posted July 26, 2014 09:17 AM            

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Originally posted by Twirl:
Hi Hanna,

I can do one too if you wish

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posted July 28, 2014 08:04 AM            

Wow, seems like you are dealing with a lot of past stuff, altough I’m not sure you are always aware of it. It still seems dragging along with you & for me it feels like those issues need to be addressed before you will feel like you are ‘in the flow’again. So I’m not picking up anything coming your way currently, other then the past stuff that I will start mentioning to you right now.

The thing you do have nailed currently is actually your intuition & deep knowledge, which is good thing, because that is what will help you move forward. On the other hand I can imagine this being highly frustrating for you, because it may feel like ‘nothing is happening’ in your life at current and that you just sort of sit waiting for stuff.

Is it like you have been delaying/postponing yourself? It feels like there’s something unaddressed/not being taken care of. This can even relate to a final interview or general conversation with people after which it leaves your life. This would be one of the things I mentioned. If it’s not closed, you take it on your shoulders, making you feel like you are walking against the wind.
Might also relate to a male figure in your life, that didn’t come through with something or simply wasn’t/isn’t present, when he should be.
weird question: anything up with driving/your driving license?

You also seem driven by knowing and getting to the bottom of things and absolute and deep understanding, but dor you it seems so present, that it can overtake you and actually stop you from moving forward (lot of virgo by any chance?). In a sense like: I will only move forward if I completely and utterly understand every little thing of this, AND all the details, and then MAYBE it might be a good idea to pursuit that. This is what stops you, and this is what may feel to you as being ‘out of the flow’. The energy is too stagnant.
So my first advice to you is to really sit down, write down all the areas of your life you feel aren’t working out like you planned them/want them and then actively start taking decisions on things in that area. Doesn’t matter if you are completely sure about them, just decide and take action. That’s what you may need to attract all those things you want now.

So I don't think you need to start working intensely through every little thing, before anything will happen. Don't examine to much, but just acknoweldge & focus the attention to what you wish & put your energy there. What's done is done.

Are you actually working in the metaphysical field or some type of advising/research type of work? Or perhaps it relates to study more?
In regards to love, that looks present in the past, but perhaps hidden in the current? Does that makes sense to you? Almost like it’s a secret or admiration only?
Are you feeling tied down in some respects as to where you currently are in a literal sense? It feels like you are surrounded by a tight community/people, but also a bit restricting in that sense. In that sense you are probably supported, like in a job/or something solid there, but it my annoy you at the same time.

In general you can really be very powerful & kick ass, but start looking at issues like self-care (not in a "disciplining yourself", because it feels like you can really keep pushing yourself, so just play more – enjoy – buy stuff you like – indulge on new clothes, etc.), use your imagination (which is very present) into really looking into what you need in a partner and just don’t hide yourself.

posted July 29, 2014 03:30 AM            

I'm sorry I'm doing your Celtic Cross so late, today turned out to be productive more than I anticipated. In any case, here's your reading!

Right now I feel a couple things from the mini cross which is that there's some dishonesty around you, but it isn't affecting you negatively. Rather you may notice it and are waiting for it to play out.

In the recent past you were focusing on your choices, feeling overwhelmed and like you were juggling life all by yourself. You may have been bored with your day to day routine, but that's since stabilized. Maybe your home life was chaotic for a bit? In any case you're now focusing on your goals and your wants now. You found inspiration through a creative activity and are seeing how far it can take you.

For love, I do see you doubting you'll find the right guy who will make you feel (and see you as) special, but you perhaps haven't taking as much responsibility for your love of freedom either. In any case, I definitely feel there is going to be a sudden shift or change in the way you feel. I can't tell from this draw if it's the way you feel about a person or if you are going to change your attitude towards relationships in general, but I just know it will take you by surprise. Maybe you are going to fall in love with someone younger than you / different than you, and soon, and by accident?

All in all things are looking more pleasant for you now than the past which I feel was just very cumbersome, and overwhelming. You had a lot of tasks that needed to be dealt with at the same time, but you've sinced become more organized. I also am wondering if you applied for a position that you're scared you won't get? Or two? If this is true, I don't think you will take the first position but I do see you being hired at the second.

