posted November 16, 2014 08:49 PM            

1. Is this intersittial cystisis or something else?

2. Should I just wait it out of keep going to the doctors?

3. Is this going to keep getting worse?

posted November 16, 2014 11:06 PM            

I'm so sorry to hear you're still dealing with the same health issues. I will try to do some readings tomorrow to find out how you can help yourself.

posted November 17, 2014 12:22 PM            

Yourself
Bull (Upright)

Upright Meaning Tarbhcan bring you the opportunity for a rich and abundant life. It is auspicious to draw this card when considering financial matters.

Mental Life
Mandrake (Upright)

Upright Meaning You are called upon to alleviate suffering in some way. This may be as simple as offering reassuring words to distressed friends, or it might involve a vocational choice that focuses on alleviating pain in others.

Sensual Life
Cuckoo Pint (Reversed)

Reversed Meaning Harmonious communication is proving difficult. Connection and union may be difficult to achieve if poisonous words or feelings have been expressed. All of life is cyclical, and harmony will follow.

Emotional Life
Plantain (Reversed)

Reversed Meaning Imagine that what you need is way down beneath you – in the earth – and deep down inside you. Instead of reaching out to be ‘saved’, by looking for someone or something that can rescue you, try reaching in.

Spiritual Life
Crane (Upright)

Upright Meaning Corr brings the qualities of patience and perseverance. The crane conveys the capacity to be focused and to be able to concentrate without distraction. It brings an ability to guide others into the Underworld, to help them with their transition at the time of dying, or with their journeying in the inner realms.

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I think figuring this out will be within reach. I can tell you are suffering from the reading. I think you are very mentally distressed about this and struggling to see a way out. There seems to be miscommunication happening between you and the doctors - try to find a doctor who you can trust to be your advocate...someone you can go to consistently who will help you identify the cause. You have the tools inside of you to figure this out, but you will have to manage whose opinions to trust and how to put your health as a priority. You've got to make this your main focus right now, don't put anything else above it. In time you will find the cause and the answers. Try to change your habits and isolate the causes.

posted November 17, 2014 06:47 PM            

Its really really hard fighting for answers. I've done so much research and seen so many doctors and no answers.

I'm being told its chronic, there's no cure, and it won't get better.