posted May 06, 2014 01:05 AM            

But I have been creeping on some of the threads here and if you're still around just wanted to check in and see how everything is with you? And if anything ever developed with that guy who works in the legal system (I can't remember the exact details, sorry) Also I noticed you posted your chart a while back. Honestly I'm more confident reading charts/transits than tarot right now so if you'd still be interested at all I'd be more than willing to look at it.

posted May 06, 2014 01:22 AM            

I can't post my charting on my phone but I can give you my info I was born September 5th 1978 at 8:36 p.m. In Winfield Illinois

and let's talk about love life a long term partner coming and anything about him.

.... forget about the questions below
TY!

great thank you you can tell me anything about a new job coming up and when that would be great

I had an interview today at the Diabetes Association and they want me to also apply for another position that opened up do you think I'll get either of those, the original position or this new one?

also I had an interview with OB GYN you think I would get that

QUOTE]Originally posted by FireMoon:
[b]Hey I just wanted to say I believe I still owe you a reading from a long while ago... I haven't been posting in the PR section much lately because I haven't felt my energy has been clear enough to offer objective readings to others, it's been a challenging time emotionally and I didn't want that to taint any of my interpretations

But I have been creeping on some of the threads here and if you're still around just wanted to check in and see how everything is with you? And if anything ever developed with that guy who works in the legal system (I can't remember the exact details, sorry) Also I noticed you posted your chart a while back. Honestly I'm more confident reading charts/transits than tarot right now so if you'd still be interested at all I'd be more than willing to look at it.

Emailing works too if you'd prefer... [/QUOTE]

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posted May 06, 2014 01:31 AM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
and let's talk about love life a long term partner coming and anything about him.

.... forget about the questions below
TY!

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Ok thanks I'll pull up your chart and be back with that reading soon... And I'm sorry to hear about your ex.

Also before you edited I pulled 2 cards for each of the possible jobs (again I'm not feeling especially clear with tarot right now so take it with a grain of salt) but the first one seemed like a no with some disappointment involved.. However the second position they want you to apply for seems a lot more promising, like you'll catch the break you've been waiting for and won't have to worry so much about presenting yourself a certain way for approval.

The OBGYN position seems like you might've seen it as somewhat ideal, but if you get this second position things won't go much further with it.

posted May 06, 2014 02:14 AM            

You have Moon conjunct Venus so your beauty and charm aren't just external, it's internal and will never fade. You probably have positive friendships with women, but with Uranus in 7th and Pluto-Mars conjunct your Dsc there could be issues with intense power struggles and unpredictability in your love life. Ruler of your 5th is your Virgo sun in 6th, so there might be a strong expectation of "service" in your relationships, you might find yourself being overly accommodating only to end up feeling taken advantage of later. Venus square Jupiter-you could feel like looks are highly important but doubt whether others genuinely appreciate you. Also with Chiron in 1st (I have this too) there are self esteem issues to overcome, but you understand pain in ways others don't which can make you an excellent healer

Sooo that's just what stands out first about your chart in general... I also remember some of what you were saying in the older thread, so if you want me to elaborate on any of the natal aspects just let me know. Now for your transits:

tSaturn has been in your 7th house of partnerships for a lonnng time bringing all sorts of trials, frustrations, and delays. Unfortunately there's still another year or so before Saturn moves into Sag, but at least it turns direct July 20th, and will be on its way out of your 7th for good after that. tJupiter is also direct now and will enter Leo- your Jupiter return on July 16th. So honestly I'd say there will be changes for the better towards the end of the summer so hang in there until then

The Pluto-Uranus square is/will be hitting all your Libra planets including your Asc and Dsc so be prepared. This may be a "test" of sorts as to how well you understand your Mars-Pluto aspect (I have this as well, the opposition) there's nothing superficial about Pluto though, so I don't expect the relationships you form during this time will be fleeting or shallow. Uranus crossing over your Asc will probably feel "liberating" in a major way and you could want to change something about your appearance or the way you present yourself to others dramatically

Ok, so now for what kind of person would be best for you... You have Pisces SN in 12th, I can see why you're such an amazing psychic!So I think you need someone who understands how deeply empathetic and caring you are, maybe someone with Aries or Taurus planets in your 1st house who will appreciate you as an individual and offset all your 7th house emphasis. I would say Leo planets in your 5th, but I don't think it should be someone overly egotistical. You have Jupiter in 4th so you know how to create a positive home environment and need someone who can share that with you...

