posted March 20, 2014 01:10 PM            

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Originally posted by MinceyMouse:
I'm going to ask my deck what the message(s) are. I'm not too sure if this will be too detailed though.

The entire deck flew open.

The prominent ones:
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considering how they flew out- I would say there is chaos. Usually my deck is well behaved. Now the X of Swords and IV of Pents, together represent burnout... or at least in the long term. What you are doing right now is unsustainable.

This would lead to the empress, reversed. This is a call for balance in your life. there is a current lack of concentration and indecision/anxiety which should NOT be there.

I'm going to shuffle again-

(IX of Swords) depression and insecurity.
(Page of Wands, rev) sexual blockage.
(The Star) imbalance.

(The Devil) a release of suppressed urges, hedonism.
(VII of Pents, rev) separation between spirit and matter.
(V of Pents, rev) hard times.

It just seems like the balance between work-life needs to be there or you'll not be in a good place mentally. My suggestion (as the decks), is go get back out there and if needed, get a fvck buddy. You need it, it seems. That should help with your general well being.

Let me know if this resonates.

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Wow...this whole thing resonates so deeply it almost scared me in reading it, considering the message.

It really hit me this morning just what a pressure cooker my whole life is right at the moment; and how I may not be helping it along with my propensity for turning completely inward when things ramp up (rather than talking about it with anyone in my life) and my blinders-on "shoulder to the grindstone" mentality (even though it's how I'm hard-wired).

Thanks a lot Mincey. Between your read and LP's, I promise I got the message and the advice.