posted October 22, 2014 03:25 AM            

Is it ok if we read back and forth so I can practice as well?

posted October 22, 2014 10:27 PM            

Clarifier: 3 of Wands

posted October 22, 2014 11:38 PM            

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Originally posted by BellaFenice:
The Chariot
5 of Cups
Page of Wands

Clarifier: 3 of Wands

I can tell traveling is on your mind- chariot is often pulled to describe a trip. I sense that you will not win this contest, promotion, or event that is allowing you to travel. I do, however, see you making an effort or exploring a different path and strategizing to travel in the future.

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Thanks Bella. Could this mean that I'm still going to travel anyway though considering the page of wands is news, new beginnings, exciting opportunities, and travel? With the 3 of wands, which is air travel? I have trips already planned, but I heard of a contest that is basically my trip so I decided not to book it in hopes that a win would foot the bill.

posted October 22, 2014 11:42 PM            

I would say no on booking the flight. Is there a considerable amount of time you would have to wait to find out if you won? This could have financial consequences. I think you will have a different opportunity presented, which is why I feel if you book a flight now, it won't be too beneficial.

posted October 23, 2014 01:35 AM            

My next question is what am I meant to do in this lifetime?

posted October 23, 2014 02:31 AM            

how you'll know them:
4 of Cups: I'm going to guess that this is somebody you already know, or have come to be familiar with. Maybe someone that you used to like or have a crush on, but passed on you previously.

Appearance and Characteristics
The Sun: Vibrant, Attractive, Conspicuous, Popular, Outgoing, Great Smile.....Vain, Self-righteous.
6 of pentacles: Wealthy, Tall in Stature, Charitable, Generous, Compassionate........Vain, Holier than thou, Prideful, Materialistic.
3 of swords: Broken inside, Putting up a facade, secretly unhappy, Sorrowful, Stoic......working through pain, trying to see the light.

Queen of Pentacles: Maybe a man broken looking for a woman of substance to really commit to this time around. Someone ready for long term commitment. A man looking to establish something real with, and provide for in all facets: materially, emotionally, financially, and spiritually.

Hope this resonates

posted October 23, 2014 11:07 PM            

Death/Rebirth
The Star
Knight of Wands

The Sun

posted October 24, 2014 12:22 AM            

I have two more questions:
1. Will I ever get to meet D, and start a real relationship with him?
2. C still keeps sending me subliminals? What does he really think about me, and want from me?

posted October 24, 2014 12:31 AM            

Let me first say, don't be so hard on yourself. There is nothing shameful about being 24 and divorced- plenty of people get married young, sometimes it works out and others don't. Its better to leave knowing that this is the best choice rather than staying in it and being miserable.

posted October 24, 2014 04:08 PM            

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Originally posted by BellaFenice:
LOL, well we aren't that that stage yet!

Let me first say, don't be so hard on yourself. There is nothing shameful about being 24 and divorced- plenty of people get married young, sometimes it works out and others don't. Its better to leave knowing that this is the best choice rather than staying in it and being miserable.

I will get back to you soon on the readings.

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posted October 24, 2014 08:06 PM            

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Originally posted by BellaFenice:
LOL, well we aren't that that stage yet!

Let me first say, don't be so hard on yourself. There is nothing shameful about being 24 and divorced- plenty of people get married young, sometimes it works out and others don't. Its better to leave knowing that this is the best choice rather than staying in it and being miserable.

I will get back to you soon on the readings.

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posted October 24, 2014 09:59 PM            

I am a big believer in positivity- its not always easy, but it is so important to build people up. What do you gain by attacking people? Nothing.

posted October 25, 2014 01:09 AM            

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Originally posted by ReeseC:
Wow Bella, this totally spoke to me as I'm still technically married to a guy I meet in college, and was this naive 17 year old. We are going through a divorce, but I'm petrified to officially move on considering I'll be the 24 year old divorcee.

I have two more questions:
1. Will I ever get to meet D, and start a real relationship with him?
2. C still keeps sending me subliminals? What does he really think about me, and want from me?

Thanks for doing these readings for me. I would easily pay for an in depth one when you offer them.

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You and D

Ace of Wands
4 of Wands
The High Priestess

Clarifier: 7 of Pentacles

posted October 25, 2014 10:48 PM            

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Originally posted by BellaFenice:
You and D

Ace of Wands
4 of Wands
The High Priestess

Clarifier: 7 of Pentacles

Yes, you two will meet eventually (4 of Wands). It may take time for it to develop, because of one you isn't showing their true feelings, which is causing confusion and insecurity on both parties. Either you guys are online dating or live considerably far away from each other (4 of Wands)? Perhaps you are unsure of where you stand with D and because of what is going on with your marriage now, you are a little fearful to start dating again and fully trust anyone. The High Priestess is telling you to trust your intuition, I sense you know that something with D is possible even though it will take time and effort (7 of Pentacles) to establish something long-term. Is this a secret crush going on? I think for now there is a passion and attraction that has potential to grow in the future. Follow your intuitions and act on them-things will progress accordingly if you open up your heart slowly and take faith that the universe will guide you.

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You're really good because this is exactly how I see him, and where I am mentally with him.

posted October 26, 2014 12:10 AM            

You can always try guessing my favorite food- no one has got it yet.

So its kind of freaky that everyone I have asked about my next partner has described the same characteristics. So if you don't mind, would you mind pulling a card as to why this person feels broken/depressed (3 of Swords).

Basically everything C

Justice
2 of Pentacles
7 of Pentacles

Clarifier: 4 of Pentacles

posted October 26, 2014 01:16 AM            

I drew a card asking: "why is Bella's love so broken?"
& got King of Swords with The Star as a clarifier.

I see this as a man who probably spoke too soon. Bragged on things he didn't have or what he hoped to get or achieve, and either his expectations fell short, or he didn't get them at all. Maybe he was a bit of a narcissist who expected the world to give him a handout. Maybe he thought he was thinking logically enough, but his dreams were too far fetched and he fell short. The star is usually a signifier of being on the right track and the negative side of swords is problems with thinking/ logic so I can see that.

Maybe he lost sight of the fact that being logical and practical in difficult situations helps us see the silver lining, instead of being idealistic and detached.....typical Aquarius stuff

In regards to maybe a past relationship, maybe he promised her the moon and the stars and let's his thoughts get too carried away, without too much actual progress.

posted October 28, 2014 12:02 AM            

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Originally posted by BellaFenice:
Thats interesting.

I will read about C soon.

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posted October 28, 2014 08:57 PM            

Knight of Cups
8 of Swords
Judgement

Clarifier: Death/Rebirth