Sorry for rambling, I know this is long and isn't very well organized lol but if you have any questions or want me to explain anything more in depth just let me know

posted May 06, 2014 02:27 AM            

so when will the Saturn be out of my 7 house for good?

is the Pluto transit hitting or when will it be hitting?

I feel like Pluto have been hitting or at least its been in my solar charge for like the past year..... the changes that I has been deaths literally deaths.

posted May 06, 2014 02:48 AM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
this is great thanks!!

so when will the Saturn be out of my 7 house for good?

is the Pluto transit hitting or when will it be hitting?

I feel like Pluto have been hitting or at least its been in my solar charge for like the past year..... the changes that I has been deaths literally deaths.

does it also say anything about me having kids , when, or how many, or me getting married? once more than once?

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I looked into the transits more and Saturn leaves your 7th officially mid November 2014...

Yes tPluto is within orb of your natal Pluto-Dsc, but honestly these transits are only just beginning I won't sugar coat it since what tPluto-Dsc has brought me is violence and dangers I'd never imagined I'd be facing.

But pluto is all about "transformations" and it's not an overnight process. It will last for years and the results really depend on how we understand the "power dynamics" taking place.

posted May 06, 2014 03:07 AM            

so It won't start until 2023 is that correct? Like what kind of violence in danger?

what could I expect from it?

does it say anything about my marriage partner..... and if you have the time fabulous great please do look at my timing

posted May 06, 2014 03:23 AM            

You mentioned literal deaths which seems like a manifestation of Pluto.. But again I don't want to be overly fatalistic it could be any number of things... Also sorry for being unclear, it's already started and won't end until around 2023

posted May 06, 2014 03:28 AM            

it seems to me that people who are into New Age seem to feel it the most and have the most experience is it has experiences are usually negative.

but if I look at my friends who are my age that means they must have gone through some bad transit or bad solar return but yet they're fine and it always been fine

so I wonder if because we know the information and it says its supposed to be bad that that things attract us. honestly not one of my friends that one of my peers have gone through so many hardships in trials and tribulations as I have. I've been in abusive relationships so how can Pluto come back and bring me more abusive relationships.

posted May 06, 2014 03:37 AM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
does everybody go through these transits like Saturn in the 7th house or plute it on descendant?

it seems to me that people who are into New Age seem to feel it the most and have the most experience is it has experiences are usually negative.

but if I look at my friends who are my age that means they must have gone through some bad transit or bad solar return but yet they're fine and it always been fine

so I wonder if because we know the information and it says its supposed to be bad that that things attract us. honestly not one of my friends that one of my peers have gone through so many hardships in trials and tribulations as I have. I've been in abusive relationships so how can Pluto come back and bring me more abusive relationships.

this is a f****** ****** life. I got handed a ****** lot in life

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Everyone goes through bad transits, but I think being aware of them is a blessing not a curse

And no really, the thing is, you already have natal Pluto conjunct Dsc... meaning abusive relationships have probably been a lifelong theme for you (starting with your family life?) But you're an amazing empath and are extremely self-aware... And pluto forces us to face a metaphorical "death" so that we can be reborn like the phoenix from the ashes... You've already faced many of these challenges, so honestly these transits could be what sets in motion the real "rewards" for you. As in, meeting your "soulmate", husband, etc.

posted May 06, 2014 09:58 PM            

my mother was extremely abusive to us kids more so to my brothers and sisters than me but I had a different personality where she probably thought I would turn her in!

I've never been physically abused by men but they use me a lot and my ex the one that I've always asked about the lawyer and he was mentally and psychological and spiritually abusive

..... I do have a question about that specifically is he at all in any way : mean, abusive to his wife.... or is she to him?

I believe his first wife was actually the abuser and then with me being so damn nice and naive I feel like he almost revenged with me and was abusing me to get his power back

QUOTE]Originally posted by FireMoon:

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Originally posted by cherful24:
[b]does everybody go through these transits like Saturn in the 7th house or plute it on descendant?

it seems to me that people who are into New Age seem to feel it the most and have the most experience is it has experiences are usually negative.

but if I look at my friends who are my age that means they must have gone through some bad transit or bad solar return but yet they're fine and it always been fine

so I wonder if because we know the information and it says its supposed to be bad that that things attract us. honestly not one of my friends that one of my peers have gone through so many hardships in trials and tribulations as I have. I've been in abusive relationships so how can Pluto come back and bring me more abusive relationships.

this is a f****** ****** life. I got handed a ****** lot in life

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Everyone goes through bad transits, but I think being aware of them is a blessing not a curse

And no really, the thing is, you already have natal Pluto conjunct Dsc... meaning abusive relationships have probably been a lifelong theme for you (starting with your family life?) But you're an amazing empath and are extremely self-aware... And pluto forces us to face a metaphorical "death" so that we can be reborn like the phoenix from the ashes... You've already faced many of these challenges, so honestly these transits could be what sets in motion the real "rewards" for you. As in, meeting your "soulmate", husband, etc.

