posted July 13, 2014 07:24 AM            

First I asked why you are weary and what did it take to make you become like that and your current Situation. I got:

1. 2 of wands
2. hermit reversed
3. Queen of Cups

Maybe you were in the Position that you had the Feeling to give too much and that the relationship is anything but your ideal and possibly you were sad about a broken relationship in your past (necessarily not a romantic one) and now you are looking for a genuine and somehow spiritual relationship.
In short: the men were not sexy enough, not spiritual enough and you were dealing with your past

How to overcome:

1. 9 of swords
2. page of wands
2. 2 of swords

Heal your inner wounds, don't make any compromises, be you and noone else and if you are not comfortable with someone he's probably not the right one

I have 2 questions. Choose one. (or answer both and I will answer another one)

1. how will the meeting with T.S. go? Will he sign my documents? Will I have to fight with him resp. what can I do to make this Meeting successfull for me?

posted July 13, 2014 08:16 AM            

Speaking of which I completed your reading on that other thread

I'm going to pull for your above question after I've finished my coffee

posted July 13, 2014 09:06 AM            

Seven of Swords + Ace of Swords + 10 of Wands

Karka, you are taking on too much.

Excessive work load and/or too many responsibilities…

The burden of this can become overwhelming as you juggle demands.

Strike a balance! You need it.

Why doesn't Karka completely bond sensually with lovers??

The Ten of Pentacles + King of Pentacles + The Emperor

I have no general run of the mill interpretation of this combination right now.

Feelings are that you may be afraid of commitment or perhaps them asking more of you than you can give them.

It could also mean you are unbalanced/indecisive between wanting to or not wanting to guide/lead your lovers.

How should Karka fix the intimacy and bonding issue?

The Sun + Knight of Cups + Queen of Pentacles

I have no interpretation of this combination right now

My question is WHO is the best choice for my future Co or R? Which has TRUE love for me? Which one will be there for me and my family in the LONG term?

posted July 13, 2014 11:58 AM            

you have had already some wonderful readings, I am not sure if you want my take, but I will pull some cards nevertheless.

Why are you weary of sexual intimacy (or is it wary?)
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10 of swords - 4 of pentacles - Knight of Wands

I think this means that you are worrying much too much and overthinking these things. the 10 of swords often can be like a stage-card, meaning that thoughts have gotten out ofbalance, and all seems blacker than it maybe really is.
The 4 of pentacles showing that keep your feelings bottled up inside, and might be afraid of the change that sexual intimacy will bring to the relationship or/ and your life.

posted July 13, 2014 12:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Enneline:

2. Why does J.K. Keep on hitting on me? Just amusement, fun or is he really into me?

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Enneline,

I went for the 2nd question for you. Hope you donīt mind me mingling in. If not forget about the reading.

But honestly, your cards, whoa!

Lovers - World - Page of Cups

It might still be in its infant stages, but it looks like he is falling for you BIG TIME.

The Page of Cups is cute and sweet, and very romantic, though as of now it seems to me like the first throes of love and romance. But with the lovers and the World (I used the RWS deck, so you have the big O-shaped image with the naked woman dancing - no I am not going to spell THAT one out, in this context ), it surely looks like you made a deep impression on him.

posted July 13, 2014 12:35 PM            

I also pulled some cards for you.

Co`s feelings for you
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Queen of Wands - 7 of cups - 2 of swords

I think he might be fantasizing a lot about you, he feels a strong attraction to you, but seems unsure if it is really deep and lasting or just a flight of fancy.
I think it is simply too soon to tell about how lasting his feelings will be.

Rs feelings for you
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chariot - Ace of swords - lovers
He might be more grounded, realistic and even pragmatic about his feelings. However with the chariot and lovers you left a strong impact on him, and he might be very deterimed to pursue you.

Commitment potential with Co
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Magician - King of Cups - 4 of pentacles

Difficult to say. I think the potential is there, but with the Magician you never know, if he is just tricking you. On the other hand the King of Cups shows that there might actuaolly be some loving care in him for you, and the 4 of pentacles could either make this very stable, or depict him stubbornly trying to resist the chang that a committed relationship of course would bring.
iīd say, look closely as what he DOES and how he actually treats you, not so much about what he sais (the Magician can be so charming).

potential commitment of R
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8 of cups - 2 of sowrds - Page of wands

Interestingly, despite his deep feelings for you, that doesn`t look that good in terms of a really committed relationship. The 8 of cups is leaving out of a feeling that something is missing and seeking for something better, and th Page of wands is easily affected by news sparks, and the 2 of swords tries to avoid a necessary decision.

posted July 13, 2014 12:38 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Enneline,

I went for the 2nd question for you. Hope you donīt mind me mingling in. If not forget about the reading.

