posted October 03, 2013 03:04 PM            

I noticed two things at first glance: you have an afflicted DC ruler who happens to be Neptune, so deception in your close relations is not unlikely and it's one of your lessons. On that day you were having Saturn right on top of your Sun who rules the 12th and the NN. It seems to me it was a karmic settlement happening on that day, whether you repaired some misdeed done to her in the past or she gave you a hard but valuable lesson..

I am sorry for the torment you went through. It sounds awfully familiar.

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This girl is on FIRE

LOVE, because what else is worth living for, and dying for?!

posted October 03, 2013 03:18 PM            

This particular situation hasn't happened to me, but I have been betrayed by so-called friends in the past. People that used me for one purpose or another and discarded me as soon as they achieved what they wanted. I literally had someone call me stupid to my face just so they could feel better for themselves. It hurt at the time, but it doesn't anymore.

How? I had the help of my best friend, my mom. I realize not many have the supporting relationship I have with her, but usually people find their own supporting system somewhere. I'm hoping you're one of them.

But anyways, that's not the point. The point is for you to look at this as a lesson learned, as something you just had to go through to grow as a person. Who's to say this man would make you happy? In the comfort of our home is where we really see who we really are. Besides, people change. He could and might have changed for the worst, so by marrying someone else, he might've done you a favor.

About your "friend", I'd advise you to just forget her. Or better yet, remember her but without a grudge or ill feeling. These last two will do you more harm than her could ever wish to. Maybe I'm naive and too hopeful - I'm only 25 so I'm entitled to it -, but don't read too much into the charts. Charts just point in the direction a person may act, they don't force anyone to do so. You might cross paths with someone with the same exact chart as her, but because of life factors, life lessons or even just spiritual growth, will not act like her or wish ill upon you.

posted October 03, 2013 03:26 PM            

lol oh no he didnt marry her....a totally different girl, who confirmed to me he was talking to me again out of revenge and didn't believe that i had badly tried reaching him before. i also told the wrong people, who did real bad things with the info, so the h*ll with them.

yes there was a bad lesson...ever since that days cliches like 'never put a 'friend' before a guy' no longer work on me, i'll put my own inner voice first and that is it! as soon as she got a friend to introduce her to a guy, she only knew me when he wasn't there and she was bored. so yeah. she also tried her best sabotaging other people's relationships left and right.

back to that day, a lot of weird stuff happened that day and she played a major role in it. so lesson learnt i hope.i can still love people but myself to.

okay now your turn ask something, i'll ask my cards

posted October 03, 2013 03:33 PM            

i am a bit over it, that's why it was less hurtful to post it now, for a whole year after it happened i couldn't. i couldn't talk to my friends who'd i known all my life before, and they thought i cut them out because i was being too 'cool' or something....my mum isn't around anymore, but my dad would have been as hurt as i am, he is a sensitive soul, so i couldn't do anything but pretend everything is okay, so that i don't allow his own pleasant mood to change and affect me worst.

these days i hang with almost no one (not hard i relocated again, and after settle i'll probably find myself relocating as usual) that's why i do treat my online friends as real friend, coz firstly they are real, and secondly i found they are the only one's who 'move with me' no matter what....anyway point is i'm much happier this way, than knowing i'm putting up with someone who may potentially do damage again, just so i don't look 'pitiful'. Also my good friends who have the means always take a break and manage to meet up at least once a year so that is something!

anyway i'm touched by your kindness when my own head is telling me to just get on with it already, so you also ask when u have a q, ready. I use playing cards for divination, as my energies are so much more aligned with them for some reason.

posted October 03, 2013 06:21 PM            

I know we can be over it but the wound will still sting if we don't take care of it.

I do that thing with my friends, too. I know it's not good for me, but I can't seem to help it... must be my Aqua Moon. I'm glad you have your few but good friends and your dad, though. I've a very strained relationship with mine, and I miss having his support and affection.

