posted September 06, 2013 07:28 PM
I have been feeling better about the situation .
I know that I want to leave but need help. I asked about the possibility of someone coming next month as I feel like I just can't stay in this anymore.The page of cups jumped out
So I pulled a few cards
The page of swords define card - magician
The two of pentacles. Define card knight of pentacles.
The ace of cups define card king of cups
Funny enough when I have been doing readings for myself the king of cups keeps showing up. And someone who did a reading for me said they saw a man in my life who would help me and that he was a water sign.
So I am thinking he is someone able to help wise advice and council. I am not quite sure what the night of pentacles is about ? Unless it is saying he is going to help me see my plans come to fruition and helping to put things back in balance. Maybe I am way off
I am not sure if it was talking about next month to be honest as other reading seem to indicate further into the future but i did ask about next month. however if it is not next month I feel I am unwilling to stay any longer just not willing to wait on some man. Even though I need help have no clue what I will do, where I will go, how I will get by, and the list goes on... I am completely worn out and exhausted carrying this burden by myself when my soulmate was supposed to help set things right and make me happy again. I have had to carry this for way too long and I refuse for it to last any longer.