posted December 16, 2013 08:29 PM            

I recently had a reading done, asking about the near future of my love life by danipepper. Basically it was said that this guy was my soulmate. That there'd be a lot of tests and pain but it would work out. Work out enough that I'd have his child.

I found that to be interesting, especially after doing this spread today (The other reading was not today). I do tarot about once a day, and over the past week have got a whole lot of 'death' and 'hermit' . Once again... Death..

BUT I am wondering....if you saw this spread, could death mean a severe change, not necessarily a break up? I fear a breakup, I crave a change. Maybe its me over analyzing? I just notice a very repetitive pattern of negative cards, with positive end result. Death and hermit haunt me

Our relationship is by no means perfect... I have been craving a serious change... But not a breakup. Alas he is still distant... And I am still going crazy.