I got a bit obssessed with a guy the last three weeks and I'm coming out of his spell slowly but surely, but I feel like a got off the track I was supposed to be on... Since I'm going back to focusing on my career, can you see what's in store for me? I'm currently unemployed and studying for a public defender's spot in my country (we have a series of exams to pass to become one)... Is that too general? If it is, let me know how you'd like me to especify it!

posted October 03, 2013 11:33 PM            

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yes there was a bad lesson...ever since that days cliches like 'never put a 'friend' before a guy' no longer work on me, i'll put my own inner voice first and that is it! as soon as she got a friend to introduce her to a guy, she only knew me when he wasn't there and she was bored. so yeah. she also tried her best sabotaging other people's relationships left and right.

back to that day, a lot of weird stuff happened that day and she played a major role in it. so lesson learnt i hope.i can still love people but myself to.

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I can't seem to shake off this karmic vibe that I had ever since I opened your thread. And now I noticed transiting SN was conjunct your Venus and transiting Nessus was conj your natal SN!
I think the best way to put it, these people were karmic soulmates of yours, put on your path to either test you or teach you something. It sucks that it happened that way. However, at least where the dude is concerned, it doesn't seem like he was the one so maybe what happened was for the best. Perhaps the Universe guarded you from something bad. We don't always make sense of what happens to us, when it does.. but my gut feelings is that you're better off without these people in your life.

As for you and her, I can see where the jealousy comes from. I really really dislike Lilith conjunctions. Not every time I had them with someone, but I've been burned by them too and it hurts. Your Lilith conjuncted her Moon and her Lilith conjuncted your Mars. But I think the major culprit goes to your Saturn opp her Sun-Venus-Mars, combined with her Neptune square your Mercury, which made you oblivious to what was going on. I don't think you had that bad synastry with her. I think it's our choice how we handle the aspects. And she choose an undermining backstabbing path. I think in hard aspects with Saturn, the Saturn person is often unaware of his/her effect on the other person. She probably felt stiffed and belittled by your very presence. She felt threatened and she reacted based on what she felt. I think on some level she was hurt too, or was reminded of some past life hurt that happened between you two. I can't say what it is exactly, but this nagging karmic feeling is still there.

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okay now your turn ask something, i'll ask my cards

for you a special and you can ask an extra Q on Sebastian's behalf to

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Awwwww! It's okay NoRain, for now I don't have any questions. Thank you for offering and especially the extra Q for Sebastian made me smile from one ear to the next! My little furry loveball! hehe I resonated with your story, that's why I had to reply. I'm sorry that I didn't give you that much info.

posted October 04, 2013 04:58 AM            

telling moment a year later, when we were out having fun, and i was fixing my liptstick in the bathroom, goes 'excuse me you look like a kid trying to pass yourself as an adult) when i wouldn't move out of her way (there were like 5 other free sinks for her to use)....to which so called friend goes 'i always tell her that, she chooses colors that are too strong'....funnily enough, her favorite brand was one i introduced her to...anyway so knowing that 'type' i dont get angry and just go 'oh thank you, lots of people think i'm much younger than my age'..to which woman, who btw was a high class prostitute, resident in that club, for anyone that has a clue to what goes on ....suddenly changes and goes 'oh i meant you look old trying to look young'....
me ...i just looked up and down at her and was leaving, when the back up support to prostitute woman, kept on agreeing with her....i got bored, so decided to try somewhere else, to which in the car suddenly my friend goes 'oh she was just trying to **** you off, notice how you went from young to old' so i asked her why she didn't say something then, as i don't usually agree with strangers when they criticize my friends, even if the opinions clash.....and she had nothing to say............i think it was that night that i finally blew up in her face, and told her a few hard facts! i guess my desperation back then at having 'friends' blinded me to how this wasn't that, and definitely better off without their likes!

okay now your 'target time' is late November early december so around two month from now?? i have the perfect spread for it, and will see if it'll work, give me a little while, to go and see if my playing card are still not angry that i used my old tarot deck yesterday

posted October 04, 2013 05:00 AM            

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Hey there... it was really very little that I did. I find that sometimes a cooler head helps cool my own head.

I know we can be over it but the wound will still sting if we don't take care of it.

I do that thing with my friends, too. I know it's not good for me, but I can't seem to help it... must be my Aqua Moon. I'm glad you have your few but good friends and your dad, though. I've a very strained relationship with mine, and I miss having his support and affection.

I got a bit obssessed with a guy the last three weeks and I'm coming out of his spell slowly but surely, but I feel like a got off the track I was supposed to be on... Since I'm going back to focusing on my career, can you see what's in store for me? I'm currently unemployed and studying for a public defender's spot in my country (we have a series of exams to pass to become one)... Is that too general? If it is, let me know how you'd like me to especify it!

