posted January 29, 2015 01:19 PM            

"A recent event has deeply hurt you on the emotional level. This wound was heartbreaking, and you still feel it intensely within you. It is acute and invades you in an enormous way. This event took place with a new person who has been a part of your professional environment (work or otherwise) for a very short time. This is someone that you really like because of his/her personality, and for whom you rapidly developed a sincere and growing link. Following an initiative (or an approach) that you took to get closer to him/her, you were terribly surprised to feel his/her (defensive) reaction to you. His/her reaction was so disconcerting (or so incomprehensible) that you immediately felt rejected by him/her. Tell yourself that you have nothing to reproach yourself. In fact, this is explained by the fact that someone else is currently monopolizing all of his/her thoughts (tottering, uncertain, or transitory amorous context). This experience was a distressing ordeal for you, but fortunately everything will soon change. The situation will soon evolve and this person will have a much better grasp of the interest that you have towards him/her. His/her attitude towards you will reverse itself dramatically. Your initial dissapointment will transform itself into great joy. In the coming months, an intimate and durable link will develop between this person and you. By your attitude (honesty, perseverance, and loyalty), it is evident that your link with him/her will bring you a lot more than you dare hope for now."

While I don`t know about the happy ending note, the first sentences described a situation so gloriously accurate, amazing!

posted January 29, 2015 02:17 PM            

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posted January 29, 2015 02:55 PM            

nothing really, it`s just that the first sentences described my feelings about the last time I met him quite accurately, even though on a more detached level I KNOW there was too much irrationality on my part involved.
I blame it on the transits.

It`s not easy to hone it down, but while being friendly, he seemed unusually defensive almost, as if he was on his guard, keeping himself on a tight leash, except for that slip at the end of the talk, when he was wishing me well (which is more than unusual way to end a talk), and when I turned round once more, there was a strange expression in his eyes. I could name it, but I would fear I would simply be projecting my own feelings on him, so I won´t name it. lol

Anyway from that day on he completely disappeared and withdrew from his online-communication, and he is such a communicative guy, it is just not like him.

But as I said I blame it on the transits. We both have exacting transits.

For me:
Tr NN square my SAturn (and square my pr Saturn EXACT)

For him:
Tr Saturn square his NN exact (for him his solar arc Venus was part of it as well, as it is aligned with his nodal axis currently, SN though).

Nevertheless yes I think he DID come across as defensive and guarded to me. And this is just not like him. and it was certainly not consistent with the way he was acting towards me before.
But this is not even about me, he just seemed, I don´t know, just imagine an eagle whose wings have been clipped and who is being made believe he is really a rooster.
There is NOTHING wrong about being a rooster, that is not what I mean, - unless you really are an eagle.
(possibly not the best comparison. lol)

posted January 29, 2015 03:37 PM            

"A wonderful event in your emotional life is coming soon. A remarkable dream of love will come true. You will have period of great bliss following a decision that the person you love will make in a short while. It will be a significant transition in your life. This person will bring you happiness, marital harmony and great life balance. Splendor, fruitfulness and wonders are in store for you!
2.2
You are associated to a pure and sincere love. A person shares a deep love with you. Your feelings are reciprocal and they favour the fulfillment and realization of wishes. Your love life with this person will bring you the happiness and harmony you seek. Communication and exchanges will be favored while conflicts will be rare and not important. No rupture can be foreseen with this person because loyalty and strength in this couple will be the focus of your aspirations. Sensuality will also be part of it and you’ll share many moments of carnal pleasure which will be unforgettable.
2.3
You will quickly resolve many of the problems facing you in the immediate future. You will be able to turn a disconcerting situation to your advantage. Combining caution and finesse, you will come up with a method to advance effectively in both personal and professional spheres. A person of imaginative brilliance will be placed at your disposal, to provide assistance, encouragement and support. This person will guide you in demonstrating a quality of tenacity or fearlessness that you previously may have not recognised in yourself. This support can be relied upon. These new developments will allow you to radically reshape a thorny situation that has hindered you for too long. This will cause a chain reaction in your spiritual nature and in your method of addressing the less significant challenges that remain still present in your thoughts. You will quickly eliminate the remaining barriers that hinder your life journey.

