posted July 30, 2014 07:47 PM            

so the guy you're asking about did you actually have a run in with him.... so it seems very insignificant. More like: oh so that's how she's doing and what a long his merry way.

that's if you actually had a run in with him. the energy is so not there for me when I can think if this guy really is thinking of you at all so for my answer ....would be no it doesn't seems like he misses you

feel free to ask others about this. this could absolutely be wrong on my part. I don't do very well with energy that has fated. its hard for me to get a good read

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Originally posted by Spritualjourney:
Bump

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posted July 30, 2014 10:58 PM            

... could it be that he's guarded? he's sitting on the fence, that he is unsure of how things should go either which way?

did he miss you....no. but is he in your life on a normal basis to begin with because I don't get a sense like he's been away for a while like an axe or someone you haven't seen for quite some period Of time.

so don't take that did he miss you as: well he doesn't even care. I just don't get a sense of its been a long period Of time for him to start missing you

.... would this be correct at all?

can I ask if you see any changes going on in my life four anything new or whatever

QUOTE]Originally posted by Spritualjourney:
Thanks Cherful...at the time I asked, I hadn't seem him for a few weeks as I was away. I just met up with him though. Do you get anything on how he feels about me in general?[/QUOTE]

posted August 01, 2014 04:40 AM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
... I meant energy that FADED.... not fated

... could it be that he's guarded? he's sitting on the fence, that he is unsure of how things should go either which way?

did he miss you....no. but is he in your life on a normal basis to begin with because I don't get a sense like he's been away for a while like an axe or someone you haven't seen for quite some period Of time.

so don't take that did he miss you as: well he doesn't even care. I just don't get a sense of its been a long period Of time for him to start missing you

.... would this be correct at all?

can I ask if you see any changes going on in my life four anything new or whatever

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Do you still see 'triumph' for me regarding love beginning of August? Just wondering if something has changed.

For you I asked what is coming up in the next 2 months:
6 diamonds (relationship problems, arguments, separation), 10 clubs (luck with money, a potential trip or relocation, journey), queen of diamonds (fair haired women), King of diamonds (fair haired/graying man)

posted August 01, 2014 04:45 AM            

yes I did still do you see triumph but again I don't know if it was love.... but you felt it was a triumph.

so if you looking for him to make more solid gestures and movement ... you know a committed relationship that's probably what it going to happen but again I just see if the feeling that you've gotten triumph... so I can't confirm that it's love

posted August 01, 2014 05:16 AM            

Ok for job in Chicago I got:
Synchronicity-lol it's no coincidence you got this interview
Zanna-the worst is behind you
Contemplation time-the guides are asking that you think about what you really want. Do you want to stay in Chicago or would you be taking this job out of desperation
Simplify your life

posted August 01, 2014 05:59 AM            

but I haven't gotten an interview offers down there so that's a big problem. so I got offered the job in Chicago I would have to take that. and nothing for me to downsides at this point my bed is gone everything is gone

so that's upsetting that Id take it out of desperation... but into that's really what it would be as I was hoping to stay in st. Louis. I did a lot of reading about this about st. Louis or staying in Chicago and like everybody was saying go to st. Louis MO and find a job right away. someone saying your going to fight in Chicago.... honestly I really don't think that people can read me very well. things have not been at all the way people had said and they never really are in my reading. its so odd

posted August 01, 2014 07:10 AM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
I was actually 90 percent satisfied in st. Louis. if I stay there taking over my brothers place which is beautiful and afortable. I would be somewhat bored and it doesn't have much to offer likes to go. But that's okay it's a new place new things so it gets me interested.

but I haven't gotten an interview offers down there so that's a big problem. so I got offered the job in Chicago I would have to take that. and nothing for me to downsides at this point my bed is gone everything is gone

so that's upsetting that Id take it out of desperation... but into that's really what it would be as I was hoping to stay in st. Louis. I did a lot of reading about this about st. Louis or staying in Chicago and like everybody was saying go to st. Louis MO and find a job right away. someone saying your going to fight in Chicago.... honestly I really don't think that people can read me very well. things have not been at all the way people had said and they never really are in my reading. its so odd

I am not too sure if he knows yet the right direction that he feels he's ready to take it to... I highly doubt it's going to end or decrease in frequency. and because that triumph mean love for you looks like its going to grow

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How quickly we forget ....

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Originally posted by LoadedPistil:
You'll have so many blocks moving to St. Louis that you begin to romanticize your opinions about Chicago. I think you should move because you'll be happier, but not because if romance.

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posted August 01, 2014 07:21 AM            

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
Ok, I looked into how the next two months will be like for you in St Louis.

