posted March 17, 2015 11:45 PM            

I'm really confused in my life right now. I've been considering a move (of towns) for a couple of months now. There are so many pros and cons to both staying and going that I can't stop weighing everything over and over again until my mind has become complete mush. I won't get into all the nitty gritty details as its quite long, but some of my major concerns are:

I REALLY love the place (house) I am living in currently and it feels impossible to give up, but it's really expensive and I am also trying to pay off a debt. I am unhappy in my job right now and I don't know where else to work/what to do. I had to have a meeting at work today where I felt attacked and my (already low) self-esteem (that I have been working hard on to improve!) was brought down for the umpteenth time, I cried a lot today including at work. Considering going back to school.

If I move, I will have to take up a similar job which is not my life's passion, and will not be able to go back to school. The housing situation to start is FAR from ideal. Among other disadvantages, I would have to share with two other co-workers and I have only ever lived with my ex or alone before. I would also have to either get rid of most of my stuff and/or put it into storage. I am also really lonely lately and worry that moving will just cause me to feel lonelier and more isolated.

And one of my most major concerns, is my cat. I have a rescue cat who was badly abused and abandoned. She is really terrified of other people, especially since me and my ex broke up she is even more afraid of others + very protective of me. If someone knocks on my door or I have a guest over (a rare occasion) she runs outside and hides for hours even if its pouring rain out. I am really concerned about the effect that living with two strangers would have on her (and myself!) if I do move.

posted March 18, 2015 12:27 AM            

I'm sorry that you are in such a mess so am i =(

anyways i asked a few questions about you and just wo warn you i have good news and a little bit of some bad news but this is what I'm getting from my intuition and the cards but anyways on with the reading, i got that this year your going to end up moving in with some people but i do have to let you know in advance that they will not become your best friend I'm just letting you know now, this move is gonna happen this year it will be great but the roommates aren't going to be anything special they won't treat you bad but they just won't be like your best gal friend kind of roommate.
your roommates will be alright with the cat just "alright".

my advice is to really be picky on the roommates you choose make sure they are kind to your cat and won't make problems for the cat cause im getting you might pick the "wrong" roommates so just be EXTRA careful on who you end moving in with make sure you have your boundaries when living with the roommates as far as your cat goes that's my advice. just be as picky as possible IF YOU CAN cause I'm defientely seeing a move coming in for you. I'm not seeing you going to school this year i see work as the main priority for the most part this year, this job is going to be trusting and reliable but at the same time not the best place that you'd want to be at but definitely a job that you can count on to save and make extra money i do see "some" happiness with this job to be honest this is the best that i was able to give you with complete honesty of the spread of card si got and intuition. **hugs**

posted March 18, 2015 01:05 AM            

Just for a clarification when you say that you got the roommates would be "alright" with my cat, does that also mean that she will be alright with them? Cause she really doesn't like other people and has some weird quirks. I'd prefer other roommates to just leave her alone and not try to pet her or anything unless she goes up to them. Right now she can play outside in a beautiful yard and I don't want to take that away from her

But I hope you are right about the job being reliable and trusting because the one I am currently at (and have been for 5.5 years) is not that way at all! It feels unstable and there is lots of backstabbing and gossip and I never know who to trust and my boss is kinda effed. She destroys a lot of peoples spirit/self-esteem.