posted November 13, 2014 05:43 PM            

can someone help me, how can I start living again!!!!!?? I have all this energy but nothing to do to but work and then home....I want exciting things.... I want to live!!!

posted November 13, 2014 07:32 PM            

Not a reading just suggestions. Why won't you make a list of things you'd like to see /do?
Maybe a hobby you wanted to do but didn't have time...
Also, get involved in group activities, it sounds like your situation can be a bit lonely. You moved to a new plac, new job...

I'm happy to do an actual reading if you want as well.

Also, wanted to ask you. I just called an office manger tovconfirm she received my aapplication for the job (I was told that it's a good way for them to remember you) it went really bad. She sounded annoyed that I called.

Did I ruin my chances with that job?

posted November 13, 2014 07:32 PM            

Do you think you can offer some additional info on the reading you gave me yesterday?

1) Why do you feel I am getting married late?

2) Why do you think I will get divorced?

posted November 13, 2014 07:40 PM            

so I don't want to make a list of things that I could be interested in you know what I mean and I want to take a roller skating or learn another language but just because I'm alone doesn't mean I can't live an exciting life and I want that excitement back four years ago when I moved to Chicago i had that excitement I was doing acting I was going out a lot on dates granted I looked better I was exploring it was great now life has hit me hard these past 3 years but now I've got my energy back and I want to live
.sorry for my rant.

ok I'll be back with yours

I am alone there's really no meet ups where I live. I just have to meet people through the new work and that's going to take time

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Originally posted by BellaFenice:
I can exchange with you. Do you want general advice to get out of your rut, or a an actual reading?

Do you think you can offer some additional info on the reading you gave me yesterday?

1) Why do you feel I am getting married late?

2) Why do you think I will get divorced?

3) Who is the person that is going to help me in two years?

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posted November 13, 2014 07:43 PM            

so yes please I love reading I have no idea exactly what my question is but I would love some insight.

she's not the person who's going to make that decision so I don't think you're out of the pool of candidates at the looking at so I think you're safe but in this day in age do not call when people call me I could just annoyed just think about it there's just too many calls

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Originally posted by St@r2013:
Hey cherful,

Not a reading just suggestions. Why won't you make a list of things you'd like to see /do?
Maybe a hobby you wanted to do but didn't have time...
Also, get involved in group activities, it sounds like your situation can be a bit lonely. You moved to a new plac, new job...

I'm happy to do an actual reading if you want as well.

Also, wanted to ask you. I just called an office manger tovconfirm she received my aapplication for the job (I was told that it's a good way for them to remember you) it went really bad. She sounded annoyed that I called.

Did I ruin my chances with that job?

Thanks!

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posted November 13, 2014 07:52 PM            

your exciting life is going to happen later and why that is I think because your somber. when I read your comments back to people it's very upbeat very pleasant you seem like a very good hearted positive person. that's my take on your energy. but then you get into a depressive state when it's about yourself do you often times cry because of who u are? do you generally not like you? you haven't gone into that adrenaline of getting yourself fixed up and ready. and once you do you'll be going going going until you really look pretty you feel pretty and you believe you're pretty and now she's going to take a couple of years which is why I don't see a strong love interest until you later life.

I don't think you're going to be like a best friend with this girl it's just one of those people you know an acquaintance and you see and hear the treatment that she does then you go and start the new approach and its almost like a happy addictive because you keep liking it and then you go for more treatments and you really make yourself over. but you are hanging out with her so you're going to have some sort of friendship. my suggestion is to follow her lead she's already got an experience with the self improvement world so to speak and she'll be a good guide what treatments work what don't etc.

posted November 13, 2014 08:12 PM            

I asked general reading for you and it's a bit confusing.
Is there a woman you don't like? Maybe dark hair lad?

I got snake + ring + Fox + moon + clover.

So it seems to me this is a pattern with you, you reach some goal and then get bored. And now you're doubting things and you're a bit more emotional.

The good news it's going to pass soon. You'll feel a bit better.

My advice (based on the cards) try spending time outside. Fresh air. The clover indicates that.

I'm curious about that snake - the lady on your mind, married. Do you compare yourself to her?

posted November 13, 2014 08:25 PM            

QUOTE]Originally posted by St@r2013:
Thanks cherful.. I hope I didn't lose it...

I asked general reading for you and it's a bit confusing.
Is there a woman you don't like? Maybe dark hair lad?

I got snake + ring + Fox + moon + clover.

So it seems to me this is a pattern with you, you reach some goal and then get bored. And now you're doubting things and you're a bit more emotional.

The good news it's going to pass soon. You'll feel a bit better.

My advice (based on the cards) try spending time outside. Fresh air. The clover indicates that.

I'm curious about that snake - the lady on your mind, married. Do you compare yourself to her?

Sorry the reading is a bit confusing. [/QUOTE]

posted November 13, 2014 08:29 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
Ya, it's my ex's wife. I can only see her pic photo and Facebook and I don't know I just start thinking that she's probably got a wonderful life and is happy and I do hate her not necessarily for that but because of everything that I've been through with him in her

QUOTE]Originally posted by St@r2013:
[b]Thanks cherful.. I hope I didn't lose it...