I want an emoticon that hugs. *pout*

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posted October 04, 2013 05:57 AM            

four cards for the four weeks of October, and four cards for the four weeks of November, and Finally if this is the first week of December, just one card and it was the King of Hearts, your emotions will be taking a well needed break if you do.

Now lets see

October 7S 4C 9H 9C

You are feeling 'destroyed' by work so to speak, if not from the physicalness, then i can only imagne from the emotional toll it takes sometimes when you work in medicine, and people are expecting miracles, when you yourself are doing the best you could but keeping it all the skies, what happens.

then the 4C, there will be this whole feeling this month, maybe specially the second week of it, that thing are slow, no matter what you want, you are never getting it on time, which is what brings us to the 9H of the week after it.

You are going to start wondering about yourself, what are you sacrficing in order to do what you do...but this along with the next 9 is already telling me you do have a love for people, you really are also willing to sacrifice you own good, for the good of humanity so to speak. you have a lot of compassion, and you will end this month with the 9 of clubs.

btw two 9's do indicate travel at times, but als the 9 of clubs is about you and another personal sacrifice, but it's okay you will be wondering what you are here to do on Earth, something keeps telling me this is a brave soul, that you have at the end of the day, and your not scared to sacrifice a bit of your own comfort or desires, to help others, as you know you are strong enough, and probably have more stamina and strenght than the normal person, so basically you know you can make great things happen, even if not at the moment you like.

Then November 2C 3D 5H 10H

November starts, for you i think, with a theme that matches the "Halloween party" "all saints day" switch of finding peace. it will start with you feeling peacful, you don't fight what you feel is the 'energies of the time' and you'd rather just hang out with people who you feel are really like you...probably just a close friend rather than a whole lot of people.

You know yourself better, and despite it being a two nothing heavy or intense, if anything i see you feeling cheerful about this serenity.

then the 3 of diamonds, i like this...something pleasantfully fated looks to happen, you are going to catch the attention of someone, through your talents or through your work, and things will start changing (just forget i told you that if you want it to happen , but matches, that when we stop fighiting and become acceptful not demanding anything from the universe, she will be nice to us for being some of the few not 'shouting orders' at her)

then 5 of hearts, the week after, again another card that talks about attraction, but i don't like that it's a five, as things will be leaving you confused, or you yourself may start having a change of heart at record speeds, as you don't know or not sure if a thing is real or not, and finally

10 of hearts! for late november...you are going to take a risk because of this new found joy in life, and i'll say heart water, you will possibly go on a vacation somewhere near water, even if you are still feeling all the good and bad of emotions (hearts are like a see-saw, up one second and down the other then up again) but yes a vacation, even if you are taking a risk doing it, as you want to see what is there....and finally King of Hearts,

There's a kind guy, and looks like he'd be behind this vacation, may want you to be happy...or you will met him there, a sympathic charachter, that you will feel stronger than, but who you will like the generosity off....good food and d drink is also portrayed by this card.

So yeah, go on this holiday, if you can risk it nd take it, as looks like despite the emotional times there may be a little good thing for you in there!

posted October 04, 2013 07:38 AM            

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:

I got a bit obssessed with a guy the last three weeks and I'm coming out of his spell slowly but surely, but I feel like a got off the track I was supposed to be on... Since I'm going back to focusing on my career, can you see what's in store for me? I'm currently unemployed and studying for a public defender's spot in my country (we have a series of exams to pass to become one)... Is that too general? If it is, let me know how you'd like me to especify it!

I want an emoticon that hugs. *pout*[/B]

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Hello FA, i did a star reading for you, and this is how it looked

5C
AD AC
9H 4S

If anything, i see you as a highly ambitious person, who may not go for the public defender office, as you may find something your even more passionate about.

it starts with the 9 of hearts, your feeling like you want a wish fulfilled, if it is not love, you are okay with it being work, but still i can't help but feel your a bit heart broken as you ask this....

then next is the Ace of clubs, you are changing on the inside for sure, you are doing what you can to focus on the mind and it's power, and this isn't the girl that people knew before, but you aren't changing to the bad, you have got dreams and you want to show the power of mind in realizing them at times. for love i don't like this card, for career, it's much better as shows you are working through illusions and can use your creativity and power of communication, but you need to know and test the waters to know what is the write word to use, to get ahead.

then Ace of Diamonds....no more proof is needed that you don't just want to do well, you want to be top of your class, you know you have the energy and the enthusiasm for it, and it's like you are about to, or have just signed papers granting you an opportunity to prove yourself worth of this job you are seeking.