Indescribable happiness is reserved for you. You will have the ability to overcome great obstacles with your determination and your faith in your destiny. Your tenacity in accomplishing your tasks and taking on the challenges that life brings make you a person with a great future. You respect others regardless of their position in society or their physical or intellectual abilities and this will win you praise. Because of your remarkable inner force (full of goodness and good will), you will defend justice, truth and integrity with extraordinary courage and great loyalty. Yes, you will keep your energy and drive, because you will act with sincerity and fairness. But, furthermore, you will be loved and admired and people will stay with you, because you are an exceptional person in the eyes of all who are able to recognise good, both on earth and in the afterlife. Eternal love awaits you, so you need no longer fear pain or tests, because that love is infinitely greater than all of the loves (combined) that exist on earth. You are loved as much as you are able to love, so above all do not lose faith, because it is your key to open the last door.
3.2
A person seeks your forgiveness following a misunderstanding, a quarrel, a spiteful act or an error which he or she committed at your expense. You will have to show leniency toward him or her, since this wish is sincere. Even if this person has caused you significant harm, you are being asked to forgive. However, here, it’s not a question of a formal pardon, but rather of a tacit pardon (understood, expressed in a nonverbal manner, without compromising formalities). This regards your love life or a person who is in love with you, but it’s not necessarily someone with whom you form a couple or are in a loving relationship. It could be an ex, a person who wishes to win you over, a friend, a work colleague, or other. Nonetheless, this person has acted hastily (in an impulsive manner, without reflecting), and his or her gesture was unfortunate or very clumsy. He/she accepts all the blame, since he/she wishes to once again find a balance in the life which he/she has lost after this incident. (Note that this prediction also involves a visual appearance that seems to be linked to technology, possibly, photo, video, internet or other).

posted January 29, 2015 05:01 PM            

EDIT: Nvm! I didn't realize the name of the thread was the site's name, lol.

posted January 29, 2015 05:23 PM            

I suppose it is time for both of us to practise a little more Zen.

We need to find a balance. there is no use getting worked up in extreme directions, neither overboarding unrealistic optimism nor equally unrealistic despair.
Gotta remember to be just "present", in the here and now, body, mind, spirit and soul.

The real purpose in life really is ... living.

Time to stop overthinking, overanalyzing, and just going with the flow.

I think analyzing as well as thinking and dreaming and all that jazz is VERY worthwhile, but ONLY as long as there is some lightness coming with it, a spark.
When THAT spark dies down and it becomes a drag and exhausting, it is time to detach from it as difficult it might be and step back, to get a new perspective. Centre again, Remember that you are exactly at the point you always were meant to be at THIS time.
Everything is exactly as it is supposed to be.
And everything is alright. And sometimes we forget that what we think we want might not be what we need at THAT moment in our lives.
If it was what we really needed right now, we would have it.
The fact that we don`t have it, simply shows that we don´t need it. Not that way, not how we maybe want it, right now.

I loved that quote from "Buffy"

"Dawn, the hardest thing in this world... is to live in it. Be brave. Live."

and the ending dialogue with Angel

"I'm cookie dough. I'm not done baking. I'm not finished becoming who ever the hell it is I'm gonna turn out to be. I make it through this, and the next thing, and the next thing, and maybe one day, I turn around and realize I'm ready. I'm cookies. And then, you know, if I want someone to eat m- or enjoy warm, delicious, cookie me, then that's fine. That'll be then. When I'm done."

I love that quote, because when I heard it, I knew this one time the genius that is Joss Whedon is wrong, Or buffy for that matter.
We are never going to be ready. There will never be a point when we can say, that`s it now. We are finished, polished, ready.
We just have to plunge ourselves into life as we are, un-ready, semi-ready or whatever.
We ARE ready, because we never will be ready. Or we are as ready as we can be, maybe.
There is no PERFECT moment, when it all comes together and makes sense (well I had that perfect moment, but that is another topic. lol) and everything falls into place and STAYS there.

The only thing constant is change (Jekyll and Hyde).

And change is life.
That is why when we try to freeze up certain moments, or force them into manifestations as we think they should be, everything stagnates. We try to stop the flow of life itself.
And it does not work like that.

Maybe Cusp will come round. Maybe he won`t.
Maybe Mr Sag will connect to me somehow. Maybe he won`t.

But in the grand scheme of things it does not matter. Whatever it will be, it will be right. And just because it might not be what I want, or how I want it, or when I want it, does not mean it`s wrong.

And now well, one of my most favourite quotes, not from Buffy
"There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends"

But to be able to do that we have to keep an open heart. and not fixate on that ONE PARTICULAR guy, who might be utterly totally wrong for us anyway. Or utterly totally right. But just not now. Maybe not ever, or tomorrow, the thing is noone knows, noone SHOULD know.
We`ve got things to do, independently.
And we`ve got to take a leap of faith, risk loving without safety net (and yes, even clinging to pain and sadness can be a safety net).
I think we have to risk being happy and experience that the world will NOT collapse, because we have one or two happy moments.

At least I think that is what i have to learn. Allowing the happiness to happen. For no reason or purpose, than just for itself alone.

posted January 29, 2015 06:14 PM            

1:1 A victory stands before you. However, this victory will not be possible unless you know how to show tact and great openness of mind in your relations with others. More specifically, you will need to prove your tolerance for an individual of the opposite sex who is older than you. In fact, this individual is concealing grief that is crippling him/her. He/she is unpredictable and is afraid to speak with you. He/she has been subjected to cruelty and intolerant behavior on the part of an ex-spouse (or lover) who was jealous and possessive in a virtually pathological way and this has now left him/her very mistrustful of anyone who wants to help him/her. Even if you think you know this individual well, he/she is hiding important information from you and he/she fears (or is making great efforts to avoid) opening up to you. On your part, a crucial task needs to be completed (by you) (within a specific time frame) and you need to complete this task without ever losing confidence in your ability to successfully do so. This individual will slow you down (unconsciously) but you need to be accommodating to him/her. Here, your time is precious, so be serious in your efforts and don’t squander time. If you lose your way, you need to go back to your starting point and start over at point zero. Attention: going back to point zero = lost time, additional constraints and the possibility of failure instead of victory.

