posted July 04, 2014 07:28 PM
Are you thinking of moving homes?Or have you started living in completely new environment? Perhaps even started a new job elsewhere?I wish we could move. We outgrew the place we are living when my husband (fiancé at the time) moved in 2 years ago. My house hasn't been "right" since... he brought so much in that it has been cluttered and unorganized. This is a great deal of stress for me.
How is your relationship with your parents? How is your relationship with your partner? Close friends? etc.
I haven't seen my mom in 16 years and my stepdad in about 17-18 years. I found my bio dad, but that was about 15 years ago. I have no relationship with any of them and I have no siblings, grandparents, etc. remaining.
Regarding my partner: I got married 3 months ago and I just went through the feeling of regret. Overall, we have a good partnership / friendship, but I am trying to work through some past hurts. Some recent things trigger those old hurts and I took a few steps backward.
My best friend of 26 years just cut me out of her life and my kids complain I don't see them enough (because I work a lot).
Are you on the ball with regards to small tasks and their completion? How able are you to follow routine and schedule? Are you efficient in doing small errands and tasks?
No, no & no. I am failing miserably in all 3 areas. It is affecting my job because I miss deadlines. I have always been awful at multitasking.
Do you have a career and are you happy doing what you are doing? Are there any changes within that front?
I love what I do, but I am grossly underpaid. I haven't been able to get to the salary level I deserve in respect to my years of experience.
The only reason I miss deadlines (as mentioned above) is because I take on so much work just to make ends meet. I am paid per project, not hourly, so if I could earn more per project, I could take less projects and not be overwhelmed all of the time.
Thankfully, I am self-employed so I don't have a boss to yell at me when I am late. But I find myself apologizing to clients every week.
Do you consider yourself a spiritual person? Do you draw, paint,sing,beat drums? etc.
Spiritual - yes. Artistic - I wish.
The extent of me doing "art" is when I am playing with images in Photoshop. I'm also into beading, but I've sold one bracelet in the last 8 months. In contrast, about 6 months ago, a friend quit her full time corporate job to make jewelry her full time thing, so I know it's possible for other people... just not for me.
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Thank you for taking the time to look. I haven't been through this feeling of uncertainty and change in a very long time.