Now two way/advise card....There is a lot of harshness coming from the four of spades this is an environment where emotions have no place at all (well if your working in law, yes, people use you left and right everyday so imagine, criminals, or those who need to accuse someone of being a criminal to get ahead!
if you do things like yoga, or stuff to release negative energies that may cling on you all day that is good....if not, then careful you need to protect yourself as something adventurous yet unsettling is what this career choice of yours is going to do to you.

and finally 5 of clubs as outcome, i think after the 4 of spades episode, you may start thinking 'is this really how i want to spend all my life doing?'
your passions seems to be in a different place, and okay you can use mental energies to get ahead, but what is the use of doing something that you don't love, that leaves you nervous, even if it pays well....a lot of people get paid well for doing things they like to....now this is just if this 4 of spades episode comes into being....if you are ready for adventures that take heavy emotional tolls, then go for it, if not, then the cards seem to tell you to try and find an alternate career that you could also make a decent living from.

(i don't know you come across as sensitive and kind, so if this is like prosecutors job, i can see how you will start getting hurt by it again)

okay sorry not a lot of 'go or it' in this spread...but this is what the cards wanted you to know...if i'm very far off ignore, if it resonates with you on the other hand, then good for you

posted October 04, 2013 10:35 AM            

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Originally posted by NoRainNoRainbows:
If anything, i see you as a highly ambitious person, who may not go for the public defender office, as you may find something your even more passionate about.

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Originally posted by NoRainNoRainbows:
it starts with the 9 of hearts, your feeling like you want a wish fulfilled, if it is not love, you are okay with it being work, but still i can't help but feel your a bit heart broken as you ask this....

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Originally posted by NoRainNoRainbows:
then next is the Ace of clubs, you are changing on the inside for sure, you are doing what you can to focus on the mind and it's power, and this isn't the girl that people knew before, but you aren't changing to the bad, you have got dreams and you want to show the power of mind in realizing them at times. for love i don't like this card, for career, it's much better as shows you are working through illusions and can use your creativity and power of communication, but you need to know and test the waters to know what is the write word to use, to get ahead.

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Originally posted by NoRainNoRainbows:
then Ace of Diamonds....no more proof is needed that you don't just want to do well, you want to be top of your class, you know you have the energy and the enthusiasm for it, and it's like you are about to, or have just signed papers granting you an opportunity to prove yourself worth of this job you are seeking.

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Originally posted by NoRainNoRainbows:
Now two way/advise card....There is a lot of harshness coming from the four of spades this is an environment where emotions have no place at all (well if your working in law, yes, people use you left and right everyday so imagine, criminals, or those who need to accuse someone of being a criminal to get ahead!
if you do things like yoga, or stuff to release negative energies that may cling on you all day that is good....if not, then careful you need to protect yourself as something adventurous yet unsettling is what this career choice of yours is going to do to you.

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Originally posted by NoRainNoRainbows:
and finally 5 of clubs as outcome, i think after the 4 of spades episode, you may start thinking 'is this really how i want to spend all my life doing?'
your passions seems to be in a different place, and okay you can use mental energies to get ahead, but what is the use of doing something that you don't love, that leaves you nervous, even if it pays well....a lot of people get paid well for doing things they like to....now this is just if this 4 of spades episode comes into being....if you are ready for adventures that take heavy emotional tolls, then go for it, if not, then the cards seem to tell you to try and find an alternate career that you could also make a decent living from.
(i don't know you come across as sensitive and kind, so if this is like prosecutors job, i can see how you will start getting hurt by it again)

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My natal chart seems to point that I'll have more than one job, so I might get fulfillment in one when the other lets me down... I'm crossing my fingers here.

