posted July 10, 2014 03:14 PM            

I'm nowhere near him, and don't know if I'm going to make it through in time. I don't know if my bionic man will pull through again. Can anybody help me brace for this: will he die? Because my grandfather is my father, and I don't know what I will do if I can't make it in time just in case.

I know this might be uncomfortable for some, but please help me?

posted July 10, 2014 04:32 PM            

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Originally posted by FairyDust75:
Hi Reese,

I can't interpret your chart but I can offer some words of comfort if you will accept that. My heart goes out to you in this time of need. If your grandfather doesn't pull through, take comfort in knowing he will be going on. I believe the soul lives forever and although we leave this earth we go on to another place. This is only my theory so please excuse it. I've lost people as well and I can still feel them with me. Even though they are not physically here, I know a part of their soul is always with me. I often speak to them in prayer and get the occasional visit from my grandmother. But please take comfort in knowing he won't suffer anymore and he will always be with you in some form. Peace to you.

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posted July 11, 2014 01:20 AM            

http://www.mysticmamma.com/full-moon-super-moon-in-capricorn-july-12th-2014/
http://thepowerpath.com/moon-updates/full-moon-update-7-12-14/
http://paradisefoundsantabarbara.com /whats-new/full-moon-july-12th-2014-20-degrees-capricorn-03-minutes-0725-edt-0425-pdt-by-anna-chapman/

posted July 11, 2014 07:33 AM            

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Originally posted by Julz87:
I will try to interpret for you, this is your chart. Just by looking at it you have pluto transiting your fourth house, house of endings, in the sign of the father capricorn (saturn) pluto transiting your fourth house could be changes in the family,reconstruction of your foundation, roots, changes of residence/home what happened when pluto was exact on your IC??. Again the fourth house is house of the mother as well. So maybe emphasizing changes in the family. I am not sure if transit pluto is aspecting your mars in the 8th house of self transformation,death regeneration, debt, finances. That mars is really close to Algol but I would only count it if its within one degree(algol has to do with the head) mars conjunct algol has always been interpreted with head trauma from what I have read. Also I don't usually use griev but its conjunct your algol and mars as well also lets take into account your n node, I FEEL July will be an important month for you. There are so many outcomes with astrology not necessarily death I too have looked to astrology as I have a transit pluto coming up in three years conjunct IC and Moon (representation of the mother, whom is already sick in none other than the fourth house) I have researched and researched this aspect specially pluto on the angles. Also have you read about the full moon in Capricorn coming up on 12 July at 20 degrees 3 minutes. it will be in your fourth house as well. Please read:

http://www.mysticmamma.com/full-moon-super-moon-in-capricorn-july-12th-2014/
http://thepowerpath.com/moon-updates/full-moon-update-7-12-14/
http://paradisefoundsantabarbara.com /whats-new/full-moon-july-12th-2014-20-degrees-capricorn-03-minutes-0725-edt-0425-pdt-by-anna-chapman/

Also I'm so sorry to hear about your father, I can't imagine what you must be feeling. I am really trying to find the words to tell you. As a nurse I should know, should know what to say. But all I ever really do whenever the remaining family members lose someone dear is hug them and cry with them. Fairy is right, he will always be with you in spirit, but I know you must feel/think that it just won't be the same and I know. It won't, its that important part thats missing, their physical presence, their smell,their essence their warmth. And its ok to be afraid, angry to cry, to not want to let go. But in the end all will turn out the way it should be, if you see/feel that he is in pain then let go,tell him its ok to go.
My prayers are with you and with your grandpapa.
-HUGS-

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Thank you sooooo much Julz87. Words cannot describe how appreciative I am that you explained this to me. I have been praying and praying asking for some sort of sign that he would want us to fight for him, but everybody else is writing him off as gone.

And you are brilliant; he has an "irreparable hematoma" and his EEG showed no brain activity around noon yesterday. They still have him on a ventilator but today my grandmother intends to take him off to see if he will breathe. I, of course, know my grandfather will breathe, and I keep thinking about him miraculously getting better. So crazy you could see that by ALgol. hygiea transit and venus are conjunct Betelguese.

At least I am telling myself that. I noticed that mars, nn, and fanale are conjunct Spica and Arcturus in 1st so maybe this will provide good luck since 1st is Soul(self). Panacea transit is conjunct jupiter, as is natal Panacea conjunct jupiter and 1st and 10th; that's a good sign right? Ascribe plus is also conjunct Anubus conjunct Saturn in 10th, and also conjunct Jupiter and Panacea so maybe this is a close call type of situation?

Transit Grieve is sextile Jupiter and panacea.....not sure what that means. Aesculapia is retro(self-healing) conjunct Pluto.

posted July 11, 2014 07:31 PM            

My grandfather passed away unexpectedly in March this year and I miss him so much. But I know he is in the spirit world with his family (parents, brothers/sisters).

It's not easy.. so sorry to hear about your loss.