I asked general reading for you and it's a bit confusing.
Is there a woman you don't like? Maybe dark hair lad?

I got snake + ring + Fox + moon + clover.

So it seems to me this is a pattern with you, you reach some goal and then get bored. And now you're doubting things and you're a bit more emotional.

The good news it's going to pass soon. You'll feel a bit better.

My advice (based on the cards) try spending time outside. Fresh air. The clover indicates that.

I'm curious about that snake - the lady on your mind, married. Do you compare yourself to her?

Sorry the reading is a bit confusing.

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Don't think she's having a wonderful life...

Don't compare yourself to her. I doubt you'll think her life is any good if you actually knew what's going on there .

posted November 13, 2014 08:54 PM            

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Originally posted by St@r2013:
Don't think she's having a wonderful life...

Don't compare yourself to her. I doubt you'll think her life is any good if you actually knew what's going on there .

Regardless, take pleasure in your accomplishments!

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posted November 13, 2014 08:57 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
that actually made me very happy so I hope you got that from the cards are intuitively and not just being nice by giving your opinion

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posted November 13, 2014 08:59 PM            

😁

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Originally posted by St@r2013:
I got that from the cards

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posted November 13, 2014 09:02 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
Yes I do think u will marry later but again next year you can meet someone and be with him for many years. do you know if you have Saturn in your 7th house or Natalie Saturn bad in your marriage partnership house that might be why love and relationships are so somber.

your exciting life is going to happen later and why that is I think because your somber. when I read your comments back to people it's very upbeat very pleasant you seem like a very good hearted positive person. that's my take on your energy. but then you get into a depressive state when it's about yourself do you often times cry because of who u are? do you generally not like you? you haven't gone into that adrenaline of getting yourself fixed up and ready. and once you do you'll be going going going until you really look pretty you feel pretty and you believe you're pretty and now she's going to take a couple of years which is why I don't see a strong love interest until you later life.

I don't think you're going to be like a best friend with this girl it's just one of those people you know an acquaintance and you see and hear the treatment that she does then you go and start the new approach and its almost like a happy addictive because you keep liking it and then you go for more treatments and you really make yourself over. but you are hanging out with her so you're going to have some sort of friendship. my suggestion is to follow her lead she's already got an experience with the self improvement world so to speak and she'll be a good guide what treatments work what don't etc.

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Yeah, I don't really like myself because of the way I look. So you are totally right in that I always build other people up and tear myself down. When guys really don't give you the time of day or treat you right your whole life, I don't really have a reason to like myself. I just don't have extra money to change the things I don't like about myself, so I'm stuck in a rut.

I have a hard managing how I would end up paying for the things you mentioned because there is no way I can pay for it all even on a credit card. I seriously cannot afford to take out another credit card and I get paid crap. Money is the biggest thing stopping me from making changes. I have Saturn in 1st, but its not afflicted or anything.

IDK, this still sounds really depressing. It sounds like I won't have kids either, which is really sad.

Be back with your reading soon.

4 of Cups
8 of Wands
6 of Cups

posted November 13, 2014 09:07 PM            

what is it that you don't like do you need to lose weight

posted November 13, 2014 10:55 PM            

are you comfortable with putting up your photo on here

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Originally posted by BellaFenice:
^That sounds promising. Let me know if you need more clarification on the reading.

Pretty much everything. I'm not fat, I just don't have a thinner build.

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posted November 13, 2014 11:22 PM            

Its not a matter of finding a guy you aren't attracted to or someone different, it is just the circumstances you will meet will be very unexpected and won't happen unless you push yourself outside of your comfort zone.

posted November 13, 2014 11:29 PM            

Ha ha...I hear ya

I don't think ur as bad looking as u think. U could have kids because remember I see u with someone who I see u leaving... yes I know that's late. But don't forgot I thought u we're 10 years older than what u are... so maybe it's 10 years early... then that would make u in 30s

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Originally posted by BellaFenice:
Nothing about lowering your standards, if anything, keeping them high. So the cards are telling you to try new things and go new places, is a new hobby you have been meaning to try?

Its not a matter of finding a guy you aren't attracted to or someone different, it is just the circumstances you will meet will be very unexpected and won't happen unless you push yourself outside of your comfort zone.

Hell no to the photo! So many people browse this site, so that part makes me a little tentative. The only reason I asked about kids is because if I get married so late in life, the chances of birthing a child are very low.

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posted November 13, 2014 11:46 PM            

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Originally posted by BellaFenice:
Have you looked at your transits, solar return, and progressions the next couple of years? That will probably give you the most accurate answer.

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posted November 13, 2014 11:52 PM            

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Originally posted by cherful24:
No I don't read charts

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posted November 14, 2014 07:46 AM            

QUOTE]Originally posted by BellaFenice:
I gave you two timelines for 2 potential guys, but that doesn't guarantee you will marry the 2nd one. I think you should ask someone who can read charts well, more accurate than tarot cards.[/QUOTE]