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posted April 09, 2014 08:45 AM            

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You around?

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posted April 09, 2014 08:47 AM            

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yep, sup?

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posted April 09, 2014 08:51 AM            

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Exchange?

My q- I'm finally going to go out on Friday- can you see how it will go?

Yours?

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posted April 09, 2014 08:57 AM            

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Five of wands, seems like it will raise some anxiety in you but not because of fear/straightforward insecurity, more like you being defensive will create some tension. Try to see things as they are (whatever it may entails) instead of second-guessing everything. Don't put too much emphasis on 'has to go this way or it's bust', just try to keep calm and go ahead enjoy it as it comes. Be present.

I'm feeling a bit mellow/sad today, so I have no concrete question. Is anyone I know thinking of me/missing me?

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posted April 09, 2014 09:03 AM            

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(1) IX of Wands: You stand out from the crowd.
(2) II of Wands: Passion is coming your way, don't be disheartened.
(3) The Empress: Always a good sign as you're respected by the people around you.
(4) Wheel of Fortune, rx: Things will get worse before getting better. If you are feeling down, brace yourself.
(5) Queen of Pentacles: money, happiness and materials.

Only one reversed means that this moment is fleeting. Don't feel so down, because right now you are loved. Loved and respected by the people around you and you should embrace that.

(6) Strenght: this is the clarifying card- close the door, move on from the things which are annoying you as they only bring in sadness. Be selfish now and do what is best for you.

I will be meeting only one person I know and the rest will be total strangers- how will the person I know think of me then? and the strangers?

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posted April 09, 2014 09:07 AM            

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Yeah I know, career wise things are looking pretty amazing. I don't know why I'm so down. I thought maybe it's someone else's thought.
Maybe I just miss having a place to lean on.

The five of wands makes sense then, since your anxiety came out maybe from the strangers.

Got the strength as per your query- the person will think you're fine and understands you, the person will probably even adore you.

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posted April 09, 2014 09:13 AM            

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Yay re:adoration!

Girl, what you need is a night out.

Pergi, makan mie dan baso. Bicara2 degan orang yg bukan dari internet. Go to the salon when you're free and get your hair done. Pamper yourself!

Atau pergi ke mall dan beli baju2. Do something which makes you happy!

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posted April 09, 2014 09:15 AM            

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I do that everyday kerjaan banyak sosialisasi soalnya
jumat ini gwe girls night out, party sampai pagi seperti biasa.

nothing's wrong with life otherwise, just lonely.

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posted April 09, 2014 09:19 AM            

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I know the feeling, but sometimes we need the bad times to appreciate the good, no? Just realise that there is no real rush to get into anything with anyone- being single has its upsides also. Funny thing is that when you're so comfortable being single, someone will be knocking on your doorstep..

Bicara degan teman dekat? Being lonely isn't the best thing for an idle mind..

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posted April 09, 2014 09:26 AM            

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aku single udah 5 taun
I don't need to have a relationship, cuma susah ketemu orang yg cocok aja, aku ngga mau nikah atau punya anak (nggak kepikiran), cuma perlu tempat bersandar sekali-sekali. Kayaknya si aku ngga minta banyak ya :P

temen deket ada tetapi rata2 memang semua pasti ujungnya blg "tenang aja kamu kuat dan independen, besok juga biasa lagi."

Kadang memang kita nggak bisa menolak perasaan sendiri, aku bersyukur tapi aku juga ga bisa membohongi diri sendiri kalau aku memang ingin rasanya disayang orang.

makanya SH itu cukup berarti untuk aku soalnya nggak pernah ada orang yg bisa bener2 bisa lihat aku yg sebenernya tanpa aku harus ngomong apa-apa. sayangnya dia lebi tua 20+ taunan lol dan dia ga bisa/mau sama aku

it's a bit of a quiet acceptance that maybe this is it. I don't expect anyone to sympathize, since my life is pretty good otherwise (and I worked hard for it). but I can feel sad, cant i?

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posted April 09, 2014 09:34 AM            

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yes, you are entitled to feel that way. You miss the connection. I miss the connection I had with my ex. Aku terlalu sayang sama dia. Orange yg aku bisa degan memang 15+ tahun lebih dari aku. Ada anak yg 5 thn.

Memang susah. Tapinya, a bright side must be seen in all situations. Kerja is going well, and keep at it. Kan kita semua ada issues juga- tapi you keep soldiering on. Who knows, maybe you'll meet someone who sets you on fire.. (in a good way).

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posted April 09, 2014 09:39 AM            

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posted April 10, 2014 02:16 AM            

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Feeling better today?

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posted April 10, 2014 02:20 AM            

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Not much, but I got work to do. you?

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posted April 10, 2014 02:22 AM            

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Awe- just woke up. Need to study and forage for food.

Look at the bright side- tomorrow will be a girl's night

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posted April 10, 2014 02:24 AM            

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yeah hopefully I'll have fun good luck w/ ur study!

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