posted June 15, 2014 11:36 PM            

I know I have Saturn sq Jup or something like that , that says I live in excess

posted June 16, 2014 01:21 AM            

First off good on you for trying to lose weight! I intuitively feel that you will be successful. I did a reading for you but can I talk to you about your dilemma as to why you feel you might be unsuccessful with your weight loss and over spending?

I had a serious weight problem as well and lost it and have kept it off for over seven years. It was HELL! I had to have counseling along with a weight loss program. Not to be too personal but do you think it's perhaps of past or even present issues in your life that may be "eating away at you?" I ate to make myself feel better and spent money like crazy as well when I was feeling like crap. Well like I said it took seven years to learn how to love myself and I do.

I did a spirituality reading for you and asked "What can Cherful do to bring positivity into her life".

Queen of pentacles, King of cups, King of pentacles

The queen of pentacles shows that it is critical that you trust yourself. When it comes to spiritual lives, although it's important to listen to the input of others, ultimately we must make our own decisions. (You have made the decision to loose weight, don't listen to any criticism from anyone).

The king of cups shows contradiction as he combines the feminine qualities of compassion, love, and concern with the male energies of action, accomplishment and discernment. How can you be compassionately active, loving and still draw boundaries with yourself and I feel in particular with others? There will be people who will try to sabotage you. Ask yourself why you feel you put your weight back on.

King of pentacles shows that you may not know what you need to feel more spiritually fulfilled but give it some thought. Take the time to feed your spirit. *When I was losing weight I kept a journal and wrote down everything, from my good days to feeling like crap and just wanting to scream at everybody. Mars in Taurus LOL. Trust me on this, it helps. I can feel your anxiety but also I feel that you are feeling pretty good right now. I remember in a previous thread that you had a makeover? New hairstyle? Step in the right direction! Well I know I'm rambling and I hope this helps just a little, Cherful.