Base: 5 spades
Spread: 3 diamonds, 8 hearts, 3 clubs

I see you really making this move. It seems like, even though it feels necessary to go, you still feel some negative feelings about going. I don't think it's just worry about the unknown. I don't know what it is, but I think you'll think you've left something behind, which will be painful in a way.

I do see a new job offer for you. It doesn't look like it pays all that well, but this will be a step into the right direction for you. You must look at it at as a way to make the ends meet. You'll feel more emotionally balanced there too. You're going to have someone to hold your hand. Not sure if this person is a romantic connection or not, though. Things won't take off right away, so you have to be patient, but it looks like this will turn to be a good move for you, life wise.

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Ahem!!!!

posted August 01, 2014 07:53 AM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
you've been in a relationship before haven't you?

I see 8 month I think its pretty long and good for you.... when will talkin about a serious relationship coming out for you

are you like 26? I see you married at 30 or by 30

can you ask you will you see me getting a new job and anything about it

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Originally posted by Moonfish:
@Cherful24
Nice!
I'm 22, and no I have never been in a relationship.

The Devil: There could definitely be a new job opportunity (if not this year, the next) that will provide you with much higher wealth. However It may come with a few sacrifices, making you feel trapped. Money will overpower true happiness.

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posted August 01, 2014 08:59 AM            

I never had a moving block moving to Saint Louis. it was as easy as asking my brother if I could stay with him and packing my stuff, literally.

I've been down there for a week and no job, not even a job interview. I never had and neg feelings moving down there and I don't feel that I left anything up in Chicago... I wanted this change

the interview I have in chicago, I'm being there for it. if I get it, I'm taking it. and it pays very well.

and if I don't he it, I stay in St. Louis.

... so what am I missing?? I see your responses, but none of those are correct, neither is yours.

I do like that im in St. Louis.... and I am happy for it... Something new & exciting and all, but I won't say I'm happier than when I am in Chicago. I supposein more time that change.

QUOTE]Originally posted by LoadedPistil:

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posted August 01, 2014 09:19 AM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
[B]did I miss something??

I never had a moving block moving to Saint Louis. it was as easy as asking my brother if I could stay with him and packing my stuff, literally.

I've been down there for a week and no job, not even a job interview. I never had and neg feelings moving down there and I don't feel that I left anything up in Chicago... I wanted this change

the interview I have in chicago, I'm being there for it. if I get it, I'm taking it. and it pays very well.

and if I don't he it, I stay in St. Louis.

... so what am I missing?? I see your responses, but none of those are correct, neither is yours.

I do like that im in St. Louis.... and I am happy for it... Something new & exciting and all, but I won't say I'm happier than when I am in Chicago. I supposein more time that change.

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I'm thoroughly entertained. Thank you
Are you not entertained?! #Gladiator

posted August 01, 2014 01:08 PM            

I wouldn't say people who are trying to learn how to read cards or read energy is entertaining that They're not connecting correctly.

you're basically making fun of them and of yourself as You did not correct reconnect

.. I personally don't find it entertaining but but rude and disrespectful. so don't come on my thread or anybody else is and do such a thing and I don't know who gladiator is but don't bring other people in making fun of others.... you only have the right to comment on your own reading that you were incorrect..... not others.

ir own I guess

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Originally posted by LoadedPistil:
I'm thoroughly entertained. Thank you
Are you not entertained?! #Gladiator

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posted August 01, 2014 01:47 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
can I also? do you have another question you'd like to ask or I can feel the same ones you like

a new job or career or anything new going to come about for me?

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Originally posted by moonstruck87:
Cherful, I got death - 6/pentacles - the tower

Have you gone through a heavy transition recently? Death in recent past suggests this - literal or spiritual, something in your life is shedding it's skin to come back stronger/more powerful. You're losing what no longer serves you & coming towards a new cycle.
6/pentacles shows me that you've been generous lately or will encounter someone who is that way with you! Any acts of charity or work that you have put in recently should soon pay off. This card also shows a promotion and a business opportunity.
Tower in the outcome kinda wreaks some havoc. This tells me that your "shedding" period will continue, there is still necessary transformation to take place, this unavoidable change will release you from bondage and it will come rapidly (unlike death's transformation which has a slow-cooking Pluto feel to it)

Overall, don't count on too many plans right now is the message I'm seeing here. Know that this period of your life is serving you well overall & you will come out better for it

Hope this helps dear

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Originally posted by cherful24:
Yay, I like this reading yes I've been through. Death, as well as spiritual death in the past... and it has taken me a long time to heal.

so yes the reading resonated thank you

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posted August 01, 2014 10:16 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
I did a lot of reading about this about st. Louis or staying in Chicago and like everybody was saying go to st. Louis MO and find a job right away. someone saying your going to fight in Chicago.... honestly I really don't think that people can read me very well. things have not been at all the way people had said and they never really are in my reading. its so odd

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Originally posted by cherful24:
... so what am I missing?? I see your responses, but none of those are correct, neither is yours.

