posted July 06, 2014 10:38 AM            

I would like to ask if anyone experienced with astrology could PLEASE have a look at my astrological natal chart and pinpoint where my gift (curse sometimes) comes from and what I can do about controlling it or at least letting it through positively without suppressing/resisting it.

I get feelings, impressions, flashes and something similar to lightening flashes. I never hurts but can be draining at times. Can't be controlled at present. It's not epilepsy as I don't fit and I've had tests when I was younger to rule that out as well.

I would also like some advice on how to guard against a few negative impressions/feelings or whatever that seem to hit my solar plexus (I feel quite sick there at times) on a regular basis and my sacral chakra seems to always be activated/energised making my pelvic muscles sore

I am sometimes depleted of energy like a person has plugged into me and is syphoning off my life force at times, I do wonder at times if something actually is doing that or if it's just me noticing my body cycles...

If someone could help me by reading a tarot or deciphering my astrological chart I would be especially grateful.

I can offer tarot reading/s in return

posted July 06, 2014 03:38 PM            

A good way to create the energy in a positive way is to listen to books on tape and thereby using your ability to hear new things while using your hands at the same time (Gemini moon). This is also a something you should (possibly) pursue as a career option. You have a way of explaining to people complex ideas in very simple ways. This would be a viable career option.

Because you and your daughter share a 12th house origin. (Suns in the 12th) I would think that stories like Harry Potter or such would be the type of stories you might want to write. Something spiritual that teaches at the same time. Whether we agree on the subject matter of Harry Potter or not, thousands of children that were not interested in reading became so in order to read about those adventures. You have Neptune in the 7th but you made it retrograde. For whatever reason, you were not happy in how people saw you spiritually in the last life time. This lifetime you want them to know more about your belief systems.

posted July 06, 2014 06:34 PM            

I focused on your 12th house and noticed that you have Mercury there and it is opposite Uranus which I believe rules lightning and sudden changes. When there is an opposition in a chart, something needs to be balanced. I'm thinking that there is something in your life that needs balance and that once you achieve that, you'll be better able to control those flashes of insight that you are getting. The 12th house also rules service to yourself and the 6th house is service to others. Are you doing too much and giving too much of yourself away?

posted July 06, 2014 08:20 PM            

Before you removed your post, I looked at the chart a little bit and was going to comment on it when I woke up.

Your Moon is in the 1st showing that your heart and emotions is vulnerable for everyone to see -- with the opposite from Neptune your unconscious can easily be opened to astral entities who have a hook on you.
You are a psychic sponge and very perceptive to your surroundings (remember that hole in your readings you were talking about? this shows extreme vulnerability to psychic energies and this can be a bad thing).

Gal Center
"..."The Galactic Center acts like a satellite dish, directing divinely inspired information straight to the potentially receptive gray matter of our brains. If you believe in God, this might be the voice you hear. Regardless, within this connection you have the ability to pull down wild information which you would otherwise have no way of knowing..."

Your Gal Center is conjunct your Neptune combined with it opposite your Moon -- that is some extreme psychic connection there. If you cannot balance this it will be very detrimental to you.

posted July 07, 2014 09:09 AM            

Any advice on how to protect against bad astral energies without closing off so to speak?

I try to remain fluid but sometimes you can actually fel a blockage that wasn't there before. I am particularly worried about my solar plexus. Is that a place thats particularly vulnerable to empaths and intuitives.

Maybe theres a negative energy in my environment that I absorb. Yes I am also very aware of others energies and sometimes feel them as my own when I'm in a group, say I've gone down to the pub I pick up on everyones impressions/feelings as soon as I come through the door which is why I don't go out much, it overwhelms me and I then get anxious. I would love to go out and enjoy myself in a group without picking up on everyone. Is there a way to shut that off and open up later or am I stuck with that for life?

It's also good to know an ability aspect is in my chart because at first even before coming here I thought maybe I was mad, a nutjob e.t.c. People with abilities that aren't the norm are looked down upon by some others and it has been good to find this forum and feel like I fit somewhere and that others have these experiences/abilities and that I don't have to hide/avoid/ignore my true self because it's not looked down upon here. It feels here like I've found my people and I've come home...

Also feel free to ask for a tarot reading if you would like one you've all been of help to me

posted July 07, 2014 10:52 AM            

If you feel others energies easily, then you're an empath. Research a good article about it by the title, "30 traits you're an empath" or something like that.

Have you ever tried reiki tuning?

P.S. - Ah, I read a lot of your post now, and you're aware you're an empath. I don't know how to turn it off/on either, but it is scary. I can feel it a lot through the computer..yes even if you're drugged up (but it's not always, and Idk how to control it)..

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It's also good to know an ability aspect is in my chart because at first even before coming here I thought maybe I was mad, a nutjob e.t.c. People with abilities that aren't the norm are looked down upon by some others and it has been good to find this forum and feel like I fit somewhere and that others have these experiences/abilities and that I don't have to hide/avoid/ignore my true self because it's not looked down upon here. It feels here like I've found my people and I've come home

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Very true! Welcome home

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posted July 08, 2014 03:15 AM            

Kids brought a cold home and I'm usually quite resistant to germs/bugs and stuff but this one got a hold on me. I hope to be rid of it in 3-4 days, drugged up a bit (so my nose isn't running every 5 secs) so any tarot I do today will be off mark...tommorrow may be a better day for me...all cloudy headed/fogged today and the weather outside is freezing, raining, overcast, windy and generally appalling which isn't doing my mood any favors either.

posted July 12, 2014 08:06 AM            

P= The Page of Cups

J= The Six of Cups

why?

P= The Five of Swords + 4 of Cups + Strength

J= The Three of Cups + Six of Pentacles + The Queen of Wands

I don't know why but I am picking up a very strong feminine energy for/from J...hmmm...

posted July 12, 2014 08:30 AM            

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I have the same thing with my solar plexus! omg!! It hurts sometimes..especially when I have jealous people around me. I have had to "block" people out of my life in order to get the feeling to ease up again.

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I have to remove myself from the environment, completely cell myself off for a few hours for it to dampen in intensity. It has never COMPLETELY gone away though.

Sometimes I get drained too and recharge when I am on my own doing something I love.

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If you feel others energies easily, then you're an empath. Research a good article about it by the title, "30 traits you're an empath" or something like that.

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I'm aware of that. I just wanted to know if I could turn it off/down and stop it from having such a negative bearing on my life, as in I would like to enjoy myself in public from time to time but at the moment it's an impossibility.

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Have you ever tried reiki tuning?

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No, I haven't...but I am interested in it....sound/music/color therapies are also areas of interest for me