posted January 11, 2015 04:40 PM            

Oh I know I dont have to, I want to, who knows maybe you read something in the words that helps you, maybe you dont, it cannot hurt.

hmm
I thought maybe not to ask, but well could you look into A and his energy now/next week, if you see any contact or reply come my way
or just overall energy.

thank you

posted January 11, 2015 05:19 PM            

Cross - Key - Mice

Based on these cards, no. I don't think you'll be hearing from him soon. He's going through a little rough patch. He's feeling sad and doesn't know how to "fix" things with you right now. It's giving him anxiety just thinking about it.

Will you be hearing from him next week? Mountain - Cover - Child

Again, I don't see anything happening. He's keeping his distance. However, you may be lucky if you initiate a conversation with him. But keep it light hearted. He will answer then. I am not saying this is what I recommend you should do. All I'm getting from these cards is that you might get lucky if you talk to him about a whole different topic opposed to what's really on your mind.

posted January 12, 2015 08:36 AM            

Thank you so much and its crazy how the cards/you picked up on me wanting to contact him this week ! wow
I did want to ask that but thought maybe best not to and let it be more open question.

Leffert in your life -
I feel you are more here for him, in the sense you have more to teach him. And you learn from what you are teaching him. My belief is everyone is here to teach us.
What you are here to teach him is to feel more free in who he is and how he expresses himself, I feel he needs to learn from you how to be more open and understanding.
He is teaching you to be a stronger person and to build your charachter. I do feel you are both in each others lives to learn about feelings, how they can free you and how they dont need to be painful.You as a special woman in his life, you are here to show him tenderness and how to just talk. communication is key for both

posted January 12, 2015 12:10 PM            

As for what I wanted to tell you, I broke it off with A. Kind of in a subtle way actually. I unfollowed him and deleted him off of two of the social media sites we use most. I just haven't been having a good feeling about him lately and I feel like he's been avoiding me since Thursday. I am impatient and don't like to wait around for someone especially when I feel like a bother. Maybe it was a stupid thing to do but I feel like it'll get things moving for me, one way or another. I felt under a cloud and now the sun is peering through just a bit. I can't wait until the sun fully exposed itself soon

posted January 12, 2015 12:19 PM            

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Originally posted by goddessofthemoon:
Yes I agree that we both have some lessons to be learned through eachother and you are right on point about him helping me build my strength/character. Some of it has already happened. As for what I need to teach him, yeah. I agree on that as well. I think he is a pretty open person but at the same time he pushes himself back cause he's afraid. Do you think that our relationship is meant to be strictly platonic?

As for what I wanted to tell you, I broke it off with A. Kind of in a subtle way actually. I unfollowed him and deleted him off of two of the social media sites we use most. I just haven't been having a good feeling about him lately and I feel like he's been avoiding me since Thursday. I am impatient and don't like to wait around for someone especially when I feel like a bother. Maybe it was a stupid thing to do but I feel like it'll get things moving for me, one way or another. I felt under a cloud and now the sun is peering through just a bit. I can't wait until the sun fully exposed itself soon

How are you feeling?

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For right now I feel it platonic but I feel it with a hint of romantic in a sense of when both will be more ready it will naturally move into something more and it wont be forced it will feel natural.

Wow that is big news on A, I didnt think you would do that but if it felt like it was something you had to do, good.
He noticed and he is feeling weird, sad, not sure about it. he did not expect it and thinks it is temporary I feel he tried to find out from other places if you deleted only him or others as well..

did you want to ask something specific?

posted January 12, 2015 12:35 PM            

I asked what A would do if you contacted him. Birds - Scythe - Coffin

I think the reason why you don't feel confident in writing to A at the moment is because it won't go well. I really don't like seeing Scythe and Coffin together. This shows you will reach out but your efforts will be to no avail. I don't think he will make an effort. He will read it and then put his phone down to continue with whatever he was doing the moment he received your message.

I pulled with Tarot to get extra clarification. 10 of Swords - Knave of Swords - 5 of Swords

posted January 12, 2015 12:38 PM            

So you think this week is bad hm
I dont know what is on his mindI really dont know what it could be.

Maybe he doesnt want to talk to me at all any more. who knows :/
maybe its over for good

posted January 12, 2015 01:53 PM            

I keep feeling this is temporary, like things will get passed this as I dont quite know why he would be feeling such things now.

I am the one risking all the time.. so this maybe shows that yes he is really moving on..

posted January 12, 2015 02:14 PM            

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Originally posted by goddessofthemoon:
As in move on, you feel he's moving away from you? Do you want me to clarify anything else for you? I don't want to leave our thread with you not being in a good mood or having at least a good understanding

Hmm if you can, maybe you can see what Leffert's feelings for me are? I've noticed when I shuffle my cards his card keeps popping up (the one that defines him), and whenever that happens it means the person in question has been thinking of me. Let me know if you need anything else

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dont worry, my mood has been low all day, so its not your readings.

yes thats what I mean, that he is probably moving on away from me
who knows maybe it for the best if this is so.

L and his feelings for you -

there is a deep feeling of him caring what goes on in your life and wanting the best for you, there is a feeling of this man wanting to protect you and show you how life can be good. I feel like he would want to show you that even love does not need to be painful and that it can be a good experience but in all this I feel he wants to hide his feelings and doesnt want to be in the open with them.He will go as far as showing he cares for you to some extent but wont right now show true depth of is feelings.I feel like sometimes he hides behind a mask and he feels safe this way. and he keeps you in this unreachable bubble. he likes to stay in his safe zone..

p.s. wanted to point out, how its funny, before you had all great cards for me and A, and now it turned bad so I guess this could be an energy thing right now

posted January 12, 2015 02:22 PM            

Thank you for your reading. It's very nice and again, you hit the nail right on the head. I know he wants to protect me but the sad part is he does keep me in that little bubble like you said which I don't like at all. Thank you though it has resonated a lot

posted January 12, 2015 02:31 PM            

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Originally posted by goddessofthemoon:
I agree that it's an energy thing. I feel A has strong feelings for you but sometimes not a lot of people are able to show these feelings in the way they'd like. Tarot picks up on the current energy of things, and it's always subject to change depending on the person's moon. I do hope everything clears up between you both soon and you get the clarity you need It could have something to do with the planets as well. I know a lot of people are having trouble right now in relationships with expressing themselves, trust me. We aren't the only ones

Thank you for your reading. It's very nice and again, you hit the nail right on the head. I know he wants to protect me but the sad part is he does keep me in that little bubble like you said which I don't like at all. Thank you though it has resonated a lot

Can I ask a personal question? If you don't want to, it's okay. But when did you know about your intuitive abilities and how did you start trusting yourself more with them?

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I dont know lol

I always felt like I "knew" things and I was very sensitive as a child. I think it started more as me picking up on peoples feelings and knew how they felt without them telling me, and I was always good at advice.
Then I started to be good at finding objects someone lost around the house, I knew exactly where to look for them and find them there. Only a few years back did I start to dable into all this psychic stuff, getting readings and stuff.
I am also a pisces with a moon in pisces so I am really very sensitive to energy around me.
Then a friend started to ask me things on her love life and it started to show I was right and then from then I stumbled upon this site where I started doing exchanges, and also I practiced and practiced and only now, past months have I felt that I can trust myself more.I still doubt it all and I still go "where the heck did I get all this from" and sometimes I doubt all I do is guess or say my own thoughts but recently I have been hearing I am right and on point and so on so this made me feel more confident in what I get, sometimes I get crazy things right which amaze me a lot... So these exchanges are what got to me.