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Originally posted by cherful24:
I wouldn't say people who are trying to learn how to read cards or read energy is entertaining that They're not connecting correctly.

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Seriously? Not connecting? "things have not been at all the way people had said and they never really are in my reading." - reeeeally?

posted August 01, 2014 10:33 PM            

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
Seriously? Not connecting? "things have not been at all the way people had said and they never really are in my reading." - reeeeally?

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Are you not entertained?! Is that not what you are here?!!!

posted August 01, 2014 10:43 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
you see anything about a new job coming up but it might be in with work might be, how will I get along with my peers, pay range address

do you have interest in someone I feel like there's interest surrounding you

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
So, for the near future (3-6 months) I got a no for you. I'm very sorry for that, because I'm getting that you're frustrated with how your life is and you can't see a way out. It's not just work... Is there a woman in your life that's a thorn on your side? Like, she brings you down just by being near you. She's actually amplifying your state of hopelessness. Sorry, but did you give up anything in the last few days/months? It doesn't feel like an object, I think it's more about your goals and drive... I'm getting a feeling of demotivation, almost like you let go of yourself for a moment... I'm rambling, sorry.

Anyway, I think what's blocking you right now, even if it's not related to job/work, is a bad, very painful breakup. Did someone cut you out of their lives without warning? Like, you were expecting to keep in touch, but they never ackowledged you?

Are you unemployed? I don't think you are, however, I get that you dislike what you do very much. It feels like a chore to go to work, like you have to give yourself a pep talk every morning just to get there.

You need to busy yourself with something you enjoy. Take up a hobby. Inject some fun into your life. Also, have you thought of going back to school/college? I think the way to get a job that you want and enjoy is through education. Do you dislike the area that you work in? Feels like you're fed up with it and wants to change it, pick up something new. You should. That's the way you'll be getting a new job, I feel.

Your cards: Jack of diamonds, Queen of spades and Jack of clubs.

Sorry about the negative reading, especially if it doesn't speak to you. Still practicing here.

Let me know if this resonates at all, please.

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Was this innacurate?

posted August 01, 2014 10:45 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
I'm actually meeting someone next week can you tell me how that will go. I know that it won't be long term because he's too old and he has two kids I'm hoping it's something that can get me into a new spirit

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
I'm so sorry to hear you've been through this, cherful! This is just a YUCK situation and he's just someone that will bring you down because he doesn't have the goodness that you have inside yourself... You really need to take yourself to a better place, away from him.

As to how your date will go... 3H as base, with QS, 7H and 9C as the spread. How funny is it that the 3H can represent a romantic date?! I think this date you'll go to will make you rekindle your femininity and sensuality, and you'll feel very beautiful because/during it. I do get a sense that this guy is a gentleman, like we see in the movies? The old, suave and smooth gentleman that knows how to charm a girl.

You're too guarded for anything to come out of it. You're going to this date because you'll appreciate the ego boost but, like you said, you know nothing will come out of it. You'll be happily surprised by the tone of this date and this could actually mean you'll get another chance at love, but I don't think you'll see it. It's like you're not ready for it, so you can't see what's being offered to you. Does he live far away from you? If he doesn't, this would actually mean you'll lose track of time and talk about all sorts of things and have a very lively conversation.

I like this guy's energy. Feels grounded, mature and aware of what he wants. Very smooth and like a breeze in a hot day.

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Originally posted by cherful24:
I got a big fat no on that..... I hope you don't because it doesn't seem like it will turn out well. the date would be extremely uncomfortable, and then your friendships with them will be indifferent

also can you see if it will be just one date with him or will there be more dates I've been hoping to date...... and how does he like me.... will he be attracted to me he's only seen a picture

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
Haha, I never thought it'd go well, reason why I've never let any of them ask me out... Even those I end up fancying I stay away and don't try to get a romantic relationship out of it. Glad to know it's always been for the best.

Now for you...

As to whether it'll be just one date with him, I got that yes, it's going to be just this once. Your cards for this one was 7D, JC and 8H.

As to how he likes you, base card was 8H and the spread was JC, 9H and 5H. I think he likes you and you represent the ideal woman to him, but he'll think you're still attached to an ex. Once he realizes this, he'll guard himself. Are you into sports? You'll give him the impression that you are and he'll like that, rounding you as the perfect woman. He'll like your female figure, too.

