posted March 01, 2015 05:32 AM            

I can't change my current situation, at the end of the day, I haven't established the type of relationship that I want and/or found the right partner. However, I am aware that I do want to become a mother one day and the fact that it doesn't look like it will be happening soon is ABIT sad for me.

I'm going to blame my feelings on the fact that Saturn is transiting my 7th house and the fact that my pVenus is in my 7th house. However, I realise that I have been thinking about this a lot.

Is there anyway of "predicting" the age a woman will be when she has her first child? Do you look to her birth chart? If so, what part? How about her Solar Return? What would you be looking for?

I was told by a Vedic astrologist and a psychic that I would get pregnant around the age of 27/28. This concerns me abit because I always thought that I would know the father for at least 2 years before I had a child; but at 25... Unless the meeting happens tomorrow lol I'm a little screwed.

It's crazy that life often doesn't turn out how you hope/want it to. I know that understanding that very thing is key to my journey. I don't really like unforeseen change. I know it is life, but it's just a little sad.

posted March 03, 2015 04:25 PM            

I've seen so many of my age mates get married, engaged and have kids and although I am happy for them. I actually wonder when it's going to be my turn to stop watching and to get what I want. It's frustrating. I appreciate that unions are blessed things and that people end up with who they are matched to; but I don't seem to be "matched" to anyone.

posted March 04, 2015 06:03 AM            

Midgard Serpent Layout
Date/Time: 4th march 2015
Casted for: ikja
Question being asked: When will I have my first child?

Position 1: Represents our feelings in the distant past in relation to the situation we are asking the runes for help with.
MANNAZ - The Rune of Humanity: Destiny awaits you, so claim it. But to be a spiritual being, you must balance body, mind and spirit. Embrace everything, good and bad alike, with total acceptance, knowing that each new experience will teach more of life. By learning each lesson you will go onwards and upwards.

Position 2: Represents the struggles with this situation as a result of our feelings from position one.
TIWAZ - The Warrior's Rune: There is a need for courage now, as your victory is already assured if your heart remains true. Make use of all the skill and wisdom you have acquired so far. Protect your faith, as it will be challenged. But truth, honesty and justice will always win through.

Position 3: This point concerns our feelings about the situation during the present time.
THURISAZ C- The Rune of Chaos, Evil and Temptation: The Evil will be hidden or may appear disguised as good.
GEBO C- The Rune of Love and Forgiveness: Personal animosity, particularly from partners. Hidden talents need uncovering. Think again about romance.

Position 4:.This is the position when we start the journey towards our outcome. Position number two can be included as the past experiences into this position.
IHWAZ C- The Rune of Defence: Your defensive abilities are dormant and must be realized. What appears as a danger will be easily averted through patience and concentrated effort.

Position 5: This is the peak of our journey and we can see our goal clearly. This rune will tell us about our feelings.
ALGIZ - The Rune of Protection and Opportunity: Although the path ahead is fraught with danger, you need have no fear, for you have the power of protection within you. You will be safe as long as you are not reckless.

Position 6: This position reminds us that we still have to work towards our goal if we want to achieve it. Take this rune to the heart.
WUNJO - The Rune of Joy: Happiness is yours if you are willing to work for it. You must strive for balance and harmony in your life. Always look for solutions rather than dwell on problems. For happiness to last, it must be founded on truth and honesty. Hide from the truth and you hide from true happiness. Seek only what is good and right and good fortune cannot fail to follow.
PERTH - The Rune of Chance, Mystery and Science: You always have a choice in everything. No-one can upset you, you can only choose to be upset. No-one can exert power over you unless you choose to subject yourself to it. Claim your right to choice. Don’t allow others to compromise your truth or prevent you from doing what you need to do. The only danger here is not to make a choice, to leave things to fate and have no say in your own future.

Position 7: This spot represents the Midgard Serpent´s head. Most of the time this is our goal.
BERKANAN - The Rune of Growth and Fertility: An exciting time for new beginnings, fresh adventures, activity and energy. Sow seeds, but the harvest is yet to come so don’t expect immediate reward for your effort. Put the past in its place, learn from experience. A good time for spiritual renewal - clear away misconceptions and accept new ideas.
Time: mid-September – early October 2015

Opinion on this Layout:
There is either a binding spell or someone who is a trickster around you. I did pick up the energy and sent it back with a message. This holds you back. The source came up as an urgent second reading. Maybe it is the time to solve it? I can give you the Runes for the same Layout, but would ask you to think about it on your own. I do not do this anymore. You can go to psychic to solve it as well.
#1 =Rhaido; #2=Eihwaz; #3=Ansuz; #4=Sowilo +WunjoConverse; #5=LanguzConverse; #6=HagalazReversed; #7=MannazConverse.

I did highlight the Runes that appeared one more time.

posted March 04, 2015 01:28 PM            

As soon as your heart thinks:”NO WAY!!!”

Think about it one more time with your intelligence.