posted April 11, 2014 11:06 AM            

I'm in deep need of some clarity. If any of you could please read this situation for me, I'd be incredibly thankful... I can read for you in exchange aswell, if you need it.

Basically, I'd like to know why did P. have the attitude/behaviour that he did towards me today. I just don't know what to think anymore. It's not like this hasn't happened before to a certain extent, or in similar type situations, but today... Today it really hurt me. I had never cried for him and/or this situation before... When I arrived home, I only felt like crying. I still am. I don't understand why or how did I let him affect me this much, but crying is the only thing I feel like doing right now. I'm just so sad over this. I have only cried for people who I've really cared about and let inside my heart... I guess this has passed the point of "just a simple attraction" now.

I did try to detach myself from this just recently, as I was fed up with all of this "going round in circles" thing... So yes, I distanced myself from him for some time but somehow we reconnected again and I let myself go. I guess I gave this another chance... Perhaps I was wrong.

posted April 11, 2014 11:21 AM            

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Originally posted by MinceyMouse:
Just give me a few mins

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posted April 11, 2014 11:31 AM            

(1) Ace of Cups: Intuition, love. Your position.
(2) The Moon: Sadness, and what is hidden.
(3) King of Wands: Forceful, a warrior fighting.

Clarifying card: The High Priestess. - silence and coldness.

Attitude is due to a fight- maybe with a friend (I don't see work cards here). You love him- it shows in card (1) and you need to get rid of the pedestal you put him on. I would say he's being a bit manipulative right now, as (3) and The high priestess came out. He thinks he's a puppet master at this point.. careful.

I dislike seeing the moon card- mainly because it's a destruction of everything you know and everything that is safe.

[my opinion] Should you hold your breath? I know I wouldn't. A relationship with anyone should complete you, not put you in such a fragile state.

What does he feel for you?

(1) V of Cups, reversed: bitterness in his mind.
(2) The Emperor: power over you.
(3) X of Pentacles: affluence.

I really don't like seeing the emperor here- the way I interpret that is that he knows he can control you. He's bitter about you- either a fight he had with a friend, or maybe with you? All in all- he thinks you enrich his life, in a material sense for now.

posted April 11, 2014 12:17 PM            

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Originally posted by MinceyMouse:
Attitude is due to a fight- maybe with a friend (I don't see work cards here).

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Hum, okay... I'm not sure though, only in the sense that I don't understand how a fight with someone would make him have that sort of attitude towards me. Could it be that perhaps he's in a "fighting spirit" towards me? Although that wasn't exactly what happened, but he could be feeling that way inside. He basically acted like he was ignoring me when I firstly saw him in the morning, after the really great bonding that we'd shared this week. It was very sudden and I couldn't understand why. Of course, I felt hurt with the way he was acting and I put up a wall... I didn't even try to make any other sort of contact with him. I even avoided looking at him, to be honest. I think he noticed this though and only then he started to talk to me, trying to make conversations, who knows what he wanted... I wasn't making any efforts to keep it going, though.

You're right. I shouldn't let someone play me like this. Specially someone who mainly brings disappointment to my life... I took a stand last time to let this go and I let myself get this attached again. ****!!! Silly me, really...

Yes, the bitterness fits... I feel it too, towards him. Only on my side is because of the frustration of all this leading to nothing. Well, nothing but disappointment. Maybe he feels it too, I don't know. It wouldn't surprise me that he thinks he can control me, as basically he is the one to decide when it's going to be a "good day" for us. I really hate to say this, but it's the truth... That I need to change, I know.

Thank you so much again for having a look at this, I know it's probably not an easy situation to tune into... There's a lot of confusion/emotions involved in this and I'm feeling particularly overwhelmed right now, as you know.

If you could answer these two questions for me, please:

1. What does he think of me? As a person, I mean... I'm just curious and would like to understand how he sees me, perhaps that will help me understand how his mind works, in a way.

2. What is the outcome that he desires out of this connection? That's another thing I can't fully understand.

posted April 11, 2014 12:38 PM            

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(1) Ace of Wands, reversed: blockages and physically violent (?!?!?!??!?!?! I'm worried now..)
(2) VII of Pentacles, reversed: laziness, depression, failure.
(3) IX of Pentacles, reversed: economic crisis.

Considering I look at energy happening now, as a person, I don't see him thinking highly about you. All the cards are reversed. I think he sees you as a piggy bank right now- as a fallback option when his money runs low. You're gullible according to him (card 1 has a mike on it; he speaks, you listen type of thing.. never the reversed). Again, it's a manipulative energy.

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(1) The Empress: material wealth, pleasure and comfort.
(2) X of Cups: Peace of mind.
(3) Queen of Pentacles, reversed: obsession with material security.

He wants the lifestyle you live. He wants the money, luxury and material stability. Something tells me he's not very well off and is looking to leach on someone. Even though (1) is usually a good omen, I can't help but look at the negative connotations to this.

Hope this helps, talk to a friend or go for a walk to calm you down. That usually helps me.

posted April 11, 2014 12:54 PM            

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Originally posted by MinceyMouse:
Hey Admi, don't worry about reading me. When I need one, I'll let you know

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