posted June 21, 2014 12:56 PM            

I will post the pix but do not know how to :/

I hope you are doing good. Xoxo

posted June 21, 2014 02:14 PM            

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Originally posted by LittleWing:
Thank you Karka
I'm sry I've not been good on getting back I'm experience a very very black feeling right now. I can barely get out of bed and I am so lonely. I also think I am hurt that nobody who has watched me in my life struggle every day when they pass me or see my face has even cared. I was hopeful about HeS but now feel like if I died tomorrow nobody would care. If people care so much why does life seem so cold.

I will post the pix but do not know how to :/

I hope you are doing good. Xoxo

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Aww. I feel that way too a lot
People do care, realize this. There are other natural empaths like you that care. I care.
HeS really loves you but time just happens slow for a reason.. I know its hard to realize this because you feel like you're so deep in your depression but its the truth..
Sensitive people are always the most sad because many people don't appreciate them. But there are people who do!
Learn to love yourself and gain confidence, first.

posted June 23, 2014 10:38 PM            

My Q: LittleWing, What is coming up in my life right now? What am I going to learn and experience?

Emperor
Knight of Swords
8 of Wands

So what is coming up has to do with make energy.. Of course!!! I am getting that this emperor is possibly the guy who I pulled emperor for for two or three of your reads. He is the one who is very much about control and a little overpowering to you. I am feeling like there will be anothe guy who will come in and he will e the opposite- super light, mental but intelligent and curious. You are going to have to make a decision and I think it will be difficult but you will get a surge of energy from this man and I feel like the sparks will be irresistible for you!

10 Swords
Ace Pents
Knight Cups
King Swords

Ok this clarifies that difficulty I was talking about . You will feel really guilty ad torn over this decision, but from it you get the start of a brand new relationship full of a lot of promise. I see the relationship as the knight of cups here and again the man will be an air sign or at least be someone who will mentally stimulate you greatly and allow you air to breath. You will feel love with this relationship and a very fulfilling connection between you two is most likely to accumulate.

Xoxoxo!!!

I would love to know if there is anything I could do to help HeS from a distance. I feel like my prescience may have a soothing effect in him and if this is so maybe I will walk past his place of work or post sum thing obviously directed to him on my social network profile. Ha I'm such a dork. But, I have a feeling that he posts some things for me and so maybe I could return the message to comfort him or at least let him know that I care about him.

posted June 24, 2014 02:14 PM            

The Knight of Wands symbolizes travel and action -- and 3 of Cups are group and pleasant social get togethers. This is telling to stop being inactive and passively waiting for him and go to him -- approach him in a social setting and ask for his time. Have fun with him at a party or another place. You will see your relationship expanding greatly and having a promising future you longed for. I think there may be a highly sexual and romantic energy involved into it too - whatever it is you will be feeling recharged and it will help you with your healing if you have human contact with someone you love.

QUEEN OF WANDS
8 OF CUPS
6 OF COINS
Is there a woman he is going away from? QoW shows a sensual and feisty woman who captured his heart and now that is he weary of because of her constant drama and bickering. 6 of Coins shows that he thinks you two exchange gifts to each other and are co-dependent on one another for security. He truly appreciates you and feels secure with your personality and the way you are.

Resonates?

posted June 24, 2014 08:08 PM            

Will P get jealous

Sun
9 Wands
Judgement

Yes. P will feel threatend like his everything is getting taken from him, you being the sun. He will not be aggressive outwardly but this will cause a surge of competition in him. He will be very critical of himself you and the challenger. It will all boil down to him being extremely hard on himself though. Thinking maybe he just has to work harder at the relationship and things will work out but again he doesn't really want to analyze any deeper- just that if he perseveres everything will be fine.

Makeup
King Cups
World
5 Wands

Again I get that he feels you are his world, his everything. First off he doesn't think you need it but
also he feels super competitive with other men around you and he knows you would et even more attention made up as everyone generlalydoes since it highlights ur features.

P is very very possessive of you and has immense love for you although he refuses to show you his feelings from heart instead seems to think acting macho is what will help. He seems to be attached to you and has major abandonment issues that stem from his past I think or maybe even past life issues he is now sifting through although not conscious enough to work on them.