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posted May 07, 2014 12:56 AM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
god I hope these transits set off a reward for me!!

my mother was extremely abusive to us kids more so to my brothers and sisters than me but I had a different personality where she probably thought I would turn her in!

I've never been physically abused by men but they use me a lot and my ex the one that I've always asked about the lawyer and he was mentally and psychological and spiritually abusive

..... I do have a question about that specifically is he at all in any way : mean, abusive to his wife.... or is she to him?

I believe his first wife was actually the abuser and then with me being so damn nice and naive I feel like he almost revenged with me and was abusing me to get his power back

QUOTE]Originally posted by FireMoon:
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posted May 07, 2014 01:14 AM            

I do think he has had an "epiphany" of some kind and realized he needed to change the way he was acting in a major way. Seems like it's a step down from when he felt ultra-powerful being the abuser, but he is learning that there needs to be cooperation and teamwork... That he has to listen more and demand less. This may or may not be willingly on his part but I do think he's learning.

How she treats him: Death-8 of wands

I didn't quite know what to make of this... There's obviously a common theme with the 8's being about working with/transcending limitations, and I guess I'd say with 8 of wands she is "speeding up" these deep transformations within him (death). Seems kind of ominous though, sorry this is vague I just didn't know exactly what to think of it

Why he treated you the way he did: The Star rx-7 of Swords

posted May 07, 2014 01:18 AM            

I did not know about her he was still fresh from his divorce but he knew this girl from growing up

I don't know if he had any genuine feelings for me he said he loved me but again I have no idea why he brought me into the picture if he was with this girl.

I tried to be there for him and help him he told me he was having a breakdown he told me he was buying his way out of a DUI and I spent my time and energy with him and this was after he was married and I kept it strictly platonic even though he tried other wise.

what does he think of me

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Originally posted by FireMoon:
Ok for how he treats her I pulled: Judgment-8 of pentacles

I do think he has had an "epiphany" of some kind and realized he needed to change the way he was acting in a major way. Seems like it's a step down from when he felt ultra-powerful being the abuser, but he is learning that there needs to be cooperation and teamwork... That he has to listen more and demand less. This may or may not be willingly on his part but I do think he's learning.

How she treats him: Death-8 of wands

I didn't quite know what to make of this... There's obviously a common theme with the 8's being about working with/transcending limitations, and I guess I'd say with 8 of wands she is "speeding up" these deep transformations within him (death). Seems kind of ominous though, sorry this is vague I just didn't know exactly what to think of it

Why he treated you the way he did: The Star rx-7 of Swords

I think you're right he was deeply unhappy and pessimistic at the time for reasons that probably had nothing to do with you. But he might have been "sneaky" and didn't want to reveal his genuine feelings or motives with you. Was he being deceptive with you or others at the time as in outright lying about things?

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posted May 07, 2014 01:19 AM            

but if not if that's not what he thinks and that's okay I just wanna know

does it look like he thinks wow I can't believe that I did Brenda that way.... or perhaps is he thinking maybe he should apologize or even explain the situation to me. doesn't even look like he thinks he treated me wrong does he believe he did I would love an apology from him

my other issue but I'm trying to work on is that I feel like why I took his abuse and tried to help him become better this girl is reaping the rewards of a better him

I don't want her to go to any abusive either I don't think she is to be honest she seems like a *****

but I also don't want to be left behind are gone and forgotten what I thought I was making a huge impact on bettering him...... and it kinda hurts to see perhaps she is going to get the credit for it

posted May 07, 2014 01:28 AM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
yes he was deceptive because she was always in the picture I literally have been walking into his life.

I did not know about her he was still fresh from his divorce but he knew this girl from growing up

I don't know if he had any genuine feelings for me he said he loved me but again I have no idea why he brought me into the picture if he was with this girl.

