posted July 29, 2014 05:49 AM            

even though of course I can only speculate on what he really feels, your reading touched me VERY deeply iniside. It really felt like the inner resonance was so strong that something inside started to vibrate with it.

"espite many hardships and tribulations you both have faced regarding your connection with each other he has an unwavering interest and consideration towards you."
That would be actually all I could hope for. And yes, hardship is about right, too.

"However, despite it's slow progress this relationship yields a very bountiful and fruitful result."
Very slow, indeed, and still not know what kind of relationship it is meant to be.

" Is it worth tossing it away for something more frivolous and good for the moment, or would you be involved with something more essential? "
You know the funny thing is that I have been thinking about that yesterday, that maybe it WAS time to simply walk away, maybe he WANTS me to be gone, maybe it would simplify matters for both of us, or even just for me.

"or even think to, you both realize that there is a inseparable bond between the both of you and a strong karmic glue that will last for a very long time. "
It feels so to me. But sometimes I wonder maybe I am jsut stubborn? lol
But then again I gain a lot from it, too. Inner development, growth, but also joy and pleasure and serenity. In the good phases. lol

" This means the truth even with depression, one that would cause heartache, sorrow, regret. Blunt and abrasive, even if the way said would be hurtful it would be for the better and for the sake of rationality and causing a more clear, less illusive connection."

Yes, I feel that this hits the spot. It is also what I want, but it is hard to do.

The connection is a very unspoken one; maybe hardly existent at all, still we spark each other`s attention as it seems, despite the fact he is clearly unavailable.
So I just try to figure out how to deal with the situation in such a way, that a normal interaction can be established, instead of the unspoken or half-unspoken one.
Well, I do my best to be more open and at the same time more rational about it.

posted July 29, 2014 07:54 AM            

What is R thinking about our connection and/or how does he want it to be with us?

Thank you Karka

posted July 29, 2014 04:37 PM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
My question is: What events are going to happen in my life now?

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10 Spades - King Spades - Queen Spades - Queen Diamonds - 6 Clubs

I really hope that I'm wrong here, but what I'm seeing is pretty to the point: a disappointing breakup because of another, meddling woman. You're going to be working through this with your emotions. I do think you'll receive some kind of help, or at least counsel from a helpful source.

Please don't let this reading influence you in any way. I might simply not be connecting.

posted July 30, 2014 08:50 PM            

Looks good! I always get the Ace of Coins when it comes to business for some reason (I still don't know what it truly wants to tell me though). Is the Maiden a Page? I will keep you updated. Thank you very much.

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posted July 30, 2014 08:54 PM            

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Originally posted by EmpressMendez:
[b] [QUOTE]@EmpressMendez
Your question was,
What's in store for me for money/business in around 3 months?
Ace of Pentacles, Maiden of Pentacles, 6 of Chalices = Temperance
Looking good! You will see a good financial oppurtunity presented to you and a bountiful investment, you will find yourself completing desires and goals you have had for a long time.

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Looks good! I always get the Ace of Coins when it comes to business for some reason (I still don't know what it truly wants to tell me though). Is the Maiden a Page? I will keep you updated. Thank you very much.

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posted July 30, 2014 11:49 PM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:

[b]@MillyX
Your question was,
How will things continue between me & C?
6 of Chalices, 9 of Swords, Ace of Staves = The House of The Devil
Very painful and hurtful memories will be made, you may hold this against him and even if you forgive him you won't ever forget. This will always be a sore spot for you and a lot of shocking, unexpected things will happen that will shake you up and make you feel weak because you could not prevent it. However the dormant and passive energy of this relationship will suddeny become more active and there will be more tension and passion (doesn't mean positive) between the both of you.
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posted July 31, 2014 12:01 AM            

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Originally posted by MillyX:
Ouch! Do you use a mix of your intuition when doing card readings? It's sort of scary to think that shocking unexpected things will happen and I wonder what exactly it may be. Thanks for the reading!

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posted July 31, 2014 11:12 AM            

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Originally posted by Kryptic:
?? I noticed someone forgot me or hasn't finished the list yet....

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posted August 01, 2014 08:35 AM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
@Adimi
Your question was,
What can you pick up on the situation between me and P?
9 of Swords, 10 of Swords, 5 of Pentacles = Libra
This relationship is where both of the bodies possessing opposite traits which came together in form of an alliance and in a balance, for example -- your brashness and openness taught him how to be more honest with himself and his delicacy and enjoyement with finer things taught you to stop being so critical of others and learn to enjoy the qualities of people and situations instead of trying to change them. Love and romance was an abstract notion and heavily idealized into something ethereal and refined, often this translated in you not expressing the level of your intimacy fully or there being inhibitions -- therefore, the actions between the both of you were shown with affectation and with a conscious worry how the other might think if you revealed yourself too much. In a way this was a superficial relationship but you two found each other's minds simulating and beautiful and were enthralled by each other's beauty.
Now, the main mental energies in the relationship have turned into something more painful and unbearable -- there was cruelity shown and painful exchanges between the both of you, the feelings of refinement and delicacy have been replaced with ruin and harshness. You both becoming callous of each other and indifferent to what either one of you can think, this is shown by a disagreement on a mental level and conflict of both of the minds fighting with each other. Ultimately this battle has taken it's toll on the both of you and has left you in a state of worry and insecure, a romance or relationship with comfort and affection.

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You're right about many things. I do think he sees me just as you described and he definitely helped me to be more accepting of him, and less critical. Things between us were always heavily idealized... In fact, this was a "love at first sight" type of thing. Only after a while we actually began to build a solid connection, a friendship, with each other. Many inhibitions present, yes... And the sense of worry you picked up on is spot on.

In regards to the last paragraph, not everything is exactly correct, but the main idea you got is right. There is a lot of pain involved here right now... Not because there was necessarily tension between us or arguments happening, but mainly because, at least on my side, I know it's pratically impossible for us to be together, despite our mutual feelings for each other (I strongly feel he has feelings for me too). A lot has happened throughout these past months and there are many other people involved in this situation... Things are difficult for us. I know he is in pain aswell, he said so to someone. I haven't seen him in a while now and I probably only will in about a month... I'm taking this time to try and move on. I know it's not easy, but I'm actually surprised with how pacifically I have been able to deal with this situation.