posted June 13, 2014 08:23 PM            

how will it be received- The Cross- though hard work people will appreciate your effort.

What do I need to do- The House- you have to have a good colabotation and communication with your colleagues.
The house represents good result, successful ending of something.

posted June 13, 2014 08:26 PM            

my question might be a bit difficult If it is that's OK but I was doing really great getting over my ex .... totally long story that I don't even want and muster up the energy to get and do but he's married., he's a double crosser, and I did speak with her about it so she's not like my friend... she hates me. But the last week I got some information about his wife... I don't know why it really bothered me she's trying to find inner peace and I saw a picture of herr and I felt her emotions and i just started crying. she could just be in a bad mood , nothing seriouse but for some reason I'm protective of her even though I look at her like she's an enemy, and she's not, I know better ...he is the one that did wrong. but I don't know why I started longing missing him and yearning for him again.

can you offer some insight of why this connection , on my part, to him is strong ...and her for that matter. what do I need to know in order to heal completely because I need to break this .....other guys are going to pass me by cuz I can't seem to get my grieving over with. and I'm kind of ashamed that my grieving hasn't ended.

posted June 13, 2014 08:35 PM            

I do not see that you should be not involved in the construction or the setup... its not your strong point.... would this be correct?

I think the other person is to run that side of this and you should not have it be a group effort we're there's no one really taking the lead ... just people doing the little bits and pieces because again this is going to cause too much chaos , unanswered questions ... just be bad, it won't be a fun time it will be unpredictable in fact.

... so are you just in the beginning stages of this because I don't see a final show, like I don't see people in the audience??? perhaps that could curtail of this production not being completed.

posted June 13, 2014 10:01 PM            

You are connected to him b/c he is the light of your life and gives you hope. You two had very fruitful times together and shared many beautiful experiences that let you learn how to love and become experienced in romance. I see that he was first of your loves that beared the light in a time of darkness when you were going through some major problems and getting over some bad boyfriends. You two were stable secured and he made you feel extremely powerful in the physical world and you garnered respect and envy from your relationship with him because during that time you were really into your looks, your work, your luxury. Even now the bond you have with him has not left. It is based over loyalty and security. Is this right?

You have mistrust of her and she acts in a way that is hard to decipher even though your intuition with her is very strong but extremely hazy. You have dreams and unconscious emotions coming to surface, very often symbolic and impractical, bothering you. She makes u feel highly vulnerable, insecure, and is meet with uneasiness.

posted June 13, 2014 10:10 PM            

... so even though he used me I can't f****** get over him completely and I feel ashamed because of that

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Originally posted by cherful24:
yeah I say that's true I have more dreams about him though but they haven't resurface until lately.

love hurts I guess!

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posted June 13, 2014 10:17 PM            

cherful,
The reason you have attachment to this woman (I want to only focus on her, because this struck out to me) because I see something like your shadow overlaying hers inside your mind. I think, this is because you felt her- or you felt sometimes you are her, if it makes sense. Maybe more like you were putting yourself in her shoes and the resonation overwhelms you.

But this is temporary. Also, I feel you will get over him in one and a half months. This is a temporary set back.

Why the sudden remembrance- distraction. I am not sure but I had a feeling you recently just got some kind of change in your life, on personal level- kinda like a renewal and that is why your mind wanders to the past because subsconciously you seek to 'correct' it.

posted June 13, 2014 10:33 PM            

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Originally posted by crys:
MY Q: i need help form a person X, when will i meet this person?

Thank you

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posted June 13, 2014 10:39 PM            

The other day one of his acquaintances from work had mentioned her.... she's trying to find inner peace that's the words he used.... so I was okay .....so of course I actually looked her up on Facebook and I saw a photo that she posted. because I'm an empath and I feel emotions I got sad... she just seems sad almost like complacent.... but who knows maybe she's just tired maybe she just had a bad day I don't know.... But for whatever reason I've always been protective of this girl no matter what people have said about her I always been protective of her ... and that was before I even wrote her that email....and I have no idea why , after all this is the guy that I wanted and didn't even know she was in the picture.

I don't feel myself in her shoes and I don't feel bad for her at all so it's not that. and it's not that I'm protecting her against him... with people saying things about her character and her personality and situations that she has placed him and her in.... I always found some reason for her to act in such a way...so maybe I'm angry that I have wasted much energy trying to defend someone who probably in truth ,what people are saying her, is true. and now I have time to reflect I think I'm just getting ****** off that ...I, a good and nice , kind hearted nurturing person who was always by his side and help him..... was doing such things and being the type of person to counteract all the f****** negative ******** bossy manipulating s*** she was doing to him.

.... so again I'm ashamed I'm ashamed that I still care for him, that this s*** keeps popping up when I try to get over it. and I feel like a f****** idiot that I stood up for this girl when I didn't do anything wrong , but apparently she's a f****** ***** .

and in my letter to her it was the most heartfelt sympathetic and apologetic letter that anybody could ever right. And now I feel like a f****** idiot. and now since then she's been using that to her advantage so once again being the nice good person I get stomped on by f****** ***** who I tried to help

like my anger is really coming out now. now I'm over my anger with him now I just have anger towards her

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Originally posted by peacefulclouds:
If I may interject,

cherful,
The reason you have attachment to this woman (I want to only focus on her, because this struck out to me) because I see something like your shadow overlaying hers inside your mind. I think, this is because you felt her- or you felt sometimes you are her, if it makes sense. Maybe more like you were putting yourself in her shoes and the resonation overwhelms you.

But this is temporary. Also, I feel you will get over him in one and a half months. This is a temporary set back.

Why the sudden remembrance- distraction. I am not sure but I had a feeling you recently just got some kind of change in your life, on personal level- kinda like a renewal and that is why your mind wanders to the past because subsconciously you seek to 'correct' it.

But this will not last. So you will be fine

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posted June 13, 2014 11:09 PM            

QUOTE]Originally posted by peacefulclouds:
I can only promise, that you will get over him - and her eventually. Don't feel ashamed, it happens to the best of us. After all, love bites [/QUOTE]

posted June 14, 2014 08:17 AM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
X will help you in certain ways.. is this a business project or something regarding a creative idea?
I see the time frame is in a few weeks
for some reason JUPITER and the color GREEN keeps pooping up. Is this related to, like I said finance, luck, or fortune?

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