I tried to be there for him and help him he told me he was having a breakdown he told me he was buying his way out of a DUI and I spent my time and energy with him and this was after he was married and I kept it strictly platonic even though he tried other wise.

what does he think of me

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Ugh I'm sorry, some people think they are so entitled... I always cringe when I see 7 of swords because it automatically makes me think "cheating" and lies..

What he thinks of you: 10 of Pents-The High Priestess- Sun rx

posted May 07, 2014 01:34 AM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
I would hope I would be in his mind of someone who helped him or someone important to him at least at one time

but if not if that's not what he thinks and that's okay I just wanna know

does it look like he thinks wow I can't believe that I did Brenda that way.... or perhaps is he thinking maybe he should apologize or even explain the situation to me. doesn't even look like he thinks he treated me wrong does he believe he did I would love an apology from him

my other issue but I'm trying to work on is that I feel like why I took his abuse and tried to help him become better this girl is reaping the rewards of a better him

I don't want her to go to any abusive either I don't think she is to be honest she seems like a *****

but I also don't want to be left behind are gone and forgotten what I thought I was making a huge impact on bettering him...... and it kinda hurts to see perhaps she is going to get the credit for it

..... can you look into this and tell me what you see

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Sorry I didn't see this at first... But from the above cards I think yes he has regrets... I pulled a few more that re-affirm this even more (5 of cups rx-10 of swords-5 of swords) he knows he's hurt you deeply and is fully aware of the damage he's caused. I think it bothers him very much still

posted May 07, 2014 01:36 AM            

I also believe he had genuine feelings and also believe he would have left her and even after he got married I swer he was going to leave her by the way he was talking and boom she got pregnant it so he stayed and I got so ****** off from everything I f****** been thru with him. I wrote her and told her his behavior I didn't know she was pregnant at the time.... his friends were involved at this point and they didn't know or just didn't tell me she was.

so I hope he realize how badly he hurt me. and even if he doesn't regret his decision of not leaving her I just hope he can't even think of my name because it pains him!

thank you for your insights!!

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Originally posted by FireMoon:
Ugh I'm sorry, some people think they are so entitled... I always cringe when I see 7 of swords because it automatically makes me think "cheating" and lies..

What he thinks of you: 10 of Pents-The High Priestess- Sun rx

Umm well I'd say he did actually have some very deep and genuine feelings for you, but is hiding them (sun rx). He might have really secretly wanted to leave this girl to plan a long term future with you, but felt unable to due to his circumstances and general unhappiness at the time. I'm not just saying this to make you feel better, that is really what I'm getting from the cards... A lot that went unspoken, but the connection was definitely there and real on an intuitive level

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posted May 07, 2014 01:47 AM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
I know this is mean but I hope he's unhappy with her and I hope he has an unhappy life.

I also believe he had genuine feelings and also believe he would have left her and even after he got married I swer he was going to leave her by the way he was talking and boom she got pregnant it so he stayed and I got so ****** off from everything I f****** been thru with him. I wrote her and told her his behavior I didn't know she was pregnant at the time.... his friends were involved at this point and they didn't know or just didn't tell me she was.

so I hope he realize how badly he hurt me. and even if he doesn't regret his decision of not leaving her I just hope he can't even think of my name because it pains him!

thank you for your insights!!

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posted May 07, 2014 01:51 AM            

The one who I had a lot of miscommunication with... We finally managed to get the difficult parts of the conversation out of the way and have now just been making small talk as friends, but I'm just wondering what he's really thinking about me or if he still has feelings?

If you can't do a reading right now no worries though!

posted May 07, 2014 02:29 AM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
Totally!

I'll have to do it earlier in the day because right now my energy won't be good enough

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posted May 07, 2014 01:08 PM            

I cannot get a sense of any romantic inklings. this process is for him to feel ok with what he did not have any guilt, and not even have to think about it anymore. so instead of him saying oh yeah she hates me now I'll be able to say oh yeah we're cool.

it's more about him and less about you to be honest.

I would say yes he did care for you and that's what he wants you to see him in a better picture and it's important for him to have you see him in a better picture.

so you really have the power you can either help him feel good clear out any remorse or bad feelings or guilt by total forgiveness and acceptance of them as a person. ....or if you basically walked away from it right now he will always have a lingering I'm a s******* type of a feeling because you didn't give him that acceptance oh yes I know no he's a good guy he just did that thing the different time in his life.

can I ask another question I just found out I do not get the OBGYN position. can you see why or what I might need to improve on? I still have to hear from another company I applied at diabetes , does it look like I would get that position Or can you tell me anything about a new position coming in for me