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neptunicity
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posted January 21, 2015 08:16 PM
  
Hello there. I just made a thread for the "extended reading". What do the cards suggest regarding that "disturbing information"? Thank you very much!IP: Logged |
Leoeve
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posted January 22, 2015 12:55 PM
Ok neptunicity, let's get into it!I have some questions for you though, first. So, you found out they were doing that to you during your sleep, through your phychic. Before he told you so, you never felt anything? Are you underaged? If so, have you never thought about reporting it to competent authorities? If not, can you not just leave that crazy house? I'm sorry, don't get me wrong, I just want to get the facts straight! It's truly disturbing, I need to understand why you put up with this kind of behaviour! IP: Logged |
neptunicity
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posted January 22, 2015 06:01 PM
It's ok, you can ask about anything that makes you wonder. Unfortunately,I NEVER feel anything, I really am complaining to God for making me a heavy sleeper. A friend of mine gets to wake up when her bro used to grope her, while even in my 30-minute or less nap, my dad has managed to put holes in my panties or those 2 can get my phone hidden in my shirt to damage it. I don't even drink. They are really sick. They know how to bypass my phone's PIN and security codes, I was told my bro researched on how to bloat my cellphone batteries, and he has bloated 2 out of 4 of them, etc. all that just to annoy me and get a reaction. The female psychic always told me that they WILL never go after my keys in my shirt, but when things get damaged in my toolbox, I asked her if they now had a duplicate, and she said no, which I didn't buy, so I immediately asked another psychic. (She told me the keys fell from my pocket as I sleep before, so I pinned them to my undies.) I messaged her politely regarding her hiding it from me, and I never got a reply. She clearly lied, and I've ordered 14 gigs from her already, and I had to re-ask the conflict questions to others. So do not trust all psychics, some lie for the sake of peace.I really want to move out, but I need an offline job to do that since what I earn online is only enough to pay rent. My dad even invites my bro's gf that lives here to ruin my things when I'm out. I was told by psychics that deep inside she finds their behavior weird, but will do ANYTHING to be in my bro's good graces. I was advised to go to the neighborhood watch, and I asked the psychic what will happen. He told me they will talk to them, which will make things complicated. Talking to them won't make them stop anyway, so I will just push through with that if they can get their duplicates by law. I'm 29, btw. So before looking for a job, I will put wooden poles from the floor to the ceiling so they can't push the plywood, and I'm halfway done saving for the materials and labor, and then when the ceiling is secure, I'll change the doorknob to a Schlage deadbolt since I was told they can't pick it, I have the deadbolt now. Then I will look for work then move out asap! They said I will move out this May. Any further questions just ask. Thanks. IP: Logged |
Leoeve
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posted January 22, 2015 08:25 PM
Your story is like the most crazy thing I've ever dealt with, so I don't know if I can help you with tarot, but I'm giving it a try.There are questions unanswered to get to the bottom of this, so I pulled for: Why are they doing this to you?
The Empress - 9 of Pentacles - Queen of Pentacles Wow, so much feminin energy! Both the Empress and the Queen of Pentacles have a very strong "mother" connotation, while the 9 of Pentacles is more of an independent personality, but all three are very earthy by nature. I think the 3 cards are leading to the same woman, you. They are so similar, I think they are representing how your father, your brother and you, see yourself. Which is weird... maybe they are attracted to you? This is nuts, but given the back story I can't help but think this way. What about your mother? Is she home? Can't she help you?
Maybe one of the cards (Empress or Queen) can represent your mother... but not much more I can conclude by these. So I'm pulling a clarifier. Temperance Rx - Now, this one makes sense. It's saying, simply, they have a mental illness. They could be bi-polar or suffer from other mental issues, related directly to the brain. There's a chance (again, a chance, don't go crazy over this just now), that it may be as a result of drug use (legal or illegal). Unstable, keep your distance (but I guess you already know this). What can you do to protect yourself?
The High Priestess - The Hierophant - 9 of Wands Rx Always remain very calm and above all trust your intuition. If you feel something is off, it probably is, so act upon it with as much wisdom and serenity as possible. If you are a logic person by nature, just try to tune in with your other side, the emotional one, because logic will not help you, (I know it's weird!).