Are there any exes in your life at the moment?

Cards:

9 of Pentacles
7 of Swords
The World
Temperance
2 of Pentacles
Page of Wands
4 of Wands
5 of Pentacles
Page of Pentacles
The Sun

posted July 29, 2014 04:04 AM            

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Originally posted by Twirl:
Hi Hanna!

Wow, seems like you are dealing with a lot of past stuff, altough I’m not sure you are always aware of it. It still seems dragging along with you & for me it feels like those issues need to be addressed before you will feel like you are ‘in the flow’again. So I’m not picking up anything coming your way currently, other then the past stuff that I will start mentioning to you right now. Yeah, I keep dwelling on people I know don't mean anything in my life. But I think I'm finally letting it go and moving forward.

The thing you do have nailed currently is actually your intuition & deep knowledge, which is good thing, because that is what will help you move forward. On the other hand I can imagine this being highly frustrating for you, because it may feel like ‘nothing is happening’ in your life at current and that you just sort of sit waiting for stuff. Basically! I'm always thinking "Go, go, go!" so if I'm not going then I get anxious and feel doomed.

Is it like you have been delaying/postponing yourself? It feels like there’s something unaddressed/not being taken care of. This can even relate to a final interview or general conversation with people after which it leaves your life. This would be one of the things I mentioned. If it’s not closed, you take it on your shoulders, making you feel like you are walking against the wind. Might also relate to a male figure in your life, that didn’t come through with something or simply wasn’t/isn’t present, when he should be.
weird question: anything up with driving/your driving license? Nothing weird is up with my driving license. Is The Chariot involved at all with that? A male figure who isn't present when he should be. Uhm. Kind of. I have unaddressed stuff with one and my former friend. I'm waiting her out because I know she's trying to avoid any unpleasantness and I'm not having it. So I guess I've been mulling it over in order not to let her off the hook.

You also seem driven by knowing and getting to the bottom of things and absolute and deep understanding, but dor you it seems so present, that it can overtake you and actually stop you from moving forward (lot of virgo by any chance?). In a sense like: I will only move forward if I completely and utterly understand every little thing of this, AND all the details, and then MAYBE it might be a good idea to pursuit that. This is what stops you, and this is what may feel to you as being ‘out of the flow’. The energy is too stagnant. Yes, that's the core of my personality that I try try try to let go of! I have Virgo IC. Gemini ASC, so double Mercury to begin with. Pluto as a singleton in the 5th… just to add some intense curiosity to the curiosity pile. Good advice! I'll adhere to it.

Are you actually working in the metaphysical field or some type of advising/research type of work? Or perhaps it relates to study more?
In regards to love, that looks present in the past, but perhaps hidden in the current? Does that makes sense to you? Almost like it’s a secret or admiration only? Are you feeling tied down in some respects as to where you currently are in a literal sense? It feels like you are surrounded by a tight community/people, but also a bit restricting in that sense. In that sense you are probably supported, like in a job/or something solid there, but it my annoy you at the same time.

In general you can really be very powerful & kick ass, but start looking at issues like self-care (not in a "disciplining yourself", because it feels like you can really keep pushing yourself, so just play more – enjoy – buy stuff you like – indulge on new clothes, etc.), use your imagination (which is very present) into really looking into what you need in a partner and just don’t hide yourself.

Hope what I’ve written makes sense to you. If not, please disregard. I used another method for this.

