posted May 17, 2014 10:01 PM            

... and for whatever the reason I feel whatever needs to be done is something very small and simple.

..... thus the overwhelming feeling I'm getting that he's extremely hesitant, being pushed to he's is almost like corner, so he feels he'll have to do it.

in the end he does it because he knows he should.

posted May 17, 2014 10:04 PM            

Yet I felt like this kicking like a child does....when he finally is just like fine okay I'll do it

posted May 17, 2014 10:04 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
there's a lot of hesitation with this I almost said no... so I'm thinking his first response is what the hell why do I have to do this... and that the cutoff is too soon but there's no excuse being made..... but in the end he ultimately does it but I do so soft feel of something or someone pushing him to complete it

... and for whatever the reason I feel whatever needs to be done is something very small and simple.

..... thus the overwhelming feeling I'm getting that he's extremely hesitant, being pushed to he's is almost like corner, so he feels he'll have to do it.

in the end he does it because he knows he should.

and there lies the big word he knows he should so whatever this is whoever he is he..... knows he should do it, thus, it will ultimately get done.

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It's part of his job. That's why he has to do it. I'm just wondering if I'll have to hear a lecture and if it'll be done by the time the carriage turns into a pumpkin.

posted May 17, 2014 10:06 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
my first impression was a very strong feeling that it will get done but not in the the time outlined.

Yet I felt like this kicking like a child does....when he finally is just like fine okay I'll do it

so again and overwhelming feeling is that he knows he should do it and therefore it gets completed

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To others: insight is requested. Thanks in advance.

posted May 17, 2014 10:09 PM            

I've been without someone more than I have been with someone.... even in terms of friendship I seem to be placed in classes or now work places that are very small and not with not minded people or like the people are just very challenging to get along with.... different culture different Exedra. they're just work friends and not friends friends. I'm not in the same state where I had been so my best friends are elsewhere so this is tough for me.

but most painfully in terms of boyfriends I have a stallion In my 7th house so it's important to me to partner with someone. I'm not the typical 35 year old who's had several long term relationships or who has lived with a boyfriend. mine has been sporadic.

like its not normal I'm behind so to speak. but most importantly I'm lonely and its painful and I don't want to be alone.

so any insight or help or whatever you can see please let me know!

posted May 17, 2014 10:13 PM            

I don't know why he's not happy about doing it especially since you said its for his work but I just see him being unhappy that it has to get done.... the weird thing is is I swe him thinking it was just more work that he have to do like in a complaining nagging way.

... maybe that make sense to you. I don't know why I'm sensing that since it's about his job, so to me obviously some work will need to be completed...idk

but do you update on this and let me know if it was completed by midnight

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Originally posted by LoadedPistil:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by cherful24:
[b]my first impression was a very strong feeling that it will get done but not in the the time outlined.

Yet I felt like this kicking like a child does....when he finally is just like fine okay I'll do it

so again and overwhelming feeling is that he knows he should do it and therefore it gets completed

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To others: insight is requested. Thanks in advance.

[/B][/QUOTE]

posted May 17, 2014 10:34 PM            

Tommy moved to Virginia and is no longer the person on the job.

posted May 17, 2014 11:01 PM            

I will get to your reading when I'm less annoyed. Lemme sip my PowerAde and take a shower.

posted May 17, 2014 11:33 PM            

I got...

Mice + Ring + Letter

Mice + Ring makes perfect sense being depressed and nervousness about relationships. The spread tells me you have not crystallized what kind of man you want. You need to write down what you want from a man and why- every detail about him so you'll know when to recognize it and why the other men were not "it".

Side note: one thing I have come to recognize that I CANNOT and WILL NOT tolerate is gaslighting. Please look it up. When I met a man who did not do this, I came to realize when previous men (and subsequent) were not ready for me.

posted May 17, 2014 11:59 PM            

Make a really deep list. You'll be surprised at what you've been putting up with. It's freeing to know that previous relationships weren't for you and to crystallize the reason.

A wanted a life I didn't want. I have the life I wanted. He has the life he wanted at the time and is now living with regrets. Not me problem. *dusting motion of the hands* Bullet dodged.

E was a selfish anus and he wasn't just selfish with me, he was selfish and conniving to EVERYONE HE MET. First getting to know them to see what he could get from them. This biggest "taker" I ever met.

J missed too many years of his life to move through life at the pace I wanted to and I would've had to stop, not slow down, to meet him not in the middle, but wayyyyyy backwards. He actually stopped this train wreck because it hurt his ego. THEN told others a different story. See ego.

I don't have a "the one who got away". There is ONE guy who just isn't ready for me yet. And don't think that list is gonna only be about them. There's some things about me I won't tolerate in relationships, too, and I've brought them up and in the open as a conversation of "how I will f*** up".