posted September 02, 2014 08:50 AM            

I have at the moment this drama in my life that I dont know what to do, I feel I have to do this "one big step" and get my life under control and do something with it.
I am a little bit crazy and I see two options, or I stay at home and continue working with my family at our Land, I think I sorta would turn into a Monk, live in the woods make some yoga/taichi plant and eat my food, meditate, sort of a sacerdote.
This is what I have sorta trying to do the last 3 years, but I had problems with drugs, I have stress with my parents, once in a while I "freak out" and stay some days doing nothing at a depressive state..

Or i would venture out to the world and deliver my life to mother godess travelling trough the counrties working here and there, like a adventure. I get so exited when I think of this..

So what do you think of both lifestyle above matches with my Chart?

Edit: getting the transits in consideration also. like pluto opposing natal sun..

posted September 02, 2014 09:10 AM            

The need for drugs tells me that you aren't in control of your emotions and environment and the drugs help to hide you from all the emotions that are always running through you, to which are probably the emotions of those around you and not your own.

I do not believe that hiding at home will be healthy for you. My advice is to learn who you are and how your body works. Take charge of your environment and control it would be greatly beneficial. Keeping negatively based people out of your life is very much recommended.

The actor Robin Williams, whom ended his own life not long ago, had this same Sun/Moon placement.

posted September 02, 2014 11:10 AM            

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Originally posted by freedomlover:
Yeah sometimes I have this feeling, that I have to get out of home to learn who I am, what is just my endless dreaming and what am I realy capabel of doing..

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Check out this link, it pertains to anyone who has Moon in Pisces in their natal chart.
http://wordsforthepeople.com/2010/08/pisces-moon/

posted September 02, 2014 12:30 PM            

You have a nice and well-balanced chart(lots of fire, water, air and earth), and you'll probably make both friends and foes on your travels(venus in 11th favors friendships, but venus square pluto and venus conjunction mars in 11th could make problems with friends). But it would be good for you without doubt.

posted September 02, 2014 01:57 PM            

You will also find many Pisces Moon people trying to rescue others and play savior etc.

posted September 02, 2014 02:00 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Pisces Moon usually has issues of addiction, religion or idealism to address.

You will also find many Pisces Moon people trying to rescue others and play savior etc.

I think you should travel. With Pisces Moon there is often some form of restlessness. But be careful of being overwhelmed by others energies and develop more boundaries.

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posted September 02, 2014 03:18 PM            

If I was in your place, I would just travel. More divesity is always more emotionally and pesonally satisfacting. Dedicating your life to being a monk of sorts might require some hard Saturn here and there, which is only a little present (and as oppositions, not squares). You would stagnate a lot, are you sure you are ready for that?

But if I was you (not just in your place), I would just stay home. My Gemini Mars and Venus make me want for more diverse things, but I have several Saturn squares and I basically chain myself on purpose.

posted September 03, 2014 09:07 AM            

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Originally posted by next to neptune:
You should go out. You have, like me actually 3 planets in 4th house. It means this house (which is about family, the roots and the home) is deeply affected by transits. So it would be wise for you to go out in the world and find yourself while you are young.

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posted September 03, 2014 09:15 AM            

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Originally posted by next to neptune:
but having that many planets in 4th house, I would say you should just get out from there as fast as you can and don't even look back

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posted September 05, 2014 12:03 PM            

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Originally posted by Diogenes:
Are you in Brazil at the moment (take a look at your relocated chart) or in Germany? if in Germany then yes get out and travel, look at all those planets in the 4th, do you like your place of birth? or hold little interest of it? Do you feel restless in Germany? And look at that pluto on your IC and then on to conjunct the 4th house planets would explain more so your restlessness..I say you are in for some radical change in your foundation, roots, innerself. So yes if you have the means to travel the world then go out and travel it would seem to do you some good.

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I did not know about this relocated chard, would I have to put the city where I live here in Brazil for my home town Hamburg, and do the chard?
So no at the mom I live in Brasil.
I don't have nothing against HH Germany, I moved from there with 6 years old, and have been there onlz sporadicle since..
I like my family and everythink, I apreciate the idea of working in the Land, have a simple life, depent less and less from the sys.. I like the idea of pulling to an opposite pole than the society is moving nowadays.
But Land is work and ure "stuck" to that place, and im still among my family (never left home). We understand us and think about the same thinks, but parents are parents, and expecialy mother will always see me as hers emotional and careneeding (i dont know..) cancer sign boy..
I have the feeling I dont let everythink out of my self, that Im not realy me, still beeing at home.
I dont take iniciatives, dont go out to the streets, its only work, or depressive state, or doing **** in the internet, I don't relate with girls..