This matches my situation with Y to the T! To be honest, I’m not sure about the “lover” part and he isn’t married. However, AV, Toria and Eby and Sophea have all picked up on Y’s personal situation and it’s just like this upper paragraph, they all have said the same thing. The only thing is it’s a family issue, that’s really taking a toll on him. Though, the only thing is I don’t know when the time frame is when I need to complete this “task” or what the “task” is, lol.

2.1 You are currently passing through a period of emotional or psychological fragility and you are in need of protection. You have a clear idea of what you want from life, but recent events are causing you to doubt. You have recently completed an important stage in your life and you must now rise to a new challenge. You are thus in a period of transition, making you more vulnerable. During this transition, you will be closely bound to another person, a Capricorn. This will be a friend, a man whom you see on a daily basis. He is of generous spirit and you are free to trust him. He will allow your current path to lead you through a positive development. Key words: factory, manufacture, bird, self-esteem, refinement, distance, artistic work, Wednesday morning, month of May, happiness in love that is unstable but growing.

I’m not sure of this, but it makes me think about Eby, Spiritual Jade, AV and Toria. All three have told me that I will meet someone new. However, AV, Eby and Toria said that I would meet this person in December…December of LAST year. I never met the person. Spiritual Jade said I would meet the person during Spring. However, everyone seems to say the same thing in regards to Y and this “new” person. That in the end they cannot see who I would be with because it’s going to be a decision that is left for me to make, but everyone also added that Y is someone I would be better off with (although AV said the new guy would be better, but she knew I would choose Y, lol.)

2.3 Your little pleasures are many and your well-being will mainly grow around a modest, but durable, happiness. In particular, it is consistency that will be the key to your long term success. Your great strength will come from the fact that, throughout your life, you will climb the steps one after the other, without ever looking to skip ahead. You will come to find serenity amidst the hustle and bustle, and your many blessings will soften the trials of both yourself, and others. This shows that you are the kind of person who manages to see the bright side of everything, even during the most difficult trials. As such, you will succeed where most fail. In all aspects of your life, you will constantly have projects that are either evolving or being developed. Nothing will stop you, because you will know how to save your strength, keep your pace, and maintain your vitality. You will be the epitome of someone who knows how to combine ambition and wisdom, and this will allow you to achieve big dreams. You will go very far, simply because you will know both your physical and mental capabilities (strengths and weaknesses) very well, and because you will know (or learn) to stay reasonable in everything that you will undertake.

This one is very uplifting to read, because it matches true to my persona. I do tend to look on the brighter side of things. There may be times where things look bleak and doubt may start to brew, but I’m sure everyone goes through moments like that in life.

3.1 You will receive a gift from a person of the opposite sex. This person is older than you. He/she is a part of your surroundings (of your everyday comings and goings). It is someone who is currently struggling with communicating their feelings towards you. He/she is oversensitive (or psychologically or sentimentally uncomfortable) and he/she loves you. This gift has a great symbolic value. It reflects the strong admiration this person has for you. It will be a very emotional gesture on his/her part. The objective of this gift is also to put an end (if possible) to a misunderstanding or an uncertainty that was created between you two. It is meant to establish (create) a relationship (new, improved or different) with you or to rebuild a relationship that has recently deteriorated or ended between you. It is someone with whom you make transactions or trades on a regular basis (hand to hand money circulating). He/she has already lied to you about important (or fundamental) information regarding him or her and he/she wishes to clarify the situation (or set the record straight). He/she knows that he/she has made a mistake and is seeking your forgiveness (remorse, regret, sense of guilt) or is looking to be accepted by you (despite everything).

3.2 Nature is giving you an unexpected and extraordinary hope. A new life is taking shape close to you. You will be integrated into a process of creation that will lead towards a great accomplishment. This is a question of purity, honesty, and revelation. Your inspiration will come from a life lesson (an event you experienced). You will feel, taste, and hear in a new way (or a new thing). You will develop a different perception of the riches that surround you and you will explore a new dimension in your current environment. Magnificent realities that have always escaped you from a sensory point of view will be revealed to you from now on. Your way of picturing your future will change radically and wonderfully. Someone is intimately involved in this process. This is a person that you love immensely.

These two made me think about Y. It seems more like a prediction of what’s to come. So, I can’t comment too much on this one yet.

I didn’t include all of the paragraphs I got, because either it didn’t resonate too much with me, or I just didn’t include it (not that they were bad, but they had nothing to do with love or anything like that.) I just wanted to share what I got.

posted January 29, 2015 07:25 PM            

Oh yeah...this was great, just great :eyeroll: