enough to afford living with me anyway. I don't want to end up taking care of another freeloader(my ex), as cold as that sounds. My bf is not this way, but I shouldn't set myself up to test those specific waters.

posted September 09, 2013 03:55 AM            

Seems like you do get noticed, but that that particular "victory" is one in which you have to alter something that not shocks you per se, but when you receive the particular feedback, it makes you dig your heels into the ground stubbornly and want to contemplate how much of your writing you are willing to compromise.

For this, I would advise that you pick someone whose opinion you trust to help you edit what needs to be done and hold on to what is important.

2) the writing project: how is it gonna go? will my synopsis attract interest and will this lead anywhere?
- 3 of Wands, 5 of Pentacles clarification

It looks like it's definitely going to attract a lot of attention. I see a lot of promise coming about with this. The key to seeing it into fruition is patience. You'll have ups and downs, but remember to keep your eye on the goal and not sacrifice the very reasons why you chose to do this in the first place.

3) where the hell is my life heading? i am feeling like i'm on rails without knowing where they lead and guess what no junctions....
- King of Wands, 8 of Cups clarification

Hmm, maybe you have never been able to follow through with what you've wanted to do? I see the King here being passionate about what he's doing, finally able to pioneer in his chosen field. Before, you may have been not quite forced, but persuaded and directed away from anything you've wanted to try before.

- 5 of Wands, King of Swords
This is training you to shake your roots a little and become more bright. I feel like now is the time for you to find your voice and break onto the scene. You have a lot of great ideas that you've kept under wraps. I feel like this is a karmic block you're finally tackling. You were given all that you need to shine. All there is left to do is to start the spark and keep it going.

There is no fire without oxygen and too much air can kill a fire. Balance between those two elements. Let the fire coax you out of your shell so you can shine your light .

4) what's at the end of candy crush? [joking, this is not one of my questions]
I believe the last level is 350, but Idk how it ends. I do know someone who played to the end.

I stopped at level 85 a few months ago because it was becoming too addicting lol.

For fun, I pulled two cards anyway.
- 2 of Cups, 8 of Swords clarification.

Looks like awesomeness followed by an omg, I played all this way for this kind of ending?!?

posted September 10, 2013 04:49 AM            

FIrst of all, thanks for the feedback, this money bit especially, good to know I got it right.

By tangible tenderness I mean just being there, making tea, treating to breakfast etc. Even though ISTPs can cook for themselves alright, my brother likes it when I just sit in the kitchen to keep him company while he eats what he made for himself. ISTPs adore having some kinda "room of one's own", a space of comfort and security, they covet comfort more than anything. basically something like a tartan blanket of the right colour will make them delighted. I don't understand them either, to be honest. The main problem is they are so afraid of exposing their emotions for fear of having them trampled under foot. They are not good with handing feelings, whereas they do have them powerful and overwhelming, but they can't analyse. ISTPs also adore voice modulations when they talk to you, a lot of exchange happens at this level. I once was slightly infatuated with one twice my age, so that happened a lot. But seeing i was ENFP I could sense this non-verbal exchange perfectly. But if you pay attention I'm sure you'll learn to notice.

I am ENFP, my perfect partner is supposed to be ISTP, and my brother is ISTP, I could tell you loads about how they tick.

And thank you for your readings, didn't expect you to do so much for me Do you fancy a follow up from me to redress the balance?

I play CC on iPad and I adjust the time manually to get lives when I want them. I am on 393 and I haven't spent $10 on the bloody thing. My current app ends at 395, so maybe I'll get the ending or maybe it will tell me to update to carry on. I've heard there's 455 levels at this moment, lol. Anyway, I hope I'll be able to update you on the others as opposed to candy crush sooner rather than later