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Topic: Saturn square Pluto
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smokeybeverly
Newflake Posts: 16
From: denpasar, Bali, Indonesia
Registered: Feb 2014
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posted April 14, 2014 08:13 AM
  
I know this aspect is generational,
but i kinda feel that this aspect affect strongly in my life, as both Saturn and Pluto are aspecting to my Sun.In term of transformation, Saturn here did give the delay effect. i find out that any chance for me to transform myself often delayed due to outside problem, or inside turbulence upon my emotion. Oftenly i just ignore the transformation, until the condition itself force me to change, Like when you don't want to learn to swim, even ignore to touch the water, until suddenly somebody just push me to the pool, force me between life and death so that i want to learn to swim. i am very stubborn, i realize the transformation is needed, it's nescesary, but my ego just too big, i won't accept that i have to surrender to the conditioning, and be a whole new person, i just hate it. A lot of people had facing their demon and grow, while i'm stuck here, always wearing my mask, but beneath is a dark empty room.. sun in aquarius 8th house
saturn in aquarius 8th house (sun conj saturn)
pluto in scorp 5th house (square to sun and saturn) if you have any experience in term of this saturn-pluto thing, i would be appreciate if u want to share..
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smokeybeverly
Newflake Posts: 16
From: denpasar, Bali, Indonesia
Registered: Feb 2014
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posted April 14, 2014 10:15 AM
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starlitroad
Knowflake Posts: 59
From: romania,botosani
Registered: Feb 2014
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posted April 18, 2014 02:17 PM
Hello there! I want to share with you ^^ I have saturn in aquarius in 1st house squaring pluto in scorpio in 10th house. It is ugly!! Indeed, but I read somewhere that "we" are the kind of people who will go thorugh fire and steel until we have the stregth of diamonds. I know..sweet words meant to sugar-coat the desperation and desolation coming with this aspect. I don't know abb you...but depression is almost always here..I cannot trully feel free and happy..I am constantly worring that things will go wrong, and they do! I do not know how it affects your core/sun, maybe restraint,uhm slow development in interested areas...I have sun opposite pluto, which again..dark dark, low,low buff.
What can I tell you? Just hang in there..like we all try to do, you know what, TRUST me on this, it is so truee, you don't even know...when being strong is your last option, you became strong! please. I know it's a stollen quote, but I did that,eventually..just find that strength in you, don;t be afraid, just think.. ok this will happened, I cannot help it...so what?? I am going through this, I don't care..I will start again FROM SCRATCH,. hell..I am strong! I will do it. I did it. I know it sounds easy ...but you have to try it!! I don't do it every day..but when there is a danger, a life -threatening event. guess who is the strongest person in the room? who is the pillar? Me. Because I defy the misery,the unhappiness,the loneliness, through life-tests. I cannot say I mastered saturn-pluto..oh..noo!not even a quarter..I am still learning, but one thing I know I will never give up. You are the same. No matter where the struggle lies, in what area, the battle is the same. Fight^^
Here is a link for saturn sq pluto, I can find myself here http://astrofix.net/2011/05/16/saturnpluto-aspects/#.U1FnW1V_s40
I hope it did not sound too "motivational-wannabe" I just got enthusiastic, because I know people with this aspect are rare, and they underestimate their strenght!
You are special, a special kind of warrior:)
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