Xoxo

How do my immediate neighbors in my building feel about me? How does Hannah feel about me as a friend- she is distant but when we see each other there seems to be a deep understanding?

posted June 24, 2014 08:31 PM            

6 OF CUPS
THE MOON
5 OF WANDS

There is a connection combined with nostalgic feelings from the past and some confusion -- I think she is lying to herself how she feels or wants to the pull the wool over your head. She's not really a trustworthy character and can easily go against your side even though the past life connection is strong. Hmmm.. it's odd mixture of feeling isn't? Like she's close but her consciousness is kind of against you.

posted June 25, 2014 12:08 AM            

Astral Project?
Lovers
4 Cups
7 Cups

I don't think you will be able to project yet. It seems that you either came really close or will come really close but will not fully experience this. It seems like you may be overwhelmed right now with your current relationships and thus you may not be as centered as you need to be. The 7 of cups is saying meditation would be a good tool for you to bring you into a better state.

Ace of Cups
King Cups
9 Wands
7 Pents
9 Pents
10 Swords

So when you do project it will be very intense! You will experience a well of emotions and almost a reunion with a man or somebody who embodies this court card. You will feel relieved because you have been feeling very disappointed and anxious in not experiencing it and have been trying very hard. The experience will make you feel whole and give you a sense of accomplishment and serenity. I think coupling this with the one before, with that 4 cups, is showing you will come out of it seeing everything you have right now and being more present!

Xoxo!

How does my presence affect " the girl" named M?how does my presence affect her boyfriend, K?
I think K knows that I am intuitive because a bunch of strange things have happened and he may be kind of scared- I think she is. I'm not scary though or doing anything bad just I know their secret ish!

posted June 25, 2014 12:31 AM            

Her feelings are quite positive to you as she relates to you easily and finds your emotional nature and the way you act easy to understand not at odds with her personality. You have a nice temperament and she doesn't feel startled by you. Also are you a friend's friend or something? Either way her conscience is clear and it's pretty much a good partnership!

6 of Wands
10 of Coins
Knight of Coins

He likes you and finds you pleasant to be around. Do you constantly compliment him or do things for him? Whatever it is he feels proud about it and you kind of boost his ego a little bit. He can confide in you easily or isn't afraid of being uncomfortable because you give him a sense of ultimate security.Knight of Coins shows the relationship feels slow and kind of dull but stable and you won't expect him flaking out on you or acting weird. it also shows it will last a long time and you will become good friends! Possibly exchange provide financial things too.

posted June 25, 2014 03:47 PM            

You and your dad
Magician
The Star
Knight of Swords

Clarifier- 8 pents

Well on the offset the relationship seems pretty sparkly but it seems to be a facade. I am getting that your dad is the magician and the star is how you feel towards him. The knight of swords and 8 pents being the reality. You look at your dad with so much hope and he does have a very alluring personality. He is magic in that he has this ability to affect others without necessarily being there as a king of pents or emperor would be .But he may not be the most reliable or "father like" in the stereotypical view. And you want that from him but you cannot change him.The last two show that communication is something that really needs to be emphasized and is something you both need to work on with each other.

Will it get better?
Heirophant
Page of Cups
3 swords
8 cups
Star

I think what this is saying is to let go of your idealism if him or desire for him to change somehow in how he is in general and towards you.He is not going to be the same as everyone elses dad, but he is your dad so that would be bizarre anyways!!! the heirophant is saying to really go deep in your heart and try to understand him. The page of cups is there to say he sees you as this love able creative child of his who he has hurt somehow. But the star again in this spread is saying to keep your hopes of being closer to him there because there is a definite connection between you two that will grow.

posted June 25, 2014 04:24 PM            

How might she hurt him?
5 OF COINS
ACE OF WANDS
7 OF SWORDS
KNIGHT OF COINS

She might start being insecure in the relationship and accepting the sexual attentions of other men and become interested in them because she feels he is not giving her enough security and comfort or perhaps not having enough to bring to the table. Her wandering eye will go look for a man and she would do it behind his back and him totally being unaware -- in her cunning act she will use this advantage to manipulate him to make him do what she needs. This will go on a very long time...
Why do you always feel?
10 OF COINS
KING OF SWORDS
5 OF SWORDS
THE EMPRESS
You feel very secure under his wing and find him to be an extremely rational man who always values truth and just over selfish motives and calls out the dirty tricks of others. He also does not play games with you like other men and you are very connected to him and know you both have loving feelings for one another.

posted June 26, 2014 02:08 AM            

On A-
Queen of Wand
7 Pent
Ace of Swords
10 Wand
Well A is attracted to A's fiery personality and her confidence.She intimidates and challenges him mently and as a whole. She represents a challenge on the whole and like I have seen before with him,it seems like he thrives off of being challenged. This stems from a deep insecurity of never being good enough. He may have been told this growing up so his behavior reflects a desire to prove everyone wrong.

