posted November 17, 2014 05:02 PM            

Crying with relief!!!!

posted November 17, 2014 07:20 PM            

Bella girl, just know I`m thrilled you are here with us .
When I read your posts, you brighten my day and make me glad I visited.
Take some time for you and pamper your soul. Much love and blessings sent your way!!

posted November 17, 2014 07:37 PM            

Life is filled with ups and downs but nothing is worth sacrificing your own life over. I'm sure everything will eventually get better, whatever it is you're going through.

If you want to talk, we're here to listen. You're never truly alone even though it might sometimes feel like you are. You have guardian angels protecting you.

For a very long time, I had very suicidal thoughts. I thought life wasn't worth living. I actually thought it was a living hell and death was the ultimate solution to attain peace. It's not. Think of the things you'll be missing out on. Just because things don't go your way now, doesn't mean they'll stay frozen forever. Things will eventually improve and you'll be glad you didn't go through with your self-sacrifice.

It's important to talk. If you don't have a good support system, I'd advise you to turn to professionals. Sometimes talking to a stranger truly helps as they're unbiased.

Believe me girly, in a couple of weeks/months/years, you'll be glad you're still alive. Be grateful for whatever it is you already have and keep practicing gratitude. You will reach a state of inner and outer peace at some point.

Turmoils are not enough to break you! It's a series of battles meant to test how strong you are. You'll get stronger, wiser and better. Don't make this huge mistake dear.

posted November 18, 2014 03:31 PM            

But it does and thank you so much for trying again. Though I would've been crushed if you'd gotten through with it, I would've understood your choice as I've been there and plenty of friends as a teenager were as well. Just thank you for picking yourself back up - or at least taking the first steps towards it. Please, please take good care of yourself girl. I want you to be happy with yourself - and be okay.

Just one more thing and I don't know if it's a bit tasteless or not, but I'm going to be really bold and ask anyway.
I did a card reading for you yesterday, wanting to understand you better and for my own mental state. It was with the deck I gave you that big reading with a while ago, if you still remember. If you're interested - and think you can handle it, I'd love to send it to you. But of course only if you're ready - don't want to drag you through something when it's still so soon and raw. You don't have to feel guilty in any way of saying no (or thinking this was creepy).