posted October 17, 2014 06:24 PM            

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posted October 17, 2014 06:34 PM            

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Originally posted by Watercolordaydream:
May i delete my birth info now? Thanks so much for letting me participate

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posted October 17, 2014 08:24 PM            

Your Christ self is very connected to the way you experienced your father in this life, and the way you still do. I can see that you didn't and still do not have a good pleasant relationship with him. In fact I see he may have been abusive to you when you were growing up. Well I can feel this is how your higher self wants you to grow stronger, to release higher consciousness into your human self, by experiencing the pain he caused you. Because pain causes compassion, and God can't come through without you being able to feel this deeply.

Your higher self communicates to you most deeply, when you feel the pain from his influence.
With your mothers influence, she does not have strong connection (your natal moon to your heliocentric chart isn't making any conjunctions).

Your Sun, Mars, Saturn, Uranus, and Chiron are all the planets which are releasing a higher energy into your lifestream. These planets are where you have conflicts and pain, and since the Sun is involved, which is your masculine side, this means your father is how you have experienced the pain.

You have Natal Saturn conjunct Heliocentric Mars under 1 orb. This is the most exact conjunction I see. You have natal Saturn in the third house, which points to your early childhood, growing up and how you experienced younger years at home.

Your Natal Mars in this life, is the most significant way for you to connect with God. I am assuming since transit saturn is aspecting this for you now, you are dealing with some heavy things regarding this pain..

Your God self wants you to take your Mars, all its difficulty, and transmute it into the highest energies possible, so that you can transcend the pain, and be the example for the rest of the world. You know I had a revelation the other day, I realized that just one I Am presence has enough power to heal all of the pain of the world combined, over and over again, and never even be depleted an ounce of energy. This is the power of your God self. Any amount of pain, in just one person, is nothing for God to heal. But we cannot heal without first acknowledging we are wounded, and also that others have been wounded that have caused us the pain. In this case your father.

Your God self wants you to forgive your father no matter what the situation was between you two, and for you to transmute the negativity by loving forgiveness. You also must realize that all people in our world are suffering. Some more than others, but whatever our birth chart has in store for us, is where we are being tested. You are being tested to see how you can handle an abusive masculine influence. You are strong enough my dear.

Mars rules sexuality, so this may play a part in the abuse you experienced.

I can also see your God self gets through to you mentally, (acts through your mind) when you are taking care of your health. good health for you means getting out and traveling, enjoying nature, and being jovial.

Your God self is very Libran/Uranian. If in this lifetime, if you become your Chirst self, You will look very beautiful. Your God self is very air influenced, which means you are here to help heal the air element, and be an example of what a perfect air element persona is meant to be. That is, perfection of words and thought. This is your true self.

Back to your father, I can see that from childhood, his influence continues to remain and currently plays out in your love relationships and friendships. You may enter into physical encounters with individuals, at the drop of a hat and they are gone just as fast. I urge you to not let yourself go that route any more.. as it is just the karma playing out from childhood that is in your DNA. with God you can transmute your DNA into only love and perfection, so that you don't have to carry that burden any longer. The most powerful way to do this is with the Violet Flame, but also by bringing to light all the darkness inside your heart. You must expose the pain (shine light into the darkness) for it to be healed and gone. Expose that pain by confronting it, TALKING about it and telling what you have been through to the one who caused it and to others who have been hurt just like you. You must also forgive yourself if need be above all!

posted October 18, 2014 07:51 AM            

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Originally posted by crys:
Hi

May I delete my info?

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Well I caught it, sorry. Just wanted to say.. Avem aproape aceeasi varsta, aceeasi zodie si suntem in acelasi oras. Buna!

posted October 18, 2014 09:02 AM            

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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
Well I caught it, sorry. Just wanted to say.. Avem aproape aceeasi varsta, aceeasi zodie si suntem in acelasi oras. Buna!

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posted October 18, 2014 09:15 AM            

I am very murcuian in that Gemini is strongest in my chart. The Libran influence resognates as well as I have been told I am very attractive.

posted October 18, 2014 12:49 PM            

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Originally posted by crys:
Hi, what a pleasant suprise
Buna Nu stiam ca sunt si romani pe aici. O sambata placuta

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Oooo, suntem cativa! Nu foarte multi, dar oricum. O sambata placuta si tie!

posted October 20, 2014 05:28 PM            

Watercolordaydream,

Your higher self communicates to you through your physical body in this lifetime and immediate human personality. i think that you feel alone most of the time.. even if you are around people, you still feel like you aren't expressing who you are deep down and that would be true. this is a big lesson for you because your higher self is trying to make its presence known. this is so because you have very good karma in your natal chart, and without you feeling like you can't share some of this good karma and good energy with others.. its poses a certain unhappiness in you. well you have to learn how to live with this because something important is getting learned from this solitude. you are most likely studying spiritual subjects and advancing yourself privately in this manner. keep doing this.

this aspect is Heliocentric Neptune 12 Sagittarius
Conjunct Natal Saturn 14 Sagittarius
Saturn rules your 1st house. Saturn falls in your 12th house of isolation.

Your higher self also gets through to you when it comes to serious relationships you are experiencing in this lifetime. I don't know if this already happened when transit Saturn went over your Moon, but someone transformed you or is yet to, and will open your heart to your higher truth more intimately. I can see your mother is very connected to your soul, and is an important figure in your evolution. I feel that your mother may have been very spiritual herself or made you aware of spiritual subjects. sometimes you may have been at odds with her, but this was something important as well for you to go through. i would cherish all romantic relationships that come your way, because relationships are really important for your growth as a soul right now. You also have a certain gift with them and can be a really good wife (if you are female).

This aspect is Heliocentric Pluto 14 Libra
conjunct your Natal Moon 17 Libra, Moon rules 7th house

posted October 20, 2014 05:37 PM            

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Originally posted by tgem:
Thank you for the reading. In regard to my father, I have been told he was my father in a past life before. The thing is he never abused me, sexually or otherwise. He was actually a very loving and caring father and our family was very close. However, it is true, I didn't have an emotional connection with my mother growing up. In a sense though, I can see that I'm meant to experience hardships by masculine influences in this life as I just left a marriage in which my spouse was controlling and neglected me emotionally. So I can see how I'm meant to learn how to be strong enough to get out of that situation. But I just cannot see how my father would have negative influence on my life...actually if you asked other family members, they would say I had a difficult relationship with my mother and not my father....although I would say I lived a sheltered childhood due to their influence. Also my parents are still married after 45 years and I am also very loyal in my relationships. I have only had two serious relationships in my life and have never casually dated or otherwise.

I am very murcuian in that Gemini is strongest in my chart. The Libran influence resognates as well as I have been told I am very attractive.

I just wonder how my air influence is supposed to heal once I reach my Christ self?

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The reason I said that about your father is because the Sun in your chart is afflicted.. so since it wasn't him, its your inner masculine side. also you have uranus in the 5th house which is apart of the affliction. with uranus things come and go, in scorpio deep intimate things such as sex.. interesting.

posted October 20, 2014 05:55 PM            

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