But honestly, your cards, whoa!

Lovers - World - Page of Cups

It might still be in its infant stages, but it looks like he is falling for you BIG TIME.

The Page of Cups is cute and sweet, and very romantic, though as of now it seems to me like the first throes of love and romance. But with the lovers and the World (I used the RWS deck, so you have the big O-shaped image with the naked woman dancing - no I am not going to spell THAT one out, in this context ), it surely looks like you made a deep impression on him.

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WOW, thank you

Now you are the 2nd to tell me so and I would have never thought of it. I was thinking: 95% chance that he hits on me since he wants amusement and fun only. He's 25 only ( ) that makes him 10 years younger than I and that's why I never really considered him to fall for me resp. it would be just a platonic fling or something but he keeps on hitting on me and keeps on hitting on me...
I would need to break his heart if the cards are right. I can't put up with a 10 year old younger.

posted July 13, 2014 12:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Enneline:
WOW, thank you

Now you are the 2nd to tell me so and I would have never thought of it. I was thinking: 95% chance that he hits on me since he wants amusement and fun only. He's 25 only ( ) that makes him 10 years younger than I and that's why I never really considered him to fall for me resp. it would be just a platonic fling or something but he keeps on hitting on me and keeps on hitting on me...
I would need to break his heart if the cards are right. I can't put up with a 10 year old younger.

What is your question?

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Enneline,

is it only the age difference stopping you? If he were the same age as you, what do you feel for him? Attraction?
Of course it is your decision, and if the age is a total No-Go-for you, you better not give hm any reason to hope, but I just think, maybe it would work, who knows?

My question?
I commented on his facebook today (to something he posted there), and I was wondering what he was thinking of it (nothing deep or profound, but it is a novum for me to communicate this way, and especially communicate with him at all ), and how will he react to it, negatively, positively, ignoring it totally?

posted July 13, 2014 01:16 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Enneline,

is it only the age difference stopping you? If he were the same age as you, what do you feel for him? Attraction?
Of course it is your decision, and if the age is a total No-Go-for you, you better not give hm any reason to hope, but I just think, maybe it would work, who knows?

My question?
I commented on his facebook today (to something he posted there), and I was wondering what he was thinking of it (nothing deep or profound, but it is a novum for me to communicate this way, and especially communicate with him at all ), and how will he react to it, negatively, positively, ignoring it totally?

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Yes, it's the age difference only. I would feel irresistibly attracted to him if he was my age. He would definitely my next partner...yes, maybe I am too narrow-minded. We'll see...

I got pulled 4 cards. I intented to pull 3 cards only but the fourth card was like "pls. don't be a b*tch and pull me"

Past:
8 of pentacles reversed. It started promising but for some reason or another he decided to approach things slowly. Was it you who "stopped" him? Another woman?

Present:
the chariot reversed.
he has problems to control his emotions; obviously your message confused him. He sees the end of a tunnel but what tunnel? He is very cautious and does not trust your message.

Future:
ten of swords reversed AND King of swords.
His confusion (and probably yours as well) will come to an end you might not review him as the man you used to see him.

posted July 13, 2014 01:35 PM            

I (both actually) sort of changed the pattern we had been going on between the two of us. And yes, I suppose I have been stopping him in a way, I just did not get that he might be interested in me, then of course another woman showed up, and I was SURE he never was interested in me to begin with.
And then he admitted to being attracted to me, to which I did not really respond at all (circumstances, insecurities, guilt, fear, shock/ surprise, take your pick).

But anyway, I just want this silence-mode to end.
No probably he isnīt like I used to see him (for example I always thought he was UBER-confident, but lately he doesn`t seem so confident at all to me).

But in a way, yes, he may be confused, as I used to pretend to not even really notice him or wanting to communicate with him, so leaving a message on his fb, like I have never done anything differently, is probably a big change to swallow.