Oh, I quite liked having these warnings come up, as I can be a little to set on my own ways and dreams and have a hard time to adapt. Now I feel that if anything different than the public defender's spot happens, I'll be able to work with it. Maybe this is what the cards were warning? Not to be so set on things? I don't know... Hopefully, I'll have strengh enough to impose my free will and change things into a better scenario.

posted October 04, 2013 11:02 AM            

the 5 of clubs is 'thought all over the place ' and let me tell you when you do find the thing you like, you won't feel like that anymore, as your inner content will let some people come tell u 'u may never save enough with taht job'...and you'll just look and have a 'that's alright, i'm okay with it' kind of reaction and mean it.

okay enough job counselling from me, it is possible that if you focus (clubs thoughts all over the place, and the one spade is a 4...stability, it is telling, u want the prosecutors job, work on your mental stability, u don't ....then look for what you like and do it! who knows if we really live more than once?)

i'll be looking forward to any future posts from you, to see how it goes, and here to wish you the best no matter what you choose

posted October 04, 2013 11:13 AM            

I'm still at work and can't give full feedback right now, but it's very spot on! Yup, King of Hearts is awaiting at the end of the trip near a huge bode of Water too! How cool that he was waiting for me at the end of the spread! Aww! I only have one tiny, tiny, little follow-up question, please, please, pretty-please! How will it work out between this water King and myself? That is mainly the purpose of the trip so it's very important for me to know. Thank you and will give full feedback once I get home!

posted October 04, 2013 12:15 PM            

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EDIT to add: Only if it's not too much bother, with the question! It is important for me, but the reading was awesome and a wonderful insight as it was!

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Sure thing Hera, doesn't bother me at all, specially when i feel a 'link'....lol link like legend of Zelda

okay get this i did your new reading and asked if this is going to be a stable relationship between Hera and her King of Hearts, and i got

QD 2H 10C
KD QH 6C

Notice tha is Diamonds and hearts, i am guessing this guy is of a similar coluring to yours, and if not, then don't worry, he wants to entertains you on the vacation but in the long term, he is just as ambitious and fiery as you (fiery in a good 'love of life' way not temper way)
and you yourself are an honest and trustworthy women if anything this show that in the now, you want to play the supportive role for this guy, the card lay with the queen supporting her king from behind! Just make sure he is as honest with you as he could be, no secret lives or anything.

okay now more things, the two of hearts and the queen of hearts, you are going to wear you heart on your sleeve in the near future, the good the bad the ugly and all, and the queen of hearts, is a woman in a relation, you are both really going to think of making this formal, as you are tied to each other emotionally, and the queen of hearts is maternal, she always wants to settle, and is emotional mature for doing so.

and finally the club column of the even more far future (remember the furthers that playing cards look at, is one year)

for me personally the ten of clubs, is a card of travelling and a happy 'airy fairy' kind of card, while the 6 of clubs is talking about travelling, changing soil, you are relocating??? or honeymoon or an equivalent of sorts?? you are changing places or at least going to go on a vacation and have a lot of fun together!!

i really like this king of hearts of yours and it's looking good is all what i'm going to say for now ....

btw...one more question if you don't mind....i know you get a lot of requests!! but something about my fateful day, i got into a car when i finally got rid of that 'best friend ever'<---sarcasim....as she was
'hogging' me that day, till her boyfriend surprised her by being in town, she was so happy when i fought with someone on the phone over rent they never refunded as i never used, and got upset when the guy sent me a message asking to hang out, then got happy when the phone problems happened....anyway a voice came out that day that lasted for one whole year, and even took me to a place he was hanging in 4 month later....i wanted to shave as i was self concious and wearing a dress, just in case i missed a spot, and stuff at home happened to that contributed to that horrible day (i lived with soemone i won't even call a sibbling anymore, who has inferiority complex due to his lack of acheivments...anyway along with other people coming that i want to know nothing about me........ANYWAY was there any indication that day, who that 'voice' was ...was it my end or his, or past life trying to correct things,...and failing once again, in the chart of that day?....oh in my synastry with the guy his pluto conjunct my mars almost exact, so i know it wasn't good in the long term, but i thought for that 'moment' he was the one....u know living in the now...can u believe that is the girl that had the cheek to give me the power of now book after she did all that?!?! ugh bleh be over with already bad memories!! from past)

posted October 04, 2013 02:10 PM            

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For Hera!
okay so i did your reading, did this calendar type of thing,

four cards for the four weeks of October, and four cards for the four weeks of November, and Finally if this is the first week of December, just one card and it was the King of Hearts, your emotions will be taking a well needed break if you do.

