posted July 03, 2014 02:14 PM            

I would explain my ENTIRE story reguarding this, but it is SO LONG! So, I will explain this as best as I can in short.

I met him in 2001, married in 2004, divorced in 2009. It seemed like a fated relationship. I thought it would last forever, but it did not. While it was sad, it ended amicabally; or so I thought. He ended up throwing things in my face via facebook, like flying to be with "her" (the other woman) for xmas (of 2010), how it just happpend, and now he posted some pic of their new baby. While I am happy for him, I am tired of dreaming of him, tired of dealing with the wounds from the breakup, and tired of feeling like I am suffering, I know for sure we will never speak or see each other again. It's been six years and I am OVER IT. I want to move on and be happy and have my happy ending, but I feel like this is blocking my blessings. I am tired, depressed, and weary...but I am determined to get through this.

Can someone PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE offer a reading??? I am DESPERATE for some clarity reguarding this matter.

My birthday is 4/21/1980

posted July 03, 2014 09:00 PM            

knight here shows sudden changes and unexpected situations. This also represents quick solutions however and assertiveness. So although this may have broken down between you rather quickly, the lesson here is you will become a more assertive person and you will see things from a more analytical side (rather than an emotional one)
ace/pentacles shows you will find a helping hand and some comfort. your finances may have started improving?
two/wands shows an opportunity for partnership - a collaboration which leads to achievement. This card also assures you that you are headed in the right direction.

Overall, the feel here is work related. Someone in your work environment is helping you and you may enter into a partnership with this person. Take this leap because you will bear the fruits of your work!

posted July 04, 2014 10:48 AM            

I read your post, and it resonated with me.

I pulled some cards for you:

10 of cups/The Chariot/ The Star

Love, peace and contentmment are DEFINATELY coming to you! The Star heralds a time in which dreams come true. This is something I would definately mediate on and be ready and prepared to recieve in life. The Chariot to me, always indicates time, and this shows me this will be happening relatively soon. When it does, go along for the ride and enjoy yourself--even if you may feel the need to "control" be open with yourself and what will appear.

The 5 of wands/The hermit shows me that there conflict you've experienced, is something you will come to understand in time. The hermit is about being internal, gaining wisdom and insight--so you will come to understand the purpose in what is going on with the 5 of wands energy that has been appearing lately. The hermit to me, also is peace, and that echoes the 10 of cups earlier. The Ace of wands shows that within this learning period, you will receive lots of messages which will clarify any lingering thoughts or distress you may have felt as a result of what's happened.

The Queen of cups as the final card, shows a content woman--someone happy, fulfilled, and in charge of her emotions--which flow freely. I believe this is you--mediate on this energy!!!