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Topic: Darkness (reading please?)
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Selenite
Newflake Posts: 24
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Registered: Aug 2013
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posted July 07, 2014 06:56 PM
  
hello, i feel like i'm slipping lately into darkness / evil. i feel like i spend a lot of time trying to fight it with crystal healing and rituals but it still seeps into my psyche, and i don't want it. can anyone interpret my transits or chart please? birthday 12/12/1994 at 8:59pm in Newark, DE. USA my chart http://i1284.photobucket.com/albums/a572/zh475/me_zps50d05a0f.gif thank you -Z IP: Logged |
tphoenix5
Knowflake Posts: 190
From: USA
Registered: Apr 2011
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posted July 07, 2014 07:23 PM
Right now, Selenite, you have Saturn (and the moon but the moon moves quickly) conjunct your north node, its in the 4th house. This is about finding your life’s path. It being in Scorpio means you will need to reach into the deepest recesses to find it. It most likely will bring up some nasty things. I used to tell my students that anything that Pluto touches (pluto meaning scorpio) is like an earth mover at the bottom of a deep river. Its gonna stir up some deep crap… and it usually does. The positive about this is that after this you will be able to put your finger on what it is you have been needing in this lifetime. Because you have such a very quick mind and ability to think on your feet, I would think you should be studying those things that require such an activity as work. I keep seeing a specialized officer talking someone off a ledge. Not sure where that is from… but remember that all this potency is in your 4th house. Jupiter is transiting your 12th house, while a lucky transit, it can bring us the imagination of our deepest despair. Neptune in the 7th brings an odd lot into our lives but it is almost in the 8th. With mars in your 3rd house you may find yourself restless in any environment you find yourself in. Being a Sag. in the 5th, you normally like to keep things footloose and fancy free. But your house ruler is transiting the 12… a place you only like to talk light about.
Not sure if this helps. I have had so many “dark nights of the soul” that I do not know any longer if I comfort or confuse… But thar ya go… as we say in the sawth
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Selenite
Newflake Posts: 24
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Registered: Aug 2013
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posted July 07, 2014 08:41 PM
hmm... very interesting. thank you so much. about the specialized officer talking someone off a ledge - do you think this could be a manifestation of negative energy in my psyche? or very palpable outside influences like toxic people leading me down the wrong path? i am lighthearted like you said but i feel possessed a lot of times. like a switch is flipped. i also attract dangerous/lost /unstable people. i don't know what this means or if i have to do anything about it. like am i supposed to be embracing it or running away. sry if i'm being unclear. i just feel a bit lost. idk what the purpose of it is IP: Logged |
KarkaQueen
Knowflake Posts: 4952
From: In my 1st house Uranus and Neptune
Registered: May 2011
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posted July 07, 2014 08:54 PM
Again, feelings of possession comes from another person with a Moon-Neptune affliction. I think there's a pattern here, ladies and gentlemen!Its your vulnerable aura being detected by malicious astral energies.. IP: Logged |
tphoenix5
Knowflake Posts: 190
From: USA
Registered: Apr 2011
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posted July 07, 2014 08:59 PM
Karka is correct.. any time you have that much confusion, it is almost certainly a neptunian influence. And yes, if you are vulnerable... someone will see and use that vulnerable state to their own design.IP: Logged |
Selenite
Newflake Posts: 24
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Registered: Aug 2013
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posted July 07, 2014 09:27 PM
hmm. i am kind of scared. what is the best way to protect myself, then?how do i get stronger in my abilities without picking up unwanted malicious energy? can i go into cemeteries unaffected? i feel very comfortable at cemeteries but i cannot go into a grocery store without wanting to take 50 baths. i am really drawn to danger. always have been. maybe i just need the dark stuff. i don't really want it though. *overthinking* thanks for the replies IP: Logged |
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