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Topic: I feel like i am losing my mind.
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coolingembers
Knowflake Posts: 132
From: California
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted December 12, 2013 11:22 PM
  
Just as everyone else, I have had my fair share of curve balls and issues in life. Everyone does. But currently, I feel like this curveball might beat me .I have always prided myself in being strong, independent, and stubborn. Health issues have caused my body to rebel. Hormones everywhere. I have gone from prideful to weak. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I've been fighting it so much but these past few weeks are ENOUGH. Sorry for the rant, I just want to know if anyone can give me some damn advice. I don't know what to do. Its affecting school, relationships, family. I can't take much more. I am requesting a reading, of any sort. Just any advice or overview of the coming weeks. Hell, I'll even take non astrology related advice at this point. I look up to a lot of you ladies and you have much more life experience than me.
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Twirl
Knowflake Posts: 2765
From: Europe
Registered: Mar 2013
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posted December 13, 2013 02:14 AM
Aww 
Are you taking those pills the doctor described? IP: Logged |
coolingembers
Knowflake Posts: 132
From: California
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted December 13, 2013 02:20 AM
No. I am trying to detox from that horrid birth control. Anti depressants are just more hormones. The only thing that keeps me going is looking back to two weeks ago... I wasn't even leaving my bed and just having nasty crying fits. Now I at least leave my bed and go do things I have to. My grades still dropped drastically... Straight a's to b's and c's. Doctors refuse to connect the pill to anxiety/depression, so they throw pills at you :P. But why take those pills when you know they can give you the same problem ? Logically I see I'm improving. I know it was the birth control...especially since I'm having physical symptoms now. But I still feel crazy! And my cancer man is about to be a cancer ex if he doesn't step it up. He keeps pulling away right about the time I need him..ouch..especially for someone whose never 'needed' someone...double ouch.. I swear, this is going to kill me. I tend to rant on this forum now don't I :P . I assure you, before this, I was the most stable, emotionally centered rock on the planet :c IP: Logged |
Twirl
Knowflake Posts: 2765
From: Europe
Registered: Mar 2013
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posted December 13, 2013 02:37 AM
No, I'm sure this is health-hormone related.
But maybe some pills for calming them & then detox from those pills later may do you some more good instead of climbing up the walls? Did they check your blood & hormonelevels? By the way, from a Chinese Medicine point of view anxiety is related to kidney energy (base energy - element of water). Hormones belong to this area. As do anxiety & fear when it's unbalanced. So the pill actually could have rocked that balance (possibly delicate already). I have no more tips in how tto adjust that, but perhaps an ayurvedic and/or chinese medicine/acupuncturist may be of help?
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coolingembers
Knowflake Posts: 132
From: California
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted December 13, 2013 02:42 AM
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Originally posted by Twirl:
No, I'm sure this is health-hormone related.
But maybe some pills for calming them & then detox from those pills later may do you some more good instead of climbing up the walls? Did they check your blood & hormonelevels?
Honestly ive stocked up on a lot of vitamins, started drinking water, and use xanax when needed. They only gave me nine xanax pills. I think I'm down to four . That's over the course of three weeks though, I try to use them only when desperate.
As for going on the anti depressants to ease the process, honestly that terrifies me. Because while it could work, it would take weeks. And if i have a negative reaction, I'd be at square one all over again. I dont think i could handle that... This blows , but I can do THIS... I think. I notice mornings are the worse. Around now, at midnight, I feel a lot stronger. I'm hoping that means I'm progressing, because two weeks ago I had to take xanax to sleep. I appreciate you listening to me vent, it helps a lot. My 'support system' vanished. Thank you.
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andstuff
Moderator Posts: 2440
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Registered: Jun 2012
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posted December 13, 2013 02:44 AM
hey heyjust wondering if this is a reading request? should we leave it here so people can pull cards for you? alternatively there is a board on health issues here on LindaLand, do you reckon this thread could go there? shall i move it? love,
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coolingembers
Knowflake Posts: 132
From: California
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted December 13, 2013 02:53 AM
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Originally posted by andstuff:
hey heyjust wondering if this is a reading request? should we leave it here so people can pull cards for you? alternatively there is a board on health issues here on LindaLand, do you reckon this thread could go there? shall i move it? love,
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Sorry! I was debating doing that! But it is inedeed also a reading request, I was just unsure of which board was more appropriate. Move it if you wish (:
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andstuff
Moderator Posts: 2440
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posted December 13, 2013 02:56 AM
If this is a reading request, then it belongs on this board, no problem  Maybe just edit your opening post and specify the kind of reading your want and all is cool IP: Logged |
coolingembers
Knowflake Posts: 132
From: California
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted December 13, 2013 01:28 PM
Okay (:IP: Logged |
jenny415
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posted December 15, 2013 12:36 AM
Hey there beautiful, I went to a show not too long ago and the singer sang this song and it meant so much to me. We all feel like we are going Kray sometimes: this song is really on point and I teared up when I heard it. (Also side note Lissie shares a 11/21 bday with me!!!) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q0lwRFFmXVI&list=PLWOdxHnpx5CTbXAFDeTcj43pLLTNqD5cB IP: Logged |
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