As to whether he'll be attracted to you, I got a no: 2S, KS and QC. From these cards, I get a sense that you'll say something that won't resonate well with him and will actually turn him off, emotionally and romantically. He'll want to be your friend, though. Honestly, I think that if you don't give a hint that you haven't completely moved on from your ex, you might get a second date out of this... He doesn't seem to want to be your rebound and he knows that's basically what you're looking for right now: someone to pass time with and, perhaps later, evolve into a relationship. Nothing wrong with just wanting to date, but I think he doesn't want to just date, he wants and is ready for a relationship. I don't think you are ready for that, however. Sorry.

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Didn't you think the date went well and the guy was going to contact you? Did you go on a second date with him?

posted August 01, 2014 10:47 PM            

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
Thanks for the advise, cherful! It's not that I think it would be a bad relationship between me and this guy, it's that I KNOW he's not long-term material for me. He's not dependable like that. I guess what I fear the most is me crashing and burning after everything is said and done.

To answer your questions:

Will you have your temp job until you get a permanent one? This was a no: 3 Hearts, 7 Clubs, 4 Spades. Unfortunately all I'm getting from this is your anxiety, worried about your work situation and feeling stuck. I'm just not getting anything past these feelings, I'm sorry.

Will you be living in your current apartment in May 1st? YES, you will! 10 Spades, King Hearts and 3 Hearts was the spread. Again I pulled a card of worry and feeling stuck; these next few months look like they'll be rough on you. I think you're going to receive help from a family member, perhaps your father, brother, a friend who's like a brother, definitely someone that cares for you. The 3 Hearts is the small wish card, so you're going to be able to still live there.

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Did you get to keep your temp job until you found a permanent one? Were you able to stay at your apartment after May 1st?

April 10, 2014:

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
Cherful, I asked why your colleagues seem to dislike you so much.

Base card: 4 spades
Spread: 9 diamonds, 9 hearts, 10 hearts

You are right, they don't like you. They are fed up or sick and tired of you. Sorry if I'm being harsh, but this is coming strongly across to me. It's like they never liked you from the get go and they're not open for their opinion of you to be changed.

They're envious of the attention you garner from your superiors. They think you're wishful and overly lucky, that you have the perfect life and whatever you need/want. Have you ever talked about your personal life and even hopes for marriage? I think they find your whole inclination towards those annoying and unrealistic. Not sure why this is coming across, though... If you haven't talked about any of that and they can't know about any of it, then this means they think you got your job through a relationship with some higher-up. That you didn't have to work for it, if you know what I mean.

I think this confirms your first impression... I'm sorry, it feels like an awful work environment.

[QUOTE]Originally posted by cherful24:
[B]haha yeah I am the only one that's getting recruited to work with other departments, and they think these doctors ask me because of how I look which is not true maybe to a certain extent but I would never have been able to keep projects if I didn't know my job.

not one of them has a masters and I do which is why I was picked to work with the Dean.

they can keep on hating all they want I just hope I get out of there and get with good energy people!

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Not accurate?

posted August 01, 2014 10:48 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
I know I just open the thread saying thank you and goodbye but I wanted to exchange with you because I desperately need some answers on my career

okay so I know you said originally long time ago I was not going to get a new job for a long time .....so does now seem like its the time for a new job for me??

I've had 3 interviews lately. today was a second interview with a company I did an interview with a week ago.... a new position opened up with them and encourage me to go for that one as well. so I was like well sure okay

how does this non-profit organization look for me... its a diabetes organization will this new position.,does this new or original position looks like I'll be hired for one of them.

or will the other interview I did in a obgyn looks like I'll be hired?

I also have an opportunity with the university that I'm at now

..... How does my career look, is it exactly the question... in terms of me getting a job

thanks and I'll be back with yours

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
Hi cherful,

I asked "what can you tell me about cherful's career for the next 3 months?" and pulled Queen Spades, Queen Clubs and 10 Clubs, with 5 Hearts as base. I re-asked to make sure, as the base card wasn't clear on what the theme of the first reading was and pulled 3 Clubs, 2 Spades and 9 Spades, with 6 Clubs as the new base.

Is one of these jobs your dream job? With 2 Queens, I'm seeing a lot of rivalry in the next 3 months, with very shrewd people that are all about being professional. The 10C points to achievement and success in your career. Also points to a business relocation/trip, so I think you're going to be working away from where you currently are. Didn't you have a proposition to work out of your state? I think I remember reading this? Looks like it'll happen.