But I am simply tired of hiding away, of pretending I donīt care, I donīt see, I don`t feel.
I want to live a little more sponteaneously, ant that was born out of an emotional impulse. Had I thought it through, I probably would have talked myself out of it.

But thinking it through has brought me into this corner of avoidance that I am so fed up with. It`s not me anylonger!
He better get used to it, cause I am not going to change back into the woman I have seemed to be, staying in the shadows and hiding her head in the sand.

posted July 13, 2014 02:28 PM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:

*and especially you Ceri for helping another member out.

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posted July 13, 2014 02:31 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
thank you. That`s interesting.
I could see how this resonates though.
There was some confusion (and ignorance) that needs to be resolved, once and for all.

I (both actually) sort of changed the pattern we had been going on between the two of us. And yes, I suppose I have been stopping him in a way, I just did not get that he might be interested in me, then of course another woman showed up, and I was SURE he never was interested in me to begin with.
And then he admitted to being attracted to me, to which I did not really respond at all (circumstances, insecurities, guilt, fear, shock/ surprise, take your pick).

But anyway, I just want this silence-mode to end.
No probably he isnīt like I used to see him (for example I always thought he was UBER-confident, but lately he doesn`t seem so confident at all to me).

But in a way, yes, he may be confused, as I used to pretend to not even really notice him or wanting to communicate with him, so leaving a message on his fb, like I have never done anything differently, is probably a big change to swallow.

But I am simply tired of hiding away, of pretending I donīt care, I donīt see, I don`t feel.
I want to live a little more sponteaneously, ant that was born out of an emotional impulse. Had I thought it through, I probably would have talked myself out of it.

But thinking it through has brought me into this corner of avoidance that I am so fed up with. It`s not me anylonger!
He better get used to it, cause I am not going to change back into the woman I have seemed to be, staying in the shadows and hiding her head in the sand.

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Thank you for the feedback and i am glad that you could relate on my reading

posted July 13, 2014 02:40 PM            

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Originally posted by Enneline:
Thank you for the feedback and i am glad that you could relate on my reading

Congratultions, you seem to be on the right path. What's the use to look away all the time and swallow the anger if non-progressions are the outcome only? And it's great that you won't hide your personality anymore. You want to be loved (and deserve that) for being yourself like anyone else, don't you?

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Yes, you are right except for one thing.

I did not swallow my anger, I hid away my positive feelings of admiration, affection, attraction, caring and genuine interest in him out of some misguided pride and "do-not-get-your-hopes-up-why-would-he-like-you-anyway" kind of scenario.

posted July 13, 2014 02:41 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Yes, you are right except for one thing.

I did not swallow my anger, I hid away my positive feelings of admiration, affection, attraction, caring and genuine interest in him out of some misguided pride and "do-not-get-your-hopes-up-why-would-he-like-you-anyway" kind of scenario.

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posted July 13, 2014 02:42 PM            

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Originally posted by Astro keen:
Hi Karka,

I would like a reading from you - my first ! I could pick an angel messages card for you if you like. Let me know.

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posted July 13, 2014 02:42 PM            

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Originally posted by Enneline:
Wow, you are even more brave

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No, I am not brave. I have been a coward and emotional imbecile.

posted July 13, 2014 02:45 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
No, I am not brave. I have been a coward and emotional imbecile.

I am trying to improve though.

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posted July 13, 2014 02:46 PM            

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Originally posted by Enneline:
I think that your attempt to improve things is a sign for bravery

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posted July 13, 2014 03:42 PM            

I got some sweet and simple messages for you:

"The Angels wish to help you. Notice the strong and repetitive impressions that come to you through your thoughts, feelings and visions. They are messages from us. We won’t let you fail in any way. You are fully supported by heaven as you follow your divine guidance.

Express your love
Take the initiative in your love life. This may mean contacting someone asking that person out on a date, sending a text or a gift. As you express romance, these feelings pour through you. You actually become the biggest beneficiary of your romantic displays, as you enjoy how they make you feel to an even greater degree. The more you give love, the more you experience it. Of course, do make sure that you also open to receiving love that comes to you from God, the angels and other people."

Do these make sense?

My question:
Could I ask for a relationship reading. Are things going to develop between J and me, or is there something else coming my way?
Thanks.