The Hierophant can indicate a lot of things. The first one I always think of, is that it represents God. I don't know if you're a very religious person (personally, I'm not, but I always think of God as "the will of the Universe" and a force which makes me have "faith"). So, having faith everything will pass could help you somehow. Another meaning to this card is that protection may be available to you through some sort of group or institution, so maybe joining a group of help of people going through domestic abuse, or an organization that helps young women with these matters. And finally, it can represent a person, like a therapist, a counsellor or a spiritual guide that can help you through your journey of getting out of there safe.
Now, the final one, the outcome, is sort of a warning of what could happen if you don't seek the help from the previous cards. Because the 9 of Wands Rx hints at paranois. You may feel constantly under attack, being followed, being watched. It's pure fear fear from within, not often linked with an actual threat. So, seek counselling, please. Rather than the pshychics, you could find someone in your area giving free sessions for those in need. Is there anything else disturbing that you don't know about yet?
The High Priestess - The Chariot - King of Swords Rx The High Priestess again... so if your intuition tells you there might be more, it really might be more. Not because I pulled ONE SINGLE card on the other thread and thought about, but because you FEEL there is something more. This or your intuition may be helping you unfolding those secrets. But given the following cards, I don't think there will be any more big surprises. The Chariot says you will overcome your obstacles and be victorious. With hard work, and assuming complete control over your situation. And who will you be victorious over? The King of Swords Rx. This is a male. Generally older, so it could be your father. I don't know which one of them makes it worse for you, but I'm thinking your father. Because he, as a father, should have a stronger hand over your brother's craziness and misconducts. This man's personality (the King) is nasty, yet extremely intelligent as he can be a master of manipulation and persuasion. He uses big words, does long critical speeches over subjects he dominates completely. Although he is prone to aggression and angry outbursts, he shall always do so with his words, not a man of action. So, like a knife, his words hurt deeply. So glad you will get rid of him for good.
I hope this helps, somehow.
Think seriously about seeking therapy or a help group, ok?
And forgive any typos, I'm not a native english speaker!
Much love <3
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neptunicity
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posted January 23, 2015 07:15 PM
Thank you very much for the reading, Leoeve! The "attracted" part is really disturbing. I remember what a psychic told me when I mentioned what my dad did soon after my mom was dead. She died when I was 15, and showed his true colors. He grabbed my crotch twice when I was 17 and offered to show me where my clit was because I didn't know where it was when I was 15. I refused. I got confused because I assisted him by holding the flashlight while my mom was butt-naked and putting ointment on her ass since she had hemorrhoids.
So I thought there was no malice. One time we were talking about about cysts since I had one in my butt, and I had my back turned to him and he suddenly showed me one of his balls, telling me that it had a cyst but it gets smaller as time went by. I looked away instantly, and I was puzzled why he did that. I remember my flashlight-holding days again. I was 19 that time. So the psychic told me and I quote, "Molestation does not have to be done in malice. In his demented mind it is love and uncontrollable desire. If it made you uncomfortable you know in your heart it was wrong, but that wasn't your fault, you did nothing wrong." And she called them both as "predators" and they have no respect for women and think they are inferior. That email was sent last Mar. 2013 though, no groping while I was sleeping yet, and they just started to team up and they tried poison my cat to hurt me. I told my aunt about it and they got ashamed and stopped. The ceiling infiltration started Sept. 2013. I just thought of it like the men who rape grandmas or special children, it's still female, so they get their sexual needs fulfilled, but they aren't attracted to them. I can't fully relate to that "inferior" and "lack of respect" that time since my dad never beat up my mom, it was the other way around, but now I do. Eew. Incestous mofo's. So that means the tarot was right all along? Cringe-worthy! Must get out, like the song of Maroon 5!They don't do drugs though and they don't drink, so I guess they're just sick in the head? My bro even installed a keylogger on the pc, so I just use my phone to post here. Thank you for the reading, I will look for local support groups online, you know here in my country therapy groups are not well advertised. I'm now oficially an orphan.IP: Logged | |
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