In the second spread, 6C tells me you'll be actively pursuing new opportunities. This is an opportunity for you to expand your knowledge, outside your comfort zone. I can definitely see you leaving your current job to pursue this new opportunity. It'll be a challenging time, because I feel, intuitively, that you'll be faced with something you're not familiar with and will have to learn to deal with, but I feel once you've mastered it, these feelings will be nothing but a memory.

I'm sorry this isn't great news. It's a bit of a mixed bag.

I hope this resonates. Let me know.

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Sounds like I saw your move to another city still in May, if you ask me...

Anyways, continuing:

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Originally posted by cherful24:
both of the two places I interview ed would be away from my current job which is a good thing, but still within the city. both have annual meetings that are outside of the state., which I would attend but that's like just a week..... I am not too sure but one might involve some travel but there not sure on that.

both of the positions or something that I currently do however it on a grander scale so there would be much learning and I would have to up my professionalism a lot...... I don't know if either are my dream job but I do really like both of the places and would love to work there if its a good match for me !

does it look like I would get either of the positions or no

TY!

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
I was going to say this yesterday, but didn't want the reading to be even more gloomy. Since you asked me directly, I posed the question again for the cards and it still looks like a no. I'm sorry. I still see some travelling for you, but not for these two specific jobs.

I hope I'm wrong, though.

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Did you get any of those positions?

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Now. "things have not been at all the way people had said and they never really are in my reading." - Are you sure about that?

posted August 01, 2014 10:52 PM            

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Originally posted by filleaspirant:
Seriously? Not connecting? "things have not been at all the way people had said and they never really are in my reading." - reeeeally?

.....yes reeeeeaaally... I think I've had enough and I think I pointed out enough examples...... do you f****** need more? are you not satisfied with all that I have pointed out for you

... are you done being a f****** ***** because isn't that the only reason why you are here.... when you tag hash my thread? if that's not being a ***** then I don't know what it is.

so if I'm not making it clear enough let me f****** state it clearer to you.... this is not a forum for you to come on and try to override any ones thread.... you do it in a negative way ......anytime somebody brings any type of making fun of others is beyond unacceptable.

Who said you can bring a hashtag on to my thread for the purpose of making fun of me.... and questioning other readings that were given to me??... it was readings given to me, I am the only one that can go back and questIon the validity of it . whether they were right or wrong, strong connection or weak... not you... you have nothing to do with those readings

I did not give you any type of permission to do anything that was mentioned above and I'm the only one you need permission from to do that.

so again let me make it clear to you as you need to be told what is inappropriate for you to be doing, for some reason which I find absolutely inappropriate as we should all be on this thread....don't comment on my thread, don't hash tag On my threads and don't bring other people readiing into my thread for the purpose of you laughing and making fun of it.

.... clear enough to you???

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posted August 01, 2014 11:05 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
.....yes reeeeeaaally... I think I've had enough and I think I pointed out enough examples...... do you f****** need more? are you not satisfied with all that I have pointed out for you

... are you done being a f****** ***** because isn't that the only reason why you are here.... when you tag hash my thread? if that's not being a ***** then I don't know what it is.

so if I'm not making it clear enough let me f****** state it clearer to you.... this is not a forum for you to come on and try to override any ones thread.... you do it in a negative way ......anytime somebody brings any type of making fun of others is beyond unacceptable.

Who said you can bring a hashtag on to my thread for the purpose of making fun of me.... and questioning other readings that were given to me??... it was readings given to me, I am the only one that can go back and questIon the validity of it . whether they were right or wrong, strong connection or weak... not you... you have nothing to do with those readings

I did not give you any type of permission to do anything that was mentioned above and I'm the only one you need permission from to do that.

so again let me make it clear to you as you need to be told what is inappropriate for you to be doing, for some reason which I find absolutely inappropriate as we should all be on this thread....don't comment on my thread, don't hash tag On my threads and don't bring other people readiing into my thread for the purpose of you laughing and making fun of it.

.... clear enough to you???

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Are you confusing me with someone else, cherful? I'm not LoadedPistil. I'm filleaspirant.

ALL the hashtags/quotes I made were of readings I did myself. Am I making fun of myself now? By pointing out that I have actually been pretty accurate as far as you're concerned?

Actually, I don't need YOUR permission to REPOST readings I DID FOR YOU in a PUBLIC FORUM, when you're indirectly questioning their accuracy.

I'm sorry if you're upset over having those pointed out at you, but I was myself very offended to be lumped with people who weren't spot on for you in the past. Sorry, but not really. Especially after you just called me a b*tch and cursed at me.

Have a nice life.