On You-
Tower
6 Pents
2 Wands
3 Cups

You shook up his world and are like a lightning bolt to him. He has a bond with you having felt he has shared many personal things with each other. It is an emotionally and grounding stimulation he feels with you. You excite him. Oh, you Karka !!!!

If HeS and I did date, and " be intimate" what would it be like for me? What would it be like for him?

posted June 26, 2014 03:24 AM            

4 OF CUPS
THE DEVIL
4 OF SWORDS

Here is reminder that the CUPS is the female counterpart of the WANDS which is symbolizes by the phallus. CUPS is the female sex organs and its receptivity to the phallus (WANDS). In the 4 of Cups in a sexual context there is sexual weariness and discontent with your pleasure and wishing for new partners. Combined with the DEVIL a seemingly opposing card where it shows lust taken to unhealthy degrees and the most concern with the fleshy sensual pleasures -- and also guilt combined with the unwilling 4 of Cups in the feminine sense. I take this as you wouldn't want to please him but you feel you have to make him love you more and just for the sake of being intimate which sickens you. THE DEVIL + 4 OF SWORDS shows an unhealthy one-sided sexual bonding to this man that is best treated in your recluse and you prefer satisfying yourself so to speak.

9 OF SWORDS
WHEEL OF FORTUNE
2 OF WANDS

9 OF SWORDS shows extreme tension and inactive phalli, which is the cause for you FOUR OF CUPS brought on upon his fears of you cheating or wanting to be celibate because of just coming out of an intense break-up. With the Wheel of Fortune shows this changing for the better as he begins to explore his sexuality with other options and start regaining his sense of being. And finally 2 OF WANDS shows desires becoming sated and him enjoying the act of sex again. He is no longer withdrawn from sex and can achieve a normal sex life with you.

posted June 27, 2014 02:16 AM            

Temperance
Knight Wands
4 Swords
4 Pents

Hmm P is acting out! He is fed up with being patient- he has been waiting on one of you I think and he is feeling really in the cold right now. His instincts around A are to flirt with you I think because- he wants a challenge not only between him and you both but he wants to really challenge both if you against each other. He hopes that there will be feelings of needing him from you both. He wants to be needed and feel needed because he doesn't himself feel that right now from anyone. Majorly insecure and basically immaturity here.

6 pents
Hermit
King wands
2 pents

To him, he is showing his generosity and hoping it to be a mutual give and take. But you are the hermit here with him being the king of wands... So yes he is crossing boundaries for you because you are not ready for this while he feels EXTREMELY READY- to pounce on you.
Which the 2 pents clarifying it is telling me again that he wants this to be a balance of give and take and a partnership with similar goals.

posted June 27, 2014 02:24 AM            

THE LOVERS
9 OF COINS
5 OF CUPS
You have given the option for Curly to chose this and he knows the freedom of his expression. He knows that you are not forcing him to do this but you are giving him a lot of security and individual action if he choices this and this will be the path he will choice. Is he use to depending on you or depending on others? He feels uneasy choosing things for himself and likes people doing things for him because of his generally childish or rather oblivious nature. Though he feels very disappointed in you for doing this and yes, he is aware that you are grossed out by him. he had high hopes in you and now his cup is spilled because he didn't get what he wants or thinks he deserved. Think of a child having his ice cream cone fall on the ground and pouting because of it.

6 OF WANDS
5 OF WANDS
THE MAGICIAN
He thinks you have a strong-will and pride and like to use it to your advantage because many people see your prowess and general individual power. He thinks you want to break his spirit and his ego by the strength of your firmness and manipulate and gain control of him by doing so. He thinks you are trying to get over him and are using people to get against him because of what he thinks your exalted position in the opinion of the people.

Why do I keep picking up you're well-liked even though you seem to tell me the opposite? LOL

posted June 27, 2014 08:49 PM            

No don't post on that FB. You definitely feel a lil impulsive about this but the outcome/ reaction would leave you feeling really regretful.

posted June 27, 2014 08:52 PM            

Post ur q I will not answer ur Newrise q cuz I want to see what people will reply and see if mine was totally off or not lol.