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I am not yet sure of when I will be able to leave. I am rooting for late November too! Tomorrow I am discussing this with my boss and then buying tickets so there's no change of heart! On either side lol.

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October 7S 4C 9H 9C

You are feeling 'destroyed' by work so to speak, if not from the physicalness, then i can only imagne from the emotional toll it takes sometimes when you work in medicine, and people are expecting miracles, when you yourself are doing the best you could but keeping it all the skies, what happens.

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I am feeling like that, yes. I am sometimes putting long hours but indeed emotionally it's most draining. It's not even the medicine that gets to me, it's the stupid politics and my bosses' egos. And a lot of compromises that I need to make just to do my work.

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then the 4C, there will be this whole feeling this month, maybe specially the second week of it, that thing are slow, no matter what you want, you are never getting it on time, which is what brings us to the 9H of the week after it.

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Yeah, I feel like what I want is too out of reach, it will take enormous effort and I might still blow it.

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You are going to start wondering about yourself, what are you sacrficing in order to do what you do...but this along with the next 9 is already telling me you do have a love for people, you really are also willing to sacrifice you own good, for the good of humanity so to speak. you have a lot of compassion, and you will end this month with the 9 of clubs.

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Yes, I have been thinking about that for a while now. Exactly what am I willing to give up in order to just do the job. Can I live with this? There has been an increasing dissatisfaction regarding my workplace on my part. I thought about leaving numerous times and I think I am finally deciding to do so.

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btw two 9's do indicate travel at times, but als the 9 of clubs is about you and another personal sacrifice, but it's okay you will be wondering what you are here to do on Earth, something keeps telling me this is a brave soul, that you have at the end of the day, and your not scared to sacrifice a bit of your own comfort or desires, to help others, as you know you are strong enough, and probably have more stamina and strenght than the normal person, so basically you know you can make great things happen, even if not at the moment you like.

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Then November 2C 3D 5H 10H

November starts, for you i think, with a theme that matches the "Halloween party" "all saints day" switch of finding peace. it will start with you feeling peacful, you don't fight what you feel is the 'energies of the time' and you'd rather just hang out with people who you feel are really like you...probably just a close friend rather than a whole lot of people.

You know yourself better, and despite it being a two nothing heavy or intense, if anything i see you feeling cheerful about this serenity.

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Ohhhh how I crave that one!! That serenity is lacking now and most likely throughout October.

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then the 3 of diamonds, i like this...something pleasantfully fated looks to happen, you are going to catch the attention of someone, through your talents or through your work, and things will start changing (just forget i told you that if you want it to happen , but matches, that when we stop fighiting and become acceptful not demanding anything from the universe, she will be nice to us for being some of the few not 'shouting orders' at her)

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then 5 of hearts, the week after, again another card that talks about attraction, but i don't like that it's a five, as things will be leaving you confused, or you yourself may start having a change of heart at record speeds, as you don't know or not sure if a thing is real or not, and finally

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10 of hearts! for late november...you are going to take a risk because of this new found joy in life, and i'll say heart water, you will possibly go on a vacation somewhere near water, even if you are still feeling all the good and bad of emotions (hearts are like a see-saw, up one second and down the other then up again) but yes a vacation, even if you are taking a risk doing it, as you want to see what is there....and finally King of Hearts,

There's a kind guy, and looks like he'd be behind this vacation, may want you to be happy...or you will met him there, a sympathic charachter, that you will feel stronger than, but who you will like the generosity off....good food and d drink is also portrayed by this card.

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Aww! I am taking a long trip overseas, I am going specifically to meet the King of Hearts. Late Nov is what I have in mind, I hope it won't be postponed too much into Dec! It all depends on my job and my boss's whims.

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So yeah, go on this holiday, if you can risk it nd take it, as looks like despite the emotional times there may be a little good thing for you in there!

let me know if it is kind of accurate (remember it is up to us what to make of anything at the end of the day...) if not...blame one republic i'm listening to their music and they are distractive in a very good way [/B]

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posted October 04, 2013 02:14 PM            

There've been people in my life that were very enthusiastic about my writing and advised me to pursue it, to work on it, but I was so neurotic about it - hey, I was a teenager, I feel entitled to be neurotic at such a time - that I never went back to it, once I started on this "serious" path.

Oh, but I have Moon-Mercury square in my natal chart, which seems to be a mark on many writers' chart but also makes me extremely sensitive to criticism.

