posted May 21, 2014 09:50 PM            

It has been almost a year since I worked and if it were not for my parents' financial support, I'd probably be without a place to live. (I'm thousands of kilometres away from them, by the way.) My sleep schedule hasn't been regular in 10 months, but it has been especially difficult for me to sleep soundly in the past few months. Perhaps it's because I moved out of my bachelor apartment into a 3-bedroom apartment with 2 other people -- one of whom is an awful energy to be around -- or that my parents are pressuring me to get a job. Either way, I feel like my anti-depressants aren't of much help to me anymore and that the depression is going to get bad again.

Transiting Saturn (19°10r Scorpio) will be conjunct my natal Moon (25°32 Scorpio) for quite some time, and when I read about how depression may never fully go away or that it gets worse with age, I seriously question why I should even bother to get past it.

Do the stars have any answers -- is there an end in sight?

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Thanks,

posted May 21, 2014 09:57 PM            

That Uranus has got your baby.

posted May 21, 2014 10:01 PM            

but your sun square pluto seems to be intense love karma and what you value... you need to shed the karma

just feel it and let it pass. once saturn leaves Scorpio you will be fine.

posted May 21, 2014 10:02 PM            

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Originally posted by LoadedPistil:
Saturn is not your problem. Uranus is. See it opposing your MC and squaring you 10th house ruler.

That Uranus has got your baby.

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posted May 21, 2014 10:04 PM            

Truthfully what helped me was sleeping a lot. and I mean a lot I used to be very outdoorsy but for a year and a half probably 2, I spent indoors sleeping. I did not take meds as mine was related to situational depression I had several death and several things end in my life.

and now that I have recovered from that, how I'm trying to get my energy back and get my happiness back....is that I'm listening to music at 432hz and 528hz

posted May 21, 2014 10:08 PM            

I'm surprised you're not here to wallow in misery about relationships.

If anything, pluto transiting your natal Saturn is worse than Saturn transiting your natal pluto. Especially since natal Saturn is in the 1st and ruler of the 2nd house.

Post another chart with that September date and also December 23, 2015. I was just gonna post about this date and the transits for me.

posted May 21, 2014 10:15 PM            

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Originally posted by LoadedPistil:
Saturn is not your problem. Uranus is. See it opposing your MC and squaring you 10th house ruler.

That Uranus has got your baby.

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I think I have to disagree here. His/her problems started in September 2013 when Uranus was at 11 Aries. It's still not on his/her IC yet, so I feel like if it were problems, it would be problems to come, not problems that have already come. However, Idk if it is problematic. Uranus can bring a lot of surprises, but I don't think it's always a bad thing. Plus, Uranus usually doesn't have a lasting impact. It's something that comes and goes. I think that the impact of Saturn and Pluto's transits would be more lasting. Uranus coming onto the IC might take away from the career, but it's possible that it gives his/her core self the jump start it needs to get going again.

posted May 21, 2014 10:22 PM            

@Cherful24: Music at 432hz -- interesting! I'll look into it. Thanks!

@LoadedPistil:

September 9, 2013
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December 23, 2015
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posted May 21, 2014 10:24 PM            

Like he said, PLUTO was conj his natal Saturn. This is not a tSaturn problem. We may have to agree to disagree here and that's fine! I'm sure your advice will be valuable.
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posted May 21, 2014 10:28 PM            

So sorry. Please repost

posted May 21, 2014 10:33 PM            

December 23, 2014
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posted May 21, 2014 10:47 PM            

I can't wait til Christmas either cus all this gravy is gonna be in my 7th!!!!

posted May 22, 2014 08:18 AM            

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Originally posted by LoadedPistil:
Uranus problems don't come and go for somebody with Uranus in 1st.

Like he said, PLUTO was conj his natal Saturn. This is not a tSaturn problem. We may have to agree to disagree here and that's fine! I'm sure your advice will be valuable.

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Almost all of his planets are in the First though. I realize that Uranus can cause problems, but I have trouble as seeing it consistently as a malefic.

posted May 22, 2014 10:39 AM            

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Originally posted by KingofCups:
Almost all of his planets are in the First though. I realize that Uranus can cause problems, but I have trouble as seeing it consistently as a malefic.

I don't think that Pluto was on his nSaturn when he started having trouble though, and even if it was, it was separating. Saturn, on the other hand, was right on his nPluto. I'm not saying that tPluto didn't have anything to do with it, but I feel as though tSaturn definitely had a part, especially in enacting depression. So, I think what it is is that tPluto Conjunct nSaturn started off the bad times, but tSaturn Conjunct nPluto has kept it going.

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Yup. Agree to disagree.

Because I also have a Scorpio moon. Mars retro conjunct natal Saturn caused my relationship problems. Saturn is my 7th house ruler, so since his problems are financial and not with friends, Saturn is off my list in the whodunit.