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I'm not working in the metaphysical field at all, but I am trying to get hired at my school newspaper or my local newspaper (even if just as a random weekly columnist. I'm not sure what you meant by love looking hidden right now? Only because I don't have any prospects and all I keep thinking of are past people. There's one weird guy I met online who stalks my blog, but it just feels like games now 'cause he won't talk to me so I'm emotionally over that. I feel stuck here in my home state, YES. It's driving me insane. I have close friends, but this town, the same people, the same streets, the same things to do…. I'm beyond over it. Yes, I have a big imagination too and I think it's overactive - but sure I'll use it more, it's fun!

posted July 29, 2014 04:31 AM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
I'm not working in the metaphysical field at all, but I am trying to get hired at my school newspaper or my local newspaper (even if just as a random weekly columnist. I'm not sure what you meant by love looking hidden right now? Only because I don't have any prospects and all I keep thinking of are past people. There's one weird guy I met online who stalks my blog, but it just feels like games now 'cause he won't talk to me so I'm emotionally over that. I feel stuck here in my home state, YES. It's driving me insane. I have close friends, but this town, the same people, the same streets, the same things to do…. I'm beyond over it. Yes, I have a big imagination too and I think it's overactive - but sure I'll use it more, it's fun!

I would say most of it made sense, yes, what method did you use? Sorry mine was not as long as yours. If you want a follow up reading (or a couple smaller more readings) you can ask.

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Aah okay, so it's writing. That could work, yes. Are you going to be writing yourself or will you be editing other people's work?

With it being hidden I mean there's a) some secret admiration either from you or another and b) it possibly not being present/no lover. Which is namely, because it feels like you don't really open up to men you like and in that way keep a certain distance from love (even if you would actually want someone). So if that rings truth I'd suggest to readjust that.

Was no chariot. It's an oracle I made myself. If around 85% rings truth for you, I'm pleased.

We seem to have similar placements. I also have GEM ASC & Pluto in the 5th. Didn't you also have moon in the 12th?

Thanks for the feedback!

posted July 29, 2014 04:41 AM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
Hi Twirl!

I'm sorry I'm doing your Celtic Cross so late, today turned out to be productive more than I anticipated. In any case, here's your reading!

Right now I feel a couple things from the mini cross which is that there's some dishonesty around you, but it isn't affecting you negatively. Rather you may notice it and are waiting for it to play out.

In the recent past you were focusing on your choices, feeling overwhelmed and like you were juggling life all by yourself. You may have been bored with your day to day routine, but that's since stabilized. Maybe your home life was chaotic for a bit? In any case you're now focusing on your goals and your wants now. You found inspiration through a creative activity and are seeing how far it can take you.

For love, I do see you doubting you'll find the right guy who will make you feel (and see you as) special, but you perhaps haven't taking as much responsibility for your love of freedom either. In any case, I definitely feel there is going to be a sudden shift or change in the way you feel. I can't tell from this draw if it's the way you feel about a person or if you are going to change your attitude towards relationships in general, but I just know it will take you by surprise. Maybe you are going to fall in love with someone younger than you / different than you, and soon, and by accident?

All in all things are looking more pleasant for you now than the past which I feel was just very cumbersome, and overwhelming. You had a lot of tasks that needed to be dealt with at the same time, but you've sinced become more organized. I also am wondering if you applied for a position that you're scared you won't get? Or two? If this is true, I don't think you will take the first position but I do see you being hired at the second.

Are there any exes in your life at the moment?

Cards:

9 of Pentacles
7 of Swords
The World
Temperance
2 of Pentacles
Page of Wands
4 of Wands
5 of Pentacles
Page of Pentacles
The Sun

Extras after The Sun: The Tower Queen of Cups

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Thank you!

It resonates. There is an ex who keeps contacting me (I had a lot of exes pop up the last few weeks).
I'm not 100% sure about the dishonesty and/or where it refers to just yet.
with the chaos I think you may have picked up on the last few weeks, which were indeed a bit chaotic. Juggling stuff & changing routines around which then resuls in some weird 'in between stage'.
I didn't apply for another job that I'm anxious about. I just got an extra one, and was asked to come check out another.
Creativity is always part of my routine & gives me great pleasure. I did connect to some interesting people with the same ideals & we are looking into combining our work.
I do hope better organisation stays. I'm always working on that.

I wonder about love and what will come up. We'll have to see.

posted July 29, 2014 04:45 PM            

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Originally posted by Twirl:
Just realised the deceit part. Yes! There's something that I suspect isn't quite in the open, yet I decided to not take cation on it yet, but I will have to take action in future. Until then I play it by here.

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