I'm going back to my writing, starting small, and see where it goes. I do love law for law's sake. Actually, college was especially hard for me because most people go to law school for the prestige and the title; I was expecting all these broad-minding people with high morals and only found egos. I still think it was the worst time I had in my academic life. Anyways, I found that working with the poor and necessitated really fulfills me, so I will continue on this path, too.

I forgot to ask if this reading covers my whole professional life, or just the near future. Maybe if I keep my mind on the public defenders' office, I'll reach this goal? Fingers crossed.

I'm keeping tabs from all the readings I'm sitting through, so I can come back later and let the readers know how things went.

posted October 04, 2013 03:42 PM            

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Originally posted by NoRainNoRainbows:
[B] Sure thing Hera, doesn't bother me at all, specially when i feel a 'link'....lol link like legend of Zelda

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Thank you so much, NoRain!!

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Notice tha is Diamonds and hearts, i am guessing this guy is of a similar coluring to yours, and if not, then don't worry, he wants to entertains you on the vacation but in the long term, he is just as ambitious and fiery as you (fiery in a good 'love of life' way not temper way)

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and you yourself are an honest and trustworthy women if anything this show that in the now, you want to play the supportive role for this guy, the card lay with the queen supporting her king from behind! Just make sure he is as honest with you as he could be, no secret lives or anything.

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you are both really going to think of making this formal, as you are tied to each other emotionally, and the queen of hearts is maternal, she always wants to settle, and is emotional mature for doing so.

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and finally the club column of the even more far future (remember the furthers that playing cards look at, is one year)

for me personally the ten of clubs, is a card of travelling and a happy 'airy fairy' kind of card, while the 6 of clubs is talking about travelling, changing soil, you are relocating??? or honeymoon or an equivalent of sorts?? you are changing places or at least going to go on a vacation and have a lot of fun together!!

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i really like this king of hearts of yours and it's looking good is all what i'm going to say for now

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Aww! Thank you! I hope it will work out nicely and that we'd have a good time together.

posted October 04, 2013 03:46 PM            

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Originally posted by NoRainNoRainbows:

btw...one more question if you don't mind....i know you get a lot of requests!! but something about my fateful day, i got into a car when i finally got rid of that 'best friend ever'<---sarcasim....as she was
'hogging' me that day, till her boyfriend surprised her by being in town, she was so happy when i fought with someone on the phone over rent they never refunded as i never used, and got upset when the guy sent me a message asking to hang out, then got happy when the phone problems happened....anyway a voice came out that day that lasted for one whole year, and even took me to a place he was hanging in 4 month later....i wanted to shave as i was self concious and wearing a dress, just in case i missed a spot, and stuff at home happened to that contributed to that horrible day (i lived with soemone i won't even call a sibbling anymore, who has inferiority complex due to his lack of acheivments...anyway along with other people coming that i want to know nothing about me........ANYWAY was there any indication that day, who that 'voice' was ...was it my end or his, or past life trying to correct things,...and failing once again, in the chart of that day?....oh in my synastry with the guy his pluto conjunct my mars almost exact, so i know it wasn't good in the long term, but i thought for that 'moment' he was the one....u know living in the now...can u believe that is the girl that had the cheek to give me the power of now book after she did all that?!?! ugh bleh be over with already bad memories!! from past)

okay thank you for your help to and hope things do go well with he who is beyond the other shore

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posted October 05, 2013 03:18 AM            

but you just opened my eyes to something, and i thank you big time for that, i woke up feeling great this morning because of it....she did feel threatened by me. coming to think about it, she was a bit intrigued when we first crossed path, and always not knowing what to do around me....so to her she was trying to show how she can 'be above' even people 'like me'...as egotistical as it sounds, and i know it isn't people's fault or acheivement which class or family they are born into....but people like her have no class at all....so this eye opening fact has just changed everything. i was naive, but she did what she did for a challenge, which is good, i remembered were i am really at again!

now away from that as poor Hera is probably thinking "wth, has this girl lost her mind?!".....let me know how the vacation thing goes, i'm excited for you, but yes it sucks those employers of yours. you want to scream at them, but know that you always need to be polite and come very formally to them, as still need them for work and vacation things to go according to plan!!

keeping my fingers crossed for you!! and thanks a million again!!