posted May 19, 2014 10:44 PM            

Im in a place where i have to make a decision with my schooling. I won't give any more details since i know some dont like a backstory, but i will after you read if you'd like to exchange with me.

posted May 19, 2014 10:48 PM            

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Originally posted by coolingembers:
Definitely

What your question?

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posted May 19, 2014 10:55 PM            

Knight of Wands - Two of Pentacles - Four of Pentacles

Knight of Wands most likely represents CB. Passionate, fiery, quick to act.But he is still just a knight. A slight bit immature, not completely grown into who he is going to be. Two of pentacles. Balance. Trying to keep things afloat, this to me always represents trying two different doors open, two different possibilities, and not wanting to close one or the other. Four of pents. Possessive. Not wanting to let go. I'm getting a feeling he's trying to keep multiple different "projects" going and doesnt quite want to let go of one in particular. On another side note, I just realized i have pulled 2 of Pents and 4 of Pents before. It was with my ex, when he wasn't willing to let go of me. He was trying to make sure i didn't move on, but he wasnt exactly fighting to make me his either. Does that make sense? I decided to pull a final outcome/clarification card for this spread, and got two of cups.It hints at slight obstacles, but has an overlay of "love" in it.

posted May 19, 2014 11:01 PM            

Overall it looks like the cards are ackowledging the start of a new project, leaving your worries behind (6/swords) and the star shows hope
Page of cups in past shows a period of new emotional development or starting a new project as I mentioned above
6/swords in presents affirms that you are leaving your worries and troubles behind you. Your peace of mind will soon be restored and are open to new learning. This is also a good time to review past difficulty with more clarity to ensure the future is better
Star in outcome is very positive - follow your intuition and inner wisdom and it also shows a desired response/result is on the way!

posted May 19, 2014 11:03 PM            

I can either stay, which if i stay now I will have to stay here until Fall of 2015 and complete my AA to transfer...

Or i could leave. Now. I could move where my family/friends are, start over (Id lose two semesters), Get a job, live with a roomate, and work/go to school.

posted May 19, 2014 11:08 PM            

And the not wanting to let go is SOOOO him. He does this constantly. Doesn't want to show me that he's making an effort to keep me until my hand is literally on his door knob, about to walk out

I feel like This is a hopeful spread though. I am happy with these cards. We have improvement to do but I think that it's showing it's not impossible or time to throw in the towel.

posted May 19, 2014 11:11 PM            

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Originally posted by coolingembers:
Hmmm. I am currently suck at a college where I am isolated from my loved ones. Its not a very good college, and I am not "happy" here.

I can either stay, which if i stay now I will have to stay here until Fall of 2015 and complete my AA to transfer...

Or i could leave. Now. I could move where my family/friends are, start over (Id lose two semesters), Get a job, live with a roomate, and work/go to school.

So many pro's con's. Not really sure whether to stay ... or go. So yes, it did resonate, thank